are u for real? i mean, am I for real? LoL. i haven't blogged in FOUR days. whoa!!! haha...i am at mocha's house rite now talking to mel. i know, i know. i was supposed to be at nikki's cuz of the whole going out tonite and stuff. but yeah. my dad gave me no dinero and i didn't wanna go all broke and shiet. so whatever. and i know she is mad, and i am sorry. i am not flaking. i still would have gone without money, but i didn't think you wanted that. so yeah. mocha was gonna take me home, but no one was home, so i came here. yeah. we just ate and watched some tv. she is gonna go take a shower. yup. well, i finally went back to school on wednesday. i don't think i went on tuesday. nope. pink eye sure did get the best of me! my eyes were all messed up today too. haha. well, i went on wednesday. last day of classes! yesss...hmmm threw up second period. slept in the sick room. then the day went on. gosherz. i forgot. ika, you and ur "friends" are still in my prayers!!! ok...well, ever since my dad came back, i have been staying at my stepmom's house with my stepbrother[jovi] and stepsister[carly] and my baby brother. so yeah. i have been doing a lot of baby sitting! oh yeah, my grandma wants me to help her out at her daycare in summer. $15 a day. not bad i guess. :/ well, let's see. finals on thursday. math and world civ. did pretty good...i think. i mean, i know i screwed up on some math problems, but oh wells. went to mocha's after school. walked to mickey d's and ate there. walked back and saw some guys in a car. it was funny. oh man, u had to be there! :) we went to her old skool [precious blood] and she visited people. poonam and phoebe were there too. we chilled for a while. francis came after too. he had his DM yearbook. saw pics of all our friendly nobles. LoL. man...oh wells. after we walked to rachel's house, which is like 2 blocks away. stayed a while and looked at pics and yearbooks. albums. aww..memories! then her sis too us back to mocha's. i stayed here till 8:00. just ate and went online and stufferz. she burned me a cd. yay! hmm..oh yeah. we looked at the loyola yearbook. it was funnie. all those lil' boys. all my homies! hehe...michael chan was on the track team! hahahaha...funnie. justine's lil' "the food was great." funny funny guys. what else..hmmm..went home. talked to polanco...and yeah. he was supposed to meet up with me and nikz at paseo, but i guess not. i mean, he is gonna go with all the provi people, so it's all good. yeah. today we had finals...religion. easy stuff. mrs. rizzo practically gave us our final! haha. whatever. i finished in 50 minutes! wowie. and yeah. passed notes to mel. talked to gina[ms. j-lo booty!!] and then we all chilled by the lockers...hmm..julez, kaycee kay[dfz], nikki c., ten, erika, mel, mocha..ya..and that was basically it. i dunno what we are gonna do..go to the gal? whatevers. i mite go to TJ tomorrow..pray that they won't kidnap me, cut me up, and stuff illegal shit in me and smuggle me back here! LoL...and i mite go to some party thing.... :D oh wells...that's all...oh yeah, and 2 guys kept calling my cell yesterday! annoying!! 13 missed calls. whatever. wierdos. "i miss you babe..bla bla..love you.." 5 minutes later.."you bitch..bla bla.." obviously the same guys. they left so many messages!!! i was like, whatever. crazies! tiff sent me an e-mail and all it said was, i am gonna send u an e-mail...so where is it?! LoL...ok ok...gonna end this now...bye bye!! [[people call me this weekend!!]]
Friday, May 31
Monday, May 27
here i am once again in the beautiful city of walnut. LoL. how gay! well, my dad had to drop off something for my uncle. so we came over after i had a nap. matt went swimming. kuya mark ate..and is still eating. and tito bong and my dad are watching ocean's 11. saw parts of it. my bf's are in it!!! matt, george, and brad! LoL...ahhh...so dreamy! jk. anyways, today was just kick back . babysat most of the day...my lil' brother is so big now! you all have to see him whatevers. watched tv. i think it is so beautiful to have a lil' tiny baby fall asleep in your arms. hehe. we went to albertsons a couple of days ago and my stepmom made me wear that backpack thingy to put the baby in. and he fell asleep. how cute. and he is so cute. awww...yeah. i just played super smash brothers with matt. let's just say i need a little practice. :/ haha. it was fun though. thanks for the e-mail kaycee kay. i love you mucho grande! well, that's all for now. bye bye!
and if i don't get to go to school tomorrow, people who i have classes with and are reading this, can u somehow call me up and update me on what our hw is and some review shiet. thanks..i am feeling so BLAH and my body is weak and my eyes are watery again. boo!! :( ok..
Sunday, May 26
wow!!! i haven't blogged in such a long time huh? well, i have been the same. hmmm...last time i blogged wasn't really a "blog entry" cuz i was just telling u guys my new sn. well. ever since my horrible no good bad day on tuesday. things have been different i guess with my mom. :/ but oh wells. hmm...when my sister was taking me home on tuesday after that horrible ending on smallville, i got 2 missed calls. one from amanda at 9:58 and one from ika at 9:59. crazy huh? well, they both left me sweet messages and i just wanna say thanks guys! love you always! then i went home. hmm...next day went back to school feeling blah. again. my eyes were still messed up. so i went home. did nothing. on thursday..wait..did i go to school on wednesday? or did i go on thursday? hmm..i forgot! well, on wednesday was my drama final. did ok. boring. my dad came back! went to my grandma's to see him. went home. next day i went to school, my eyes feeling sore, so nikz took me to the sick room and i went home. my dad just picked me up and stuff. hmm...went to my grandma's..helped babysit all the little babies. then on friday i stayed home...pink eye got worse. could barely open my eyes. hahah...hmm..and so yeah. played with my baby brother practically the whole day. then hmm..i dunno. did nothing yesterday. watched two great movies with my sis carly. we watched on the line and not another teen movie! two great movies!!! well, just on the line. haha. i need to get the soundtrack! and oh yeah, i watched some tagalog dvd's from PI. got 2 believe...awwww..rico yan is sooo hot! i dunno. watched like 2 other ones. well, rite now i am in walnut. hahah...awww man ika! did nothing. got my first e-mail from kc. thanks chica! and we NEED to talk..catch up..missed u mucho! got one from caitlin too....thanks...miss u too! well, did u guys see tha lakers win?! wowie!! go horry!! damn..so sweeeet! hahah...well, tonite is VE's thingy. don't think i am gonna go. darn. well, i have other things to do, and i dunno if other people are still going and stuff. ya, mocha is...but she is gonna go chill with PE most of the time. so oh well. i can always go next time. i live what...4 blocks away..haha...well, i am gonna end this short blog now. alll u people who i haven't talked to in a while, it is time to get my number and dial it! call me! hahah...ok..bye bye..oh yeah, my kuya mark almost cut his finger off! he has stitches now. ewwwww....hahah..felt like sharing. bye!
