And the beat goes on...

my mom is so0o gay.. ok.. so yesterday, i did all my hw.. and i got ready for what i thought was some girl's birthday party. we go to like diamond bar and it is all the people from the upmasa ms. teen philippines thing!! i was like, wtf.. so i get introduced to all the teen candidates and they ask me how "italy" was.. my mom just looked at me and smiled.. i was like, biiiiiitch!! whatever.. so i played it off like, yeah it was cool.. eww.. how annoying though! i guess i am back in it. whatever. i have to perform a filipino dance.. uhhh. i dont know any.. like, part of pandanggo.. but they want me to do tinikling!! =( ok.. there goes my talent! we practiced other stuff.. my kuya mark came and rescued me at 4:00 and we headed to confirmation.. haha.. we looked like bums compared to all the other candidates and the sponsors.. and we had to stand on the altar!! hahah.. me, ten, and dustin.. funny.. so mass was over like 6:00.. and we headed to the gall to eat at the food court. met two of kuya mark's bandmates, barry and anthony.. so we're talking and anthony is like super hyper.. and he wants to see pictures.. he looks and he recognizes mig! i was like, ok.. and he recognizes allie and ivy.. haha.. do ya see a pattern? he was in kultura! ahahaha.. so we talked bout that.. yeah. like, around 7:00, they were like, let's go..
me: where?
them: to a bar..
me: no! take me home.. i'm tired..
kuya mark: i cant.. have your friends come..
so i called everyone and no one could come.. but my savior came and hung out with me for a while.. yeah talked a lot.. and around 8:45, my savior took me home.. went to jenn's and hung out.. did hw.. talked to mig.. yeah.. hahah.. awww..

today_ it was so0o hot.. geez.. after school, walked to baskin robbins with tin, mocha, and neece. hahah. yummy!! it was fun. talked and laughed.. went to rite aid.. looked at magazines.. hahah.. got some pencils! hahhaha. yay! then we walked back. did hw with rj.. yeah.. danielleeee belly got her braces off and she is so0o beautiful! hahaha.. "i'm jealous!" jk.. i love you!!

thanks mocha for listening and not being so upset with me. i know i am a mongie, but hey.. what can you say?! it's in me.. hahah.. ewww. that was gay.. but seriously.. thanks..

and to my tinny tin! thank you for talking to me and yeah.. ya know! i love you!! =)

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i can't sleep.. i'm hungry.. not really.. just can't sleep.. iduno why.. i am soo0o00 tired and sore and just worn out.. but yeah.. i think i have a back problem.. scoleosis or something. i can crack my back every time i try.. and it is like, wierd.. =/

today was blah.. stayed home.. ika came and picked me up and we went to practice.. it was cool.. very TIRING.. oh yeah.. results for sols were announced.. congrats to all the soloists!! yeah.. i dunno.. pat, ian, and danny came to chek out kultura.. hahah. aww.. yeah. so after, we all went out to eat at pho 79 in alhambra.. fun fun stuff!! lots of food throwing.. i seriously felt bad for the people who had to clean up our table fulll of food, sauce, drinks, and mess.. and on the floor too!! talked to mocha. we all left.. took justine home. took mig home.. went home. and here i am! bored.. i dunno what to do.. i'm talking to gavin.. ok.. well.. blog later!

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i'm so0o tired.. haha. i got to talk to mocha today! miss you. have fun!! ttyl..

yesterday was fun.. school was kick back.. not too much work.. rj took me home after we got some yummy jamba juice.. showered and got ready for practice.. my mom came and we left.. got to practice early.. like 5:40.. sammie and i were the first ones there.. haha.. did some hw.. talked.. people came.. practiced the tango till everyone came. it was mucho fun! we finally got the waltz down.. and we are almost done with the brazilian tango.. fun stuff.. ahhaha.. mig came wearing the same shirt as me.. the got baloot? shirt he bought on september 7! hahha.. =) we didn't even plan it! i swear! practice ended before 10.. went to the movies with mig.. saw his cuz, tina and admen.. left before 11:30.. went home.. and slept..