Wednesday, May 22
gots me some new sns...boo! my old one [sweetcammy77] is gone!!! :( well, my aol sn is Camiliofilio78. and on aim it is CaMiLi0fiLi078...got it? haha..ok...and the other gay one...xxinspiringxx. haha. hmmmand mel...i will tag ur thing later!!! headache...grrr...bye..
Tuesday, May 21
i am having one of the most horrible days of my life! GRRRR!!! my mom pissed me off so much today and that just triggered "it." i don't really know exactly what "it" is, but i just broke down. i had this emotional breakdown and i couldn't stop it. i cried hysterically and i didn't know what to do. no one to talk to. so i called ika and nikz and julez and of course they were all in class but i dunno. i had to tell "someone" how i was feeling. i was losing it! so i left gay ass messages on their fone sounding like a complete idiot! and so i sat there for a while and i just prayed. i told God what was up. i let all my emotions run out of me. i am going through a lot. some people do and others don't. i don't really feel like posting my whole life story up here either. ::sigh:: so yeah. i called my sister thinking she'd be in class just like everyone else and she picked up. i called her and we talked. told her what was on my mind. cried hysterically again. she kept telling me to calm down. [so she didn't have skool after all.] she asked me if i wanted to be picked up. i said yeah. and so i took a shower and just kept crying and crying..and i got out of the shower. 2 missed calls. 1 new number: ika. sweeet sweet message from my twin. i love you girl!!! and thanks... :) so i felt a lil' better. my sister came at 1:30. we were going back to her place in the valley. she was like, u wanna listen to angry white people music? i was like, ?!?!!?!? haha,..some of you may know that jason is always, well, he used to talk about "angry white people music." that was wierd. and so i was like, ok. we listened to some system of a down and other crap. brian made her some "rock mix." and we were at her house. we ate some food that she made! yummy. it was all ready and stuff. we watched passions. i fell asleep and didn't wake up till like 6:45! whoa! i was just so overwhelmingly tired. go to my phone. 8 missed calls. 4 new numbers: nikz, jen, arielle, and john. then i had 2 new messages. both from miguel. :p thanks buddy! so sweet! he IS one sweet guy...hmmm...? anyways, ate some more. watched tv. then at 8:00 i checked my messages. thanks nikz for the messages! felt better. my fone was on silent by the way. :/ and some calls from ale! shit..our drama final was tonight. i am sooo ready to fail that class! :( damn. oh wells. and then nikki cadiente. so yeah. and now i am just blogging...feeling tired..stressed. i wish i could check myself into one of those places. i should though! well, smallville season finale. yay! i love lana [kristin kreuk.] beautiful girl! some shit better happen with her and clark! i am online on my sis' sn. my sn "is invalid," and i can't sign on. :( booo!!! oh well. i am talking to miguel rite now. :) ::grin:: yeah. well, i am gonna end this somewhat long blog and watch smallville. byeee!!! and if it isn't too much of a hassle...i know this is REALLY gay and corny, but if u can, pray for me? and don't worry...i am not gonna go shoot myself or something. i want to, but that isn't in my book of plans. ok..that's all...
here i am at home..once again. ::sigh:: i wanted to go to school today. my mom thinks i am at school. she made my lunch and had my note and everything. well, she was pretty pissed about me not going to school yesterday and staying online. ok, tell me she isn't wierd. she thinks i am getting pink eye from staring at the computer screen 24/7...how gay is that?!! geez. we got into an argument last nite and so i just stayed at jen's house. talked to mel for a while last nite too. hahaha..love you girly! gosh...oh well. i was debating whether i should go to school or not. i was like, go to school and contaminate everyone? or stay at home and sleep? i was like, contaminate everyone! i mean, i am sick of being home. i have been home since friday, this whole weekend, yesterday, and now today. my stepdad was like, you're not going to school? me: no...my eye. :him: yeah. rest. and he left with my stepbro! damn. i am scurrd now. my mom is gonna be hella pissed! :/ whatever. she isn't the one with pink eye. hmm...
i woke up this morning and looked at my fone and it said, Message Received. so i open it up and it is from ika. hmm...you HAVE to call me girly girl! you better explain everything! haha.
grrrr...i hate home. home bad! home boring. :( man oh man. life is sucking rite now. like major! i have so much shit to do..so much to study for. and i am starting to lose my social life. well, not really, but i can see myself slowly excluding myself and being by myself. i dunno. i am pretty gay. i have so much on my mind and i know if i tell people, they wouldn't understand it. no one does. no one goes throught the fkd up shit i go through. oh well. i have started to pray more and i am gonna start committing myself to God and prayer. i am not gonna be a total hermit and pray 24/7, but i feel i have been neglecting God. how can we ignore the person that has blessed us with the life we have? the friends and family we share? the love and cherished memories we have? whenever i "talk to Him," i feel like so much has been lifted off my shoulders. i feel as if he has taken my burdens and cast them away. but sometimes i think, why me?! and why does he make me go through this? but i guess it is for the better. though i may not understand it now, i am sure i will in the years to come. whoa! anyways...going to rest now..bye bye!!
haha...i wrote that at like 7:44 after i wrote ms. woodman an e-mail. well, it is like 11:10 now. haha. my aol account isn't working..?! yeah. so whatever. god damn e-mail on't work. and i am on jen's sn now. damn shiet. oh wells. hmm..at 7:45, watched some news..tried to in some britney tix..fone lies were busy! :/ called miguel at 8:00 thinking he would be in class...he answered and was on his way to school! LoL. we talked for a couple of minutes. then i watched some more news..[[my mom just called..she got mad.. :( she can be such a bitch!!! grrrr...]]watched where the heart is...love that movie. called mig again at 10:30 but he answered again. he was getting his books. haha. talked for a while cuz it was his break. said hi to justine..finished the movie..and going to go before my mom bitches some more..ok..
Monday, May 20
i am online..bored..trying to download one of my favorite tagalog songs...you should too[if u are filipno or just interested in what it sounds like!] bakit ngayon ka lang dumating. it is hard to transate in english...but it basically means this: why did you only come now? something like that. i love this song! LoL...gosherz...so sloooow! i first heard this song when i was in the philippines last summer. my sisters and i went to some resort callled white beach cuz the sand was all white and stuff. we ate dinner at the hotel restaurant and u know how they have those people that have like lil' mini instruments and sing while ur eating? well, they did that and one of my cuzins asked for them to sing this song..and i was gonna cry! hahah..so emotional! haha..and roselle's mula sa puso...don't know how to translate that. something with heart...? ARGH!!! my eye keeps welling up with tears..but i dunno..they are like sticky...yech!!! ::shivers:: something is REALLY wrong with my eyes..la la la...hum hum hum..so bored! i have like 1/2 of my lines memorized..yesss!! haha. ok...byefor now...days is coming on!!!
brrr...it's cold in here...haha. it is raining! what the hell is that?! wasn't it like 90 degrees last weekend? geez. mother nature is having mood swings or something. anyways, i am at home onca again. yup. my pink eye has come back to attack! ahh! last night my eye was bugging the shit out of me. it kept watering and stuff and like it hurt sooo much!! i was like up the whole night! :( anyways, i can't see shit too! i wear contacts, and my prescription is really high! i am like as blind as a bat! and so i obviously haven't beeen wearing my contacts. but i don't have glasses! my mom refuses to buy me glasses. she says i am irresponsible..and i am. i mean, i WAS. cuz i have had glasses since 5th grade. and each year i have lost one or another. so i have gone through 4 pairs of expensive glasses and my mom is fed up. so yeah..no glasses.. :( well, i am gonna go memorize my damn lines now!!! grrrrr!!!!! bye bye!! [[i also edited my page again! a couple of new pics!]]
Sunday, May 19
hey peoples...i am still at jen's..we watched ten things i hate about you, casper, and now we are watching the craft..o0o0o..yeah. well, i was talking to miguel a while ago, and someone was on my other line. so i click over and it's ale. i thought she was gonna ask me about spanish and stuff. but she was gonna remind me about our fkn drama final on TUESDAY!!! i haven't memorized any fkn lines yet. well, i have like 1/5 memorized...argh!!! so i click over to miguel and vent..bla bla. after 10 more minutes we hang up so we can both study. and then i look in the mirror and guess what? my damn pink eye is coming back. my eyes were itchy and watery the whole day and u thought it was cuz of the smoke in jen's house. cuz a while ago, she burned a pot of oil and A LOT of smoke was in her house. so whatever. and then yeah. my pink eye is back!!! :( so i call mel and vent some more and we talk. thanks miller! :) then i call ika and she doesn't pick up so i leave some wierd ass message and she calls back 5 minutes later. we talked for a while! thanks chismiss buddy/twin!!! :p yeah. it was funnie. love that gurl! yeah. i wanted to call *ma*.... :( but i know she is mad. so i didn't. and someone keeps calling my phone and hanging up!! grrrrr...damn people!! i think i know who it is...? LoL. and yeah. sooooo mad!!! ahhh! i don't even know if i am gonna go to school tomorrow. whatever. no one is gonna miss me. well, maybe! haha. anyways, i still have service hours to do! like 5-6. and yea. mel and i are gonna go to alexandria house. ten mite come too. :) oh wells. i am gonna go now...i am gonna die!!! ehhhh!!!! nite!!!
buenos tardes. estoy en la casa de jennifer y acabamos de salir. haha. we went to janice's house and chilled for like half an hour. looked at her prom dress and her albums and stuff. the janice & ralph crap. how cute! then we went to sav-on. then ralph's [the store]. we went home. my feet are tired. ahhh....hehe. it was fun. janice asked me to come to her debut. yay! haha. she was like, yeah, jay is gonna be there! whoopee. man. jay was at the damn sadies. :( yea, well i woke up today at like 9:00. got ready for church. wore my red shirt and red jacket cuz father gard told us to wer red for pentecost and crap. so we went to church. mass was cool. david was there. nerdo. hmm...after mass, talked to kevin, joe, and mike. they were all gonna go to the grove for kevin's bday and watch star wars. a few other gayola guys including bryan and tony were gonna go. kevin asked me to go, but i didn't wanna be the only girl. and i had to go home and do some stuff. so yeah. i sorta regret it, but at least i have something to do. anyways, i am jus chillin. i need to study for my geometry test!!! but my book is at mel's house.... :/ fuk it...damn! ika texted me and told me her mom had her on "lockdown again. aww..it's ok. yeah. and i think that was it. i wanna sleep! well, that was my day. i am missing the "party" at saint brendan. no one's going though huh ten?! LoL. nerd. everyone sign ten's guestbook at her page!!! bye bye!!!
Saturday, May 18
ok guys...i am REALLY extremely bored and have nothing to do, so i decided to put in some "life lessons" crap and i dunno. you don't have to read it, but i liked it and maybe you will too!
There was once a guy who suffered from cancer - a cancer that can't be treated. He was 18 years old and could die at any time. All his life he was stuck in his house being cared for by his mother. He never went outside, but he was sick of staying home and wanted to go out for once. He asked his mother and she gave him permission. He walked down his block and found a lot of stores. He passed a CD store and looked through the front door for a second as he walked. He stopped and went back to look into the store. He saw a young girl about his age, and he knew it was love at first sight. He opened the door and walked in, not looking at anything else but her. He walked closer and closer until he was finally at the front desk where she sat.
She looked up and asked, "Can I help you?" She smiled, and he thought it was the most beautiful smile he had ever seen and wanted to kiss her right there.
Instead, he said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her money for it.
"Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she asked, smiling her cute smile again.
He nodded and she went to the back.
She came back with the wrapped CD and gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store. He went home and from then on, he went to that store everyday and bought a CD, and every time she wrapped it for him. When he got home, he would take the CD and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out. He really wanted to, but he just couldn't. His mother found out about this and encouraged him to just ask her.
So the next day, he gathered up all his courage and went to the store. He bought a CD like he did everyday, and once again she went to the back of the store and came back with it wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his phone number on the desk and ran out, still too shy to ask her out.