i am sorry i couldn't make it to your lil outing amanda!! i'm sure you had fun.. smile!! we'll go out soon.. promise.. summer's coming up! haha.. remember last summer's endless outings to the grove? haha.. i love you!

this is a picture of mig and i after diana's sweet 16.. w were so0o tired.. but i like the picture.. my babe's so cute! =) thank you darleneee!! i love you! you owe me other pictures.. LoL..


i miss my sisters.. all of them.. haha.. but i miss my sisters nikki and mocha.. we hardly do anything anymore... i mean, with all three of us.. i miss you guys.. really.. we need to go out.. we will! hahhaa.. love you! camz is always here!! i miss neecey and rj and nikz and everyone too. sissy raptor.. hahaha.. aw.. =( hahah. hope you guys like my new blog template.. i was getting kinda tired of green fruits.. hahaha. i meant that literally.. ok. nm..

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i'm home now.. woow.. this week has just been.. ooooweee!!

so tuesday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMIE SAM! ms. lana lui! hahhaha.. aww.. hope you had mucho fun!! party on friday!!! hahahha.. jk.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELANNIE! hope you had a fun day as well.. i dunno.. the day went by.. pretty.. SLOOOW...

wednesday_ got up early and got ready for the ZOO!! yay.. all the sophomores were going on a bio field trip to the zoo.. so we get to school. first period-algebra.. blah! after that class, went down and got on our bus.. we headed to the la zoo.. got into our groups.. we were gonna have a group of 11, but we got split in two. so, me, mocha, nikki's, rj, and neece were in a group with ms. gloria kahn.. she was awesome.. like a cool grandma lady.. it was a lot of fun. saw fun animals.. we walked around after a couple of hours with the docent.. ate!!! man, was it HOT or what?! the sun was like blazin fire!! haha.. it was a lot of fun.. at 2:00, we met up with everyone and headed back to school.. confusion on what was happening after school.. no confirmation.. mocha's house.. talked and talked.. hw.. took a nap.. woke up with a killer headache and sore throat.. we ate and watched tv.. talked to mig a lil.. yeah.. home.. showered.. slept.. ~mocha, i love you.. you know i do.. and i am always here for you.. no matter what.. you're my gf, my bf, my sister.. smile.. keep your head up and keep on trying.. don't give up!~

today_ woke up very sick.. headache and a sore throat.. my dad said i didn't have to go to school.. so he took me and my bro to my g-ma's.. i slept.. woke up.. texted people.. i dunno.. blah.. at 3:00 he came and said to go with him.. he took me to cerritos where we spent a couple of hours playing racquetball.. it was fun.. i got tired after, and my sore throat didn't go away.. but it felt nice! went home.. ate.. and here i am..

my grandma talked to me today.. she was like, what's wrong with you and your mom? why was she crying? and i was like, crying? and she said my mom had called and asked if i was there.. and if i was ok.. and she started crying.. my grandma was like, you know, you shouldn't be so0o mean to your mom.. and i told her how our relationship had been kinda rocky lately.. our conversations, or car rides just end up with us screaming at each other, or one of us crying.. she has been so0 aghhh lately.. maybe it is me too.. but i dunno.. i felt really bad after i talked to my grandma.. i guess i am to blame for some of it.. but everything that comes out of my mom's mouth makes me wanna tell her to just shut it.. i've been so impatient with her, and this lent i thought i would try and work on our rekationship.. i dunno.. i hope things get better because i miss the relationship we once had.. oh well.. i'm gonna go..