!!!RRRRRING!!!
The mother picked up the phone and said, "Hello?"
It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and the mother started to cry and said, "You don't know? He passed away yesterday..."
The line was quiet except for the cries of the boy's mother. Later that day, the mother went into the boy's room to remember her son. She thought she would start by looking at his clothes. She opened the closet and was face to face with piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was surprised to find all those CDs and she picked one up, sat down on the bed, and she started to open one.
As she took the CD out of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. The mother picked it up and started to read it.
It said: "Hi... I think U R really cute. Do u wanna go out with me? Love, Jocelyn."
The boy's mother opened another CD, with the same message: "Hi... I think U R really cute. Do U wanna go out with me? Love, Jocelyn."
You know what the lesson is. [awwww how sad was that!!!!]
THE FOLLOWING IS A CHINESE GOOD LUCK TANTRA TOTEM.
ONE.
Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO.
Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. [talking is good!!!]
THREE.
Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR.
When you say, "I love you," mean it. [we all know this is true and sometimes we take advantage of the wrod. use it wisely!]
FIVE.
When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
SIX.
Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN.
Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT.
Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE.
Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.
In disagreements, fight fairly. Please No name calling. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE.
Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN.
When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
FOURTEEN.
Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN.
Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN.
When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN.
Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN.
Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. [hmm...something very familair with many of us..!]
NINETEEN.
When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY.
Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY-ONE.
Spend some time alone.
yeah..that's all..there was more, but i was like, ehh..fuk it..so yeah. i am at my ate's in the valley. well, after i went to the doctor's, my mom took me to my grandma's and she went out. so i played with my lil' brother, "chris," and my stepmom came and whatever. she took him home and i stayed there the rest of the nite. watched some TFC. LoL. yeah. i saw a rico yan and claudine movie. aww..it was the one where they got married! :( ::tears:: yup! i cried. he is sooo cute! gosherz, he is in heaven overlooking us now! geez...i act like i knew the guy! but i DID meet him last summer in PI! yup i did! well, i saw him play badminton and he signed my 10 peso bill. he looked hot. and then i saw him at a filming along with other people. coolio. anyways, i talked to nikki [rommel called me too. he was about to board a plane and go to maryland..so yeah!] and we made plans which "fell through." i am sorry! i know u are REALLY mad, but i tried my best and i know i was supposed to ya know? but whatever. sorry. we talked for a while and had an interesting conversation. so yeah. it was doperz. i got off the phone with her at like 10:30...? and i tried to sleep. i mean, i thought i was asleep but i was really awake ya know what i mean? it was wierd. i was all alone in my grandma's room. she doesn't like sleeping in her room anymore. some neighbor of hers died in his sleep and she is all scared! aww.. :( and whatever. she left early in the morning with joseph and nancy and went to the doctor's. so i was there by myself. i woke up at like 1:00 or something. what a sleepy head. woke up and my mom came. we watched some more TFC. we watched some beauty contest at the beach with hot guys! some singing and dancing. ususal stuff. whatever. and we went to my sister's to help her do laundry. went to target and bought an ironing board for her. bought candy. justine called from the special olympics and that was it. of course, i watched the lakers kick the kings' ass!!!! hahaha hell yeah! that was a great game! my mom and i plan to go to the staples center when they play away again. haha. well, i think webber is such a hottie! what a cry baby though! and vlade divac too! and bibby is adorable! well, kobe did play great today! wow!! so cute. isn't his little tongue wag thing cute?! geez..felt bad for horry and fisher. they got beat up! haha..yeah. well, that was my day. emailed some people and yeah. thanks amanda! hmmmthat's about it..going to go to church tomorrow. pentecost sunday! easter is ending. so yup. i have to wear red tomorrow! LoL. ok...well, good night peoples...bye bye...and sorry nikz!!! hi ika, miller, kc, tiff and all u other people i haven't talked to!!!
Friday, May 17
hello people! gosherz...i am so tired! all i have been doing all day is updating my gay ass aol page. visit it! some new pictures and stuff. if you want your face to be seen on that page, send me a picture!!! well, that's all..bye bye!
i am at home...with pink eye. i am finally gonna go to the doctor's today. whoopee! and yeah. i just finished e-mailing ika back after a goddamn week! sorry chick.watched the skulls too...damn, paul walker and joshua jackson are HOT! they are mmm mmm goood! LoL. yeah. so bored here at home. tried to call mel this morning but her damn cell fone was off!!! grrrr....oh well. i am gonna go now...blog later!
Thursday, May 16
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON!!
last nite::talked to tiffanee...haha..that girl is too funny for me! she is doperz though. ya i also talked to polanco, mocha, and nikz. talked to greg too about sadies. forgot to call miller. haha...sorry. watched dawson's creek...cried like a baby! awww. joey and dawson should be together! LoL. awww...saw parts of felicity, but not all. oh wells.
gosherz....my eyes are so bad! they were like bloodshot and i supposedly gave it to two other girls. not sure, but that's what i heard. :/ sucks. no one really wanted to go near me and it sorta bugged. i mean, yeah, it is highly contagious, but they don't have to fkn act like i have a disease! that's what ticked me off today and sorry if i was all bicthy and shit, but having people act like you're some social outcast with a disease isn't so great! whatever. thanks to all you people who weren't all anal retentive about getting too close to me and stuff. i love you guys!
yeah, the day started out kinda sucky. i called greg this morning and told him not to buy me a ticket anymore cuz i wasn't gonna go. i mean, my eyes were sore, dry, and RED!!! so sad. i really wanted to go! and no, nikki, i am not flaking on you! i wanted to go! but helloooo!!!! whatever. get to school. i dunno. usual morning chit chat. ten isn't there yet and i worry. she has my spanish and i have it first period with her. she finally comes [phew] all sick and stuff. she only came to give me my hw! awwww...i guess she stayed for the first two periods and went home. [called her after school and she asleep. woke her up! sorry! she sounded bad!!! awww...feel better girly! i love you!] first period was the same. bla bla. ten was like coughing so much! porrecita! world civ-nikz gave her presentation on pocahontas. hehe..i had my hair in pigtails today too. :p yeah. it was cool. then arielle did hers on cleopatra. cool cool. whatever. break. stuff. math was gay. corrected hw. fell asleep the last 10 minutes...then i went to religion. nothing. we just talked about [homo]sexuality and its sacredness. wrote a letter to lindsay. gave it to her during activity period. sat with cheryl and mochi. wasn't feeling the "love" on the other side. people gave speeches. adele and danielle won. yay. congrats guys! and sorry to all the other peoples. it's ok. then we had lunch. got our yearbooks. pretty dope. went to the lockers. did my spanish hw. sat around. then i went to drama. arielle and i looked at emily's kinky pictures. haha....yeah. pictures from prom and stuff. and when her and some other seniors went to palm springs during semester break. she is so pretty! photogenic too. LoL. then it was english. yay! ms. woodman gave us a free period. so i did my spanish. looked at the yearbook. my eyes were fkd up bad! so i took off my contacts. and yeah. i was as blind as a bat! ahh..my eyes REALLY hurt and itched. school was over. went to the lockers. sat around with everyone. thanks for the chips mel! and thanks kaycee kayc for letting me lean on your shoulder!!! love you guys. then jules put some visine in my eye. the redness sorta went away. felt better. oh wells. my damn prescribed medicine didn't even do that! haha. then my mom came. went to pick up my stepbro. then we went to the nail shop. got our nails done. now we are home. i dunno if i am gonna go to school tomorrow. not going to sadies... :( no horny family either. and i guess i will just go to the damn grove! so whatevers. going to do my paper. bye bye bye....[going to blog laters] ::feeling sick and sad::
Wednesday, May 15
did u guys see the lakers kick ass last night?! daaaamn! horry is da bomb! LoL. geez. and thanks for calling back EARLY nikz! it's all good. i know u had to talk to mocha and stuff. haha. yeah. i talked to miguel for a while last nite. wow! LoL. yeah. talked about some *stuff.* awww...haha.
home sweet home at last...this is where i wanted to be all day. but i was at school. i mean, not that i didn't wanna NOT go to school, but i had pink eye again. at least i think i did. ya know, lots of muta, PINK eyes! LoL...yeah. my eyes were all dry. and then i got a fresh, new pair of contacts and put them on. felt a little better. i get to school and everyone is like, what's wrong?! ahah..whatever. some people were like, ewww don't touch me. yeah. this shit is contagious! anyways, ten, mocha and i were talking. mocha was like, last nite, i was reading cammy's blog, and it said something about ten and i was talking to nikki and i cried! LoL...hahahah i cried when i wrote that shit! man...we really are gonna miss you ten. i love hip hop/i don't give a damn but i love hip hop! awww...who is gonna sing that song 24/7? LoL...and stop asking! we aren't gonna tell you! just wait ok?! hahah...well, spanish was gay. my partner wasn't there. so whatever. world civ. ale did her presentation. lots of incense and some dates! got lots of those! haha...not dates with BOYS sillies! dates! like those sweet prunes or whatever. hahahah. i don't need dates with boys. have too many of those! j/k. then adele did hers on the korean king guy who created the alphabet. she is sooo cute! haha. and then yea. break was the usual. english-discussion on the last two chapters. nikki c. would not go near me. she was already sick and the last time i got pink eye, she did too. we both got it at citywalk after nikz's lil' thing. hahah...oh wells. math was ok. didn't do my hw, cuz i didn't have my book AND i didn't get notes therefore i didn't understand anything in the lesson making it difficult for me to actually do the homework! amanda slept as usual. i actually stayed awake! i cut split ends off my hair in class. then it was lunch. not too hot today huh? i even wore my sweater! i did hw downstairs. then everyone else came and we just sat around i guess. then i went to religion and continued cutting my slit ends while the class had an active discussion about the value of life and euthanasia/abortion started when bianca asked one simple question....that i have forgotten! gosh. i wish i got to see ashley cooper and bianca at gayola's play! damn! and bianca was one of the god darn leads too! oh well. then it was the last period of the day...drama! so i go in and ale and i work on our scene and then stop. we get food from the vending machines and go into the auditorium with catherine and sit and talk. hahah. it was funny. all i do in that class is eat. seriously! getting fat! whatever. looked at the stuff for the art exhibit. audrey's stuff is soooo good! so is everyone else's. so much talent! LoL. after school went down and stayed there. kc and i walked up to the concession stand near the field where the softball team was having their little playoff game. we got pasta and i got a hot dog. walked back down and ate our food. talked. thene i went to rite aid with neece, mocha, and ten. looked at the "dope" shoes. haha jk. bought nothing. then ten and i walked to baskin robbins and i got a strawberry-banana shake and she got a cappuccino blast. neecey and mocha came. we walked back. went to the pink elephant. it was stanky up in there so we left. hahaha. on our way back to school on the sidewalk, we saw some shit [literally shit] that was orange and looked like carrots!!!!! LMAO. sick shit! gosh. we have dildos on the sidewalk, shit....what next?! haha. walked back. mel, kc, RJ, everyone was there. listened to some "music." jules and ten had a debate over which music was better/good. hahah...talked about chauncey's hairy ass. hmm...pretty much it. yeah. and that's all. i need to start my paper! the one that was due today. i keep lagging...so lazy! oh well. bye bye...