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gosh.. it seems like just yesterday was friday! it is now monday night! hahah.. wow.. i am so0o happy.. everything's going so great.. *knock on wood* yeah.. i'm so0o happy.. my friendships are going great. my twin twin is back in my life.. not that she was ever gone.. but lack of time and other factions just kept our friendship kinda.. ehhh.. but yeah.. :) yay!!

saturday_ the whole day i just kept thinking about brad and all the family i was gonna see.. so my mom and i leave and go to porto's.. pick up the stuff.. go to practice.. watch the auditions all of which were REALLY great!! then us "ciega" girls practiced a bit.. fun stuff.. haha.. ika and i had some good laughs.. i got so many calls from different cousins telling me to come.. i was like, after practice! dont worry!! well, after, we were SUPPOSED to go to incarnation, but my mom was like, bla bla bla bla.. so we drop off our car, and head over there with tita chuchi, mica, and mig.. but my cousin calls and is like, everyone just boned out.. they all left.. sorry! so i was kinda bummed.. well, a lotta bummed.. so we head over to noodle/boba world in alhambra.. meet up with celine, jay, rina, janice, jill, gavin, and the parents. we ate and and mucho fuN!! haha.. yeah.. then we all went home..

sunday_ mocha's day!!! things didn't go as planned... and let's just say, i didn't get to be part of the surprise we had been planning for her.. oh well.. sorry mocha and you people!! i know you guys had fun.. without me!! hahah. jk.. so i was gonna meet up with mig.. i see rina and jay coming down the escalator and scare them and so we walk and talk.. meet mig.. walk around.. chill.. say hi to their parents.. then we go to the marketplace.. buy tix for he 5:15 show of bringing down the house.. have an hour to kill.. hang out.. talk.. see auntie jill and her jeremy.. how cute! go to the movie.. hahhah.. it was funny.. but racist.. oh well. after the movie, said bye.. mig and i hung out.. then he took me to bennigan's.. where we had our first date over summer.. even before we were together.. aww.. it was fun.. then we hung out some more.. yeah.. my mom came before 10 and we took mig home.. thanks for eveything babe!! i had lots of fun! :)

today_ another fun day!! so the whole day i was looking forward to jogging.. mocha and i are gonne get in shape before summer!! hahah.. really though.. we are..!! so after school, her mom came and took us to mig's.. we wait for justine.. do hw.. watch there's something about mary.. laugh.. talk.. justine comes. guitar playing and singing. fun stuff. then around 5:10, we leave to go jogging around silver lake.. go halfway to the park and walk/jog back.. yeah.. it was fun! tiring.. but yeah.. so we decide to surprise darwin cuz he IS 16 today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARWIN! we walk tohis house.. call him.. scare him.. don't realize he has a lil gathering, NOT a party.. tita chinky is like, come up!! so we go up.. say hi to everyone.. eat.. hang out with jobex, jason, chris, brian, and i dunno..yeah.. my lil bf came.. yeah.. then we left after he blew the cake.. went back to mig's.. ate again. talked and laughed.. hung out till 9:00.. took justine home..then mocha.. talke to mig.. and now i'm online.. i have a crisis and IDUNO what to do.. :-/ oh well.. hahah.. aww.. today was fun.. seeing "brother, sister, and cousin" and just hanging ot again.. yeah.. :p i'm gonna end this now.. goodnite everyone!! byeee!! :)

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hey hey.. the week is finally over.. it's already saturday.. almost sunday.. !!! eeeek... i have to write my saint paper with my sponsor and have it tomorrow.. hahahha.. oh well... this week went by faster than i thought.

kultura practice on wednesday.. like 9 people came. 6 out of our lil group.. there are like 11 girls in our group and only 8 can get the dance.. so0o0.. i dunno!!! hahah..

thursday was ok.. after school tita irene picked mocha and i up.. went to besty's... got cookies and YUM YUM boba.. hahha.. then we were dropped off at loyola. sad hi to tita chuchi.. sat with her and we watched mig win first place TWICE and second place once.. he's so0o good... aw.. saw lots of uhhh.. nce looking gentlemen... haha.. yeah.. my mom came.. the meet was over by like 5:00.. we left and went to eagle rock to buy food.. aw people.. mocha's house.. ate.. talked.. did labels for my group.. left.. home.. didn't sleep till 1:00...