Tuesday, May 14
i can't do my gay ass paper. i have ot write 2 pages on michelangelo and we have to meet up to all this criteria. so whatever. i will do it later. anyways, today was HOT! not as hot as yestrday, but yeah. today was fun fun fun. well, i got to school. it was ok. went to la clase de español y con mi pareja, nancy, acabamos de hacer las actividades. hahahah. ya. whatever. world civ...mandy gave her LONG ass presentation on king arthur. then mel did hers. mr. manion is sooo dope! LoL. then section. break. whatever. drama-ate 3 bags of chips! yup! spent like $3...hmm..english-listen to ms. woodman lecture and stuff. then it was the woman of the year assembly. so yeah, some lady got it. o0o0o0! then at lunch, went to the caf. bought food. went down. had some laughs with nikki's and ten! hahahhahaha...LMAO. they are so dope. then i went to math. ZZzzZzzZZz...yup! i fell asleep 15-20 minutes into class. fell asleep on my arm. i woke up when class was almost over. my arm was red and asleep and my face felt all hot! :/ i turn around and see amanda asleep too! haha...gosherz! mrs. trujillo doesn't even say anything! oh wells. as i was walking to my religion class, mr. manion's econ class had just ended and ate maryrose walked out and said she had something for me. just a lil letter. she said she was gonna go to marymount university in new york! so far away! damn! and she invited me to graduation. but ten told me she was going to cal poly or pomona or sumthing. then during religion we jus had a class discussion. after school, i went to the library with cadiente. then i went to the softball friend to retrieve my niece from her mommy, ate jamie. i took ashanelle back down with me in her lil' basket. then i went to the activities office with RJ. the baby got sprinkled! LoL. yeah. then i came back. sat around with nikz, neece, erika, kc, rj, mel and other people. i dunno what else i did. kc and i walked around. i tried to do my math hw, but since i was asleep during class today when she gave notes on the lesson, i couldn't understand anything. proportions, ratios.... ? haha. and then concert choir is over. i thought softball was over too. 4:30. i go up with ten and mocha. it isn't over. i go back down. and ten comes...and tells me something. awww...thanks tenny ten ten! then mocha came. it was me, ten, mocha, and kc. LoL...that was so funny! man, ten was all dressed up like she was at home. her basketball shorts and tank top. all sick and shiet. haha..aww. and mocha with her fucked up socks..haha...jk. yeah we are all sitting and i write "I <3 10" on my leg. kc gets a pen and writes on me too. then mocha comes and writes a letter to my mom on my other leg. then ten writes on my sock and then on mocha's sock. and pretty soon everyone is writing on each other. hahah crazy gurls! it was fun. man, only 10 more days of school left with ten before she becomes a damn bell jeff guard! i am gonna miss that lil hip hopper! awww... :( ::tears:: heheh...ya. then i left with kc. left the baby with katrina cuz i had to go. whatever. got my jeans from gap hemmed. went home...and here i am! bored...tired...going to go eat some more. so yea. bye bye....
i am at jen's house rite now...LoL...i am trying to type up my reflection...but it is hard to concentrate with her a&f magazine lying right next to me. so many naked people! hahaha....some of these guys are YUMMY! LoL...but yeah...i will type up my paper now and blog later...so yeah! bye bye...
Monday, May 13
geeeebus! it is so brother freakin hot! haha...oh wells...i am at home. just sent ten [<~ click to see pics!] her pics! geez..so many! LoL..it's all good. well, let's see....not too much going on. just so hot! and it isn't just me! LoL...hmm...let's see what i did today. went to skool. got $20 from tito noel..yayerz! got to skool. went to español. got a treat from the bestest teacher! world civ...since mrs. morris is on maternity leave for the rest of the year, we get dope ass mr. manion....[did i spell that right? manion...maneon..hmmm..oh wells..] yeah. great teacher! hmm....religion-same ol' same ol'...read and take notes. drama-nothing..eat and do spanish hw. lunch...go to caf...buy food. go down and chill with all my freshmen sisters. eat. talk have a good time....HOT! english...lecture...fall asleep! not the only one though! lindsey! haha...then it is the last period. go to math. get our quizzes back. review...and we learn more proofs...whoopdee doo! skool is over. like i promised, i went up to the softball field to watch my "niece"....ate jamie's baby. kc went with me...thanks l0ve. hehe. ya we did our hw...TRIED! damn middle schoolers! haha. and then nikz came. did some more hw..chilled. talked. mocha and ten came after concert choir was over. so we bought popcorn and drinks. sat around. listened to mocha's sad story....awww...haha...found SOME humor in it though! LoL...then we all went down after jamie's softball practice was over. mocha, nikz, and i went to the library. sat on the stairs..looked at some home videos on mocha's camera. then lindsay [cook] came and dragged me to the vending machines. she bought me the candy bar she owed me. yay! hah...we walk back down...she is my other sophomore idol! her and varsity grapes[sam]!!! cuz you are so beautiful to me.....LoL...then i left with ten...well, not together...just at the same time. then i went to the gal with my mom. "let's go to the pla!" hahahah lindsay!!! nikz went too! we met up at abercrombie with our mommies...looked at some clothes. fun fun fun! haha...i was in the dressing room and nikz and her mommy left! aww...bye bye...so yeah. spent $93 at abercrombie! whoooo! got 4 shirts and a skirt! wowie! haha..then we went to the gap. i got two pairs of jeans for $55...not bad! thanks mommy!!!! LoL...so yeah. and i am gonna ask my stepdad for some dinero porque necesito las ropa nueva para el verano! haha..i don' t think that is right but whatever. so yeah..then we went home. went online. scanned ten's pics...talked to mocha, ten, greg, raina[wow! long time no talk!], chrispy, chad, jessica, and michael briefly...ya....whatevers...sent the pics...and now i am trying to do some research on michelangelo...yup! and then i need to reoranize my binder!
oh yeah...yesterday! happy mommy's day! tried to think of all the mommies and who to call...sorry if i didn't call u! thanks for the text though ika! well, went to church at 11:30 with my mom. so hot in there! haha..father gard is so cute! o0o0o...hahaha...jk...saw nicole, and hmmm the evangelista sisters....and dave and his family! so yeah...after, we met up with my sister after [she had to work]...we go to her house. we eat. i take a nap. watch some of the lakers. ya kobe!!!!! cousin, aunt, and uncle come over. go to sushi...yummy!!! and then go back to her house and chill....yeah....talked to mocha and nikz for a while. haha..."we all have something in common! we all like...." damn bad dreams!!! hahahahha... ;) and then i went home. talked to jorge. called greg...and yeah! that's about it...i have to go now...so tired....::yawn:: welps...g'nite...au revoir..muah!
Saturday, May 11
wow...it's been a while since i have blogged. i mean, i did blog last nite, but come on! it was like 5 sentences! that is sooooo not like cammy! haha....well, yeah, i have been doing a lot i guess...studying..stuff...yeah. not too much has gone on...but yeah. let's rewind to thursday and i will start there.
thursday:: i can hardly remember what happened. all i remember is that after skool, me, kc, nikki, and mocha went to the drama room to watch alessandra and piero [is that how you spell it?] audition for the talent show. it was soooo cute! watch out now! after i guess i went home...took a shower and went to jen's house next door. so at like 7:30 we go get boba...yup we walk! and they were filming a coiple of blocks from our house so we walked by there hoping we would get asked to be extras..but we didn't..oh wells. let me just say, do NOT walk out in shorts in the evening in koreatown with perverts lurking out there! yuck! some people are so inconsiderate and are just plain disgusting. i am a person! LoL...so yeah..i get milk tea and she gets coconut. we walk to ralphs and she buys some stuff. we walk back. we get home at like 8:15. we see like the second half of friends...awwww....ross and rachel are meant to be! they are gonna get married. and she is NOT going to die. people and their rumors. where do they get this info from? we watch tv and i "study" for my last world civ quest of the year i feudalism and the middle ages and the crusades and stuff. [stuff i have learned before but am learning again cuz it is in the book] we watch the othe repisode of friends. we watch will and grace. funny show! matt damon is soo hot! haha...sometimes only though! then e.r.'s season finale...the saddest shit! jen and i were crying! i was like bawling. dr. green is gone! :( and his daughter! what a little bratty bitch! haha...whatever. i mean, i took my dad for granted when he was around...didn't appreciate him so much. now that i don't have him around, i just feel so bad. i cried and whatever. i couldn't sleep. i wish my dad would come back. ::sniff, sniff:: yeah..i slept kinda late last night. tried to get some more studying in before i slept...cried most of the time. and i took time to "talk to god." we had a conversation and i just let go and exploded! wow! intense stuff.
friday::just a memory in my head even though it was just yesterday. hmm...all i remember is in drama class, catherine and i sat on our lazy asses while everyone worked on their scene. we looked at newspapers and laughed at people [yes we are mean!] we went to the classified section and we got a pen pal! outgoing, handsome, athletic inmate in prison looking for a nice lady friend! LoL...hahahaha..yeah. after school, mocha and i went to the sophomores and we talked to them. i alked to lindsay...hahah...she said i was crazy. and yeah, so now she is my other pen pal. and i felt so bad for her. her "baby" died. my lil' nephew/niece....hmmm what was it? yeah, her dog knocked the basket out of her hand and they ate it! :( LMAO. that is funny though. jenica's baby died too. one of her twins....awww.. yeah. anyways, i went to the lockers. lots of people were there. i sat with shannon and catherine. shannon had her brother's SF yearbook and we looked for hot boys and stuff. they are so mean! they turned each page with criticism coming out of their mouths! whatever. saw some cute guys! some nice yummy ones too! lots of chupa chups nikz! :) then i chilled with mel, antonio, mica, nancy, theresa...some other people...i forgot. yeah. and i went home. changed. went to my ate's in the valley. then we went to go celebrate HER dad's birthday at bucca de beppo in encino. yeah. kc was there with her familia. we ate some good food. pictures of course! singing...memories of my birthday party! ;) then we all went back to my ate's house and kc and i went online. whatever. yeah..then brian [ate's gay bf...jk!], my ate, and her friend ava came in and they talked and sat around. talked. listened to music. chilled. yup. fun fun fun....kc is a funnie girl i am telling u! went home around 12:30. slept..called miguel at 1:00 and left a message on his fone. yup..slept...
today::wow! i woke up around 8:00...got up and decided i wasn't going to go to the confirmation...sorry guys! but congrats mandy, greg, cammy, lisa, alexa all u other fiiine people! awww dammit. i didn't get to see nicole today...whatevers. got ur message though! thanks chick! i take a shower and as soon as i get out my mom gives me the phone...it was mocha. she asked me if i was still gonna go with her to the confrimation. i said nope...and yeah. but she was gonna go to nikki's house. so hope you had fun! then i went to west co with my mom and tita estee. we went to visit my tita vicky in walnut. we get there. kuya mark is there...half naked! LoL...0o0o0o mochs! jk...but yeah. he had boxers on and a beenie. wierdo. he was eating. i gave him his pictures. and he made me eat. i insisted i wasn't hungry but he made me eat! so i ate bistek...yeah. we stayed for a while and left at 1:15 cuz i was meeting erika and other people at burbank. so we leave. TRAFFIC!! geebus! i slept for like half an hour. miguel called me at like 2:00 and asked where i was. i told him i was on my way. so we get there at 2:30...we all have to pee. so we go to the bathroom at macy's and there is a line. so we wait. only two stalls are working. each person that went in there was there for seiously, 5 minutes! all i wanted to do was pee! dammnit! so i call erika and she tells me she is outside mervyns. i go with my mom and she says hi. so whatever. omg. on the way there my mom asked who was going. i said, erika, darwin, crystelle, chris m., jekka, and miguel. she was like, what about chris p.? i was like, uhhh no. i mean, why would he wanna go anyways. and she like questioned me and like i dunno. it was wierd. she is still hung up on chris p. mom...it is OVER! LoL...i still love him though...he will always be my friend. LOL....anyways....yeah. so i get there. we walk to hallmark. buy presents for moms. walk around some more. we go take a trip to amc 6. the new guy isn't showing there. so we walk across the street and we eat at in n out. yeah. then we walk back to the mall and chill. then we go walk to amc 14 at like 4:00. the movie doesn't start till 4:55. we are all early. so yeah. we get inside like 15 minutes later and chill inside. miguel buys starburst and some icee. we sit next to each other and share a drink...o0o0o0o! LoL...and he is like, if you can unwrap a starburst in your mouth, you're a good kisser. he tries it and gets it done. i try it and i can't do it and the wrapper gets all soggy in my mouth. LoL. yuck! whatever. throw shit at chris. haha...stealer! jk. the movie starts. we watch it. funny. hahaha...not that great though. i'd wait till it comes out on video. but whatever. it was ok. we leave. walk to the mall. me, erika, and jessika leave together...everyone else is going home with darwin. yeah. we meet up with tito joel. we go to victoria's secret so erika and jekka can buy pajamas for tita ellen. we leave and go to gap. they get her slippers and a shirt. my jeans are on sale!!!! yesss! they are only $30 now! hey mom....jk jk...yeah. try on the fragrant heaven and dream! we go to hallmark. i buy 3 mother's day cards. one for my mom, my stepmom, and grandma. my ate is taking care of my mom's present...i hope! we leave and go to erika's house. get a call from mig and darwin. erika and i chat for a while. we order chinese food. watch tv. and then we eat. watch tv again. i go home at 9:30...yeah..so now i am really tired. going to church at 9:45 tomorrow. yay! haha...oh wells. i checked my mail. thanks for the e-mail ika! i will write you back amiga..promise!