i woke up at 5:30 on friday.. showered.. left before 6:50.. got to school before 7:00.. waited for all the other leaders.. it was me, rj, sydney, mel, marjory, emily, valentina, brita, the teachers and of course ALLIE! our senior leader. weeft around 7:15.. got to mater dolorosa around 7:45.. set up.. had time to kill cuz buses were late.. they came around 9:30.. then we started... i had a cool group!! hhahahaha... tawas leslie, ms. mocha, christen, marilen, phoebe, jean, anne, krysta, and jenny j!!! did all of our activties.. the leaders did their skits.. lunch.. yummy potluck.. pictures.. homily.. hahahha.. everyone was like asleep.. we were so0o tired.. allie gave a great talk! yay! i dunno.. everything else was cool.. everyone was tired.. everyone left around 4:40.. we stayed behind and cleaned and set up for i dunno.. t'was fun.. we all eft with ms. mcgrath in her car... got to school.. allie and i drove off in her new BMW and heade to practice.. picked something up and got there around 6:30.. started practice.. kinda finished the waltz and stated the tango. fun fun stuff!!!! hahha.. after we all went out to eat at islands.. it was rina, kim, tasha, nikki allie, mica, janice, dexter, jay, and mig.. plus the parents.. we ate and talked.. saw pat... played fun games.. hahah.. dexter is one cool, funny cat.. it was lots of fun.. we all left home before 11:00.. talked to sister niks... miss you.. talked to mig.. slept...

today is i dunno.. hw day... study.. practice.. tonight is also brad's dinner.. it's gonna be at incarnation at 7:00.. so i MIGHT leave practice early to go and be with family.. the incarnation community has been so giving and helpful to brad and his family.. i dunno.. my eye REALLY hurts.. it's been bugging since yesterday.. aghh!! i can't see!! ok.. well.. byeee!!!

HAHAHHA.. i didn't forget about you sister!! i saved the best for last!! LoL.. my gf.. sister.. best friend..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOCHA!! my beautiful monica.. you'e 16 today.. i hope your day goes well.. you deserve it. have fun!! i love you!!!

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awww.. happy st. patty's day!! were you all as green as me?! jk jk..

happy birthday tito mon!!

omg.. the moon is so0o beautiful.. huh neece?! thanks allie for such inspirational and uplifting talks!!!! love you!!!

well, today was fun.. hahha.. hung out with mocha at her house.. fun stuff.. battle of the sexes rocks!! yes is so0o0o daaaaamn hot.. ok.. well, that's all.. i miss mig.. byeee!! oh yeah.. belated happy birthday to tinny on saturday!!

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i'm home now.. i have to write a dance essay.. talking to mocha.. well, mocha came over to my house and we watched like 57843789 episodes of battle of the sexes on mtv. hahah.. then we finally went to old town and we stayed at neo 39 for a bajillion hours and i couldn't find any shoes. i did find a couple of pairs that i REALLY liked, but no size.. so i bought these adidas.. then the guy fkd them up after i complained them being dirty.. yeah.. we walked around.. jamba juice.. lala.. home.. online.. bored... kinda hungry. ok.. well byeeee..

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this week went by fast.. monday was justine's birthday!!! yay!! i dunno.. yeah..

friday was hectic.. kinda long.. school. home.. got ready.. my mom came.. lte to my OWN practice again.. got a LOT done.. we stayed till 10!!! four hours.. fun though. HOT!!! janice is in it now.. yay! mocha came looking very nice!! rina was there too. along with all the parentals.. so we all left at 10.. went to jason's.. so0o0o0o0o0 many people. we didn't even get in along with 150 other people.. saw LOTS of people though. saw the bday celebrant, but not aica!! after half an hour, sam and i left.. went to her house.. hung out.. talked.. ate.. left before 12:30. went home.. slept...

saturday_ woke up.. showered.. looke outside and saw RAIN.. I HATE RAIN. so depressing.. and it ruins things.. oh well.. around 11 we went to loyola and met up with tita chuchi. congrats mig!! you were great!! talked to mocha.. went home.. rested.. watched milk money.. one of my all time favorite movies. :) went to practice.. justine and i were the first ones there.. caught up.. the girls learned the banga.. reviewed for the show.. rina taught me the tinikling.. jonathan taught justine.. an we did it a few times.. then on real bamboo!!! i suck.. it is fun though! parentals talked and talked. met mig's aunt from PI and his cute cousin, river!! tito mon took us to burbank and bought our tix for tears of the sun.. he left. we ate at johnny rockets.. saw junkie patrick and a friend. went to the movie before 10... it was really good.. sad though.. madres picked us up. went to mig's.got my stuff. left.. thanks babeeee!! had LOTS of fun.. :) you rock..hahaha.. sorry i didn't go tot he dance wawa.. i know you had fun.. i owe you sis!!

i dunno what i am doing today. haha.. hopefully my cool stepdad gives me $$ to buy shoes!!! LoL.. oh well.. i got this cool thing from auntie jill's blog.. What's In a Name?

this is what i got... Your name of Camille has created a practical, responsible, stable nature, and you desire to direct the efforts of others rather than to take order or ask permission. You have a determined, self-reliant, capable nature and resent any interference, although in your desire to help you are inclined to become involved in the lives and decisions of other people. You like to make your own decisions and to be the master of your domain. You feel a limitation in your own expression when it is necessary to reach another through tact and understanding. Although you are honest and fair, a directness in speech is a source of much consternation to you, and you often regret what you say. You also have a tendency to worry. It causes you to be too serious, and interferes with happiness and relaxation that comes with naturalness of expression. Health weaknesses centre in the head appearing as headaches, head colds, and eye, teeth, ear, or sinus problems.

Your name Cammy has given you tenacity of purpose and has made you extremely independent. Whatever you undertake, you approach from your own point of view, and others either have to conform to your ideas or go their own way and leave you to work things out for yourself. You are so narrowly focused in your pursuits that you frequently overlook the little personal considerations and attentions that create a bond of understanding and sense of companionship. Thus it is difficult for you to merge your efforts harmoniously with others. In the home, you can inadvertently be offhand and abrupt when you would really like to show your affection. In circumstances that require a little finesse, you find that you are inclined to be too direct and straight to the point and suffer frustration in your personal relationships as a result. Tension could affect the eyes, ears, teeth, or sinuses. Frequent head colds or severe headaches are potential problems.

the tension and stuff is true.. headaches. EYE problems.. LoL.. I ALSO am a worry-wart.. cool!!!! byeeeeee!!!

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here's something mocha made! we are family.. my cousin and bf mig, our brother justine, and sister mocha.. we're all related.. we're brothers and sisters for life.. hahhahaah.. jk.. it's really nice though. thanks mocha!! YGG!!

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i gave up candy and soda for lent. and gum and cough drops don't count as candy. :p i guess i'm still on the swim team, but i haven't gone to practices cuz our coach is gone.. hahaha.. yeah. oh well. on tuesday, tita lety died.. may she rest in peace.. i went to her viewing on thursday.. and i seiously had this spiritual connection with her.. cuz i could hear her.. yeah, you're probably thinking, bs.. but it's true.. i dunno.. it was weird. i couldn't sleep the whole night!!! jamine's here right now..glad you had fun girl. :)

on friday was mine and mig's 6 month anniversary.. i had suff planned.. a surprise.. but my babee got sick!! so we didn't know what was gonna happen.. at 6:00, i went to practice. mig, mica, rina, jay, chris, ghuerry[sp.?], pat, james, tasha, sam, nikki, and parents were there. allie and kim came later.. learned the basic waltz.. mommy, auntie jill, and justine weren't there!! come next week! yeah.. after, mig "couldn't" go anywhere.. or so he thought.. after devious planning with tita chuchi, we decided we would surprise mig at his house.. so my mom and i went to the viewing, but there was NO parking.. we drove around bajillions of times.. sorry mocha!! so we drove around.. then went to mig's.. surprised him.. we went to glendale and walked around for lke 10 minutes, but glendale's so boring now.. sometimes.. well, friday was! our moms picked us up and took us to his house.. we hung out for a while.. then eventually we had to leave.. happy anny babe!! you still have a raincheck...!! you're so great!!