nikz-*ma* haven't talked to you in a while. hmm...i haven't checked out your diary yet. but i like your new layout on blogger. niceeee! ummmm hope you had fun today. call me tomorrow. love you! miss you! bye son!
mel-like your layout too! greeen! haha..hope you are working on your world civ project! you better! LoL...haven't talked to you in a while. but yeah. miss you miller. talk to you later. love you!
kaycee kay-hey there girly girl. sorry i couldn't call you back. but yeah. i will call tomorrow. hope you got tan at the beach and hope you had fun with your family. i will call you tomorrow. take cares. love you!
tiff-yeah...VE on the 26th! they are having a bash or whatever. come with me! LoL...dope shit. mocha is gonna go too. yeah. prime elements is gonna dj. lots of people are going. and i am gonna go cuz i need to represent! LoL..that's what it said on the flyer. immac represent! haha. but yeah. we should go! YOU should go. yeah...call me chick!
hmm..i guess that is it. i am tired...::yawn::..gonna go to bed i guess...so early! geebus. oh wells. call me i guess if you need anything. and HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all you mommies! nite...muah!
Friday, May 10
hi there people! "whaaaaaaaaat?!!?" hahahahahahah kaycee kay. anyways, i am in the valley rite now. we went to buca de beppo to celebrate not MY dad's birthday, but my sister's dad ok kc?!?! LoL. ya it was fun. today was coolio. i am gonna end this now and blog about the past couple of days later...byeee!
Wednesday, May 8
gosherz....bryan is being gay....he won't let me sign off...we are connected and we are "talking." LoL...i was online...saw ten's hot boy...haha...love u! and smilez only mocha!!! matulog na nikz! gosherz...i have some chismiss...about MYSELF!!! LoL...hmm...ya...can't keep it in!!! :squeal: g2g now...bye bye....
YAYZERZ!!!! i am soo happy....everything is lightening up...my friend is...my friend again! LoL...so yeah..whatever..just wanted to put that in..love you!
"friends can be a MAJOR pain in the ass, but your love for them is unconditional, and that is why they remain your friends!"
hmmm...made up that gay quote myself..whatever...no time to blog much today [it will probably end up being LONG]. have to do world civ notes. math hw...and study for religion. so yeah. today was ok. BLAH....again. as summer draws near, i see no point whatsoever in going to school. seriously. school sucks so much! some things are pointless. but i guess when we are older, we are gonna "realize that it was for the best.." bla bla..my friends aren't a big help either. i mean, there are those of you who are still "there" for me, but there are people that have just been so negligent and ignore me. it hurts...maybe you don't notice it. but whatever. on the way to first period, erika and i talked bout our weekend plans. spanish-nothing interesting. world civ-library. didn't have my world civ notes...greeeat! so yeah. went on the computer next to arielle. leslie showed me sexy pictures of apolo. arielle made me erase some stupid crap on he planner. break-whatever. drama-talk and eat 3 bags of funyuns! [my breath smelled wonderful after that!] english-worked on quilt project. stayed with cadiente in the classroom and worked on it some more. we left. went to the caf. walked down and chilled. math-fell asleep. ZzZzzZ... so tired..then i went to religion. saw ate maryrose walk out of the classroom..hugs and kisses..so in class i decided to write a letter to her. skool was finally over. went to the lockers. stayed for like 5 minutes then i had to go the softball field to babysit ate jamie's baby! [religion porject for sophomores...lil' eggs...LoL] so i go up there and lindsay asks me to babysit her baby. then jenica and dale ask me to babysit their twins! [BOTH of them got twins.] so i sign the lil' babysitter crap and they ask how much i want..i say nothing. but they say they have to pay me. so i told them just to buy me a bag of funyuns! haha. so they all go off to practice. here i am sitting with 4 baskets...and 6 babies! sounds exciting huh? so i do my hw. nikki and ten walk by. but they don't stay! what friends! jk...nikz said she'd come back..but never did. watever. allie and ashley hart come over and pretend to steal babies. but they sit next to me and talk to me...yay! finally..someone to talk to. LoL..ya. ashley wanted to "roll down the hill" but she had no pants on! next time. haha. they are so cute...best friends..."weird.." jk. then at 4:30 my shift was over! i walk down and some peoples were there...everyone left. so i sat with ten. then we moved to the table to do our math hw. then i leave at 5:00...yeah..i am home..just ate. i am gonna end this now...thanks for the call last nite amanda! going to go now...blog later..if i have time!
Tuesday, May 7
"love the real friends you have now, because in the end, you will realize you won't have many 'real friends.'"
friendships can be such a pain in the ass...and so can ur friends..but you love them. your love is "unconditional" [word of the day....religion class!] that's what i realized today. but why get so mad over such a small thing? why lose a friendship? gosh!!!! argh!!!! sooo sad!! i hate this shit...i hope my day doesn't get any crappier!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAMPY!!!
it is my grandpa's birthday today. my mom bought a cake and ice cream..
last nite::thanks for the texts ika! love u! check ur mail! FINALLY emailed u back..got sweet feel better texts from miguel...like in tagalish [tagalog and english]....haha..it was funnie..how sweet. and got 2 emails from special friends...chris m. and michael chan both emailed me and said stuff like "feel better " and stuff...thanks guys! thanks to all of you! then i talked to dumbass [jk] polanco...haha...nerdo!
i am at jen's house rite now. what a gay ass quote! LoL...but yeah. i am going through the many trials and tribulations friends go through with one of my best buddies. ::sigh:: it sucks so much to see her at school..and NOT talk to her. tell her all my chismiss. talk to her. chill with her. :( anyways, nikz and i are coolio now. not that anything as ever wrong! just a lil' miscommunication...right *ma*? so yeah. today was crappy! god...felt like shit [once again] this morning...my mouth hurt lke a bitch and it still does. i couldn't eat anything all day...but i just had a yummy tuna melt rite now...thanks jen! gosherz..i was starving too. oh wells. skool was ok. spanish was cool. i love ms. puccini! she is the bestest teacher! for world civ we went to the computers and mel sat next to me. nikki sat behind us.. :/ did nothing...so boring! gosh..and i don't wanna die anymore miller! i love life! religion was cool. talked about unconditional love and stuff. wrote a LONG