on saturday my mom woke me up extra early.. so i got dressed and we headed to loyola.. saw mig and tita chuchi.. sat with her while the swim teams warmed up.. i stayed for an hour or something, and left before it all started.. congrats on your wins babee!!! i went home, dressed up in like 1 minute cuz mocha was already here.. then we headed to st. dominic's for the funeral mass.. it was so0o sad.. :( especially the eulogies.. then we all got thse funeral stickers.. and we headed to the glendale forest lawn.. the funeral was sad.. they sang those sad tagalog songs.. yeaa... then we ate at the reception.. yummy.. then mocha's house... hung out and read.. fun stuff. then we both showered.. not together you sickos!!! then watched lilo and stitch till my mom came.. went and bought justine his stuff.. went to practice.. it was lots of fun.. hahahhhaha.. then we took allie with us to full house.. it was me, mocha, justine, rina, janice, ivy, jill, allie, jay, gavin, and the parents.. hahah it was fun..we had a feast.. all these fun games.. hung out.. then we left.. dropped allie off.. took justine home..bye masanting!! then dropped off mig's get well balloon. took mocha home.. yeah..

i have confirmation today.. my kuya mark is coming.. i dunno what else.. jasmine says hi!! byeeee!!!

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hahha.. in the library again.. just finished talking to erika bout our project. yay!!! man.. this week is going by sloooooow.. the weekend was ok.. finally saw brad at the hospital on saturday.. :o/ umm yeah.. he was at some special hospital in duarte near pasadena.. he looked.. not so well.. it was horrible seeing him.. it made me realize how lucky i am even though sometimes i feel like i have nothing. oh well.. then i went to practice.. that was cool.. saw everyone.. niks, neece, and tin came. then with everyone, we went to indra's and ate.. had lots of fun.. went to nikki's.. hung out and watched tv.. went home.. took mocha home.. talked to mig.. slept..

sunday_ hmm.. woke up late.. showered.. my mom came.. she picked me up.. went to my uncle joey's in the valley.. ate at pinoy pinay.. went to ate's.. went to northridge mall.. got my new 3395!! hahha.. same thing.. hmm.. she bought me a phone cover and stuff too.. then we went to the skatepark and said hi to andy and everyone.. hahah.. pink is in the new go-gurt commercial.. the one that licks the window!! haha.. he's so cute! took her home.. picked up mocha.. went to the marketplace and hung out.. ate.. our "surprises" didn't go down... boo!! bought a book for my author project.. hahahhaha.. thanks mocha! left.. took her home.. went to my dad's... read the book in one night! it was so0o good!! read it.. forever by judy blume..

monday and today were ok.. hahahha.. mardi gras! all of us and our beads.. woohoo! wait, i don't know what i am giving up though.. :( hmm.. something good.. we'll see... yeah.. gosh.. i'm so happy.. hahaha.. turn around.. every now and then i fall apart.. and i need you now tonight.. so ***** need you now forever.... hahahhahahah.. oh well.. byeeee!!!

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hi hi. gosh.. i am exhausted.. i'm not sleeping till i get my homework done though..

here's a picture of one of my favorites on the show, are you hot? haha.. it's my vin diesel look alike but hotter. not as hot as mig though!!


hahha.. i got home a few minutes ago... today was fun.. hmm.. after school, my dad came and took me and rj to my mom's... we hung out.. talked to nikki.. went online.. dl songs.. bla bla.. hahahhaha.. fun stuff.. then we started getting ready.. left before 7:00... went to mocha's.. said hi.. left.. rushed to the marketplace.. my mom came down and bought the tix for mocha, rj, mig, justine, jason, jobex, jaiseth and myself since we aren't old enough to purchase r-rated movies!!! hahahaa.. went in and made it just in time for old school!!! hahahhaahaahah.. that movie was soo0 funny.. we were like the only people laughing.. then it was done.. hung out and walked around.. then the three boys left and the rest of us walked to yoshinoya..we ate, talked.. haha.. masanting ne mocha? hahaha.. then we walked back to the marketplace in the freezing cold... met my mom and tita chuchi.. all five of us had to squish in the back seat.. so we took justine home.. said bye..went to mig's.. got our car.. byes.. took mocha home.. took rj home.. fun stuff... mig, babe, you're so0o great!! you know it!! yeah... well, blog later!!!

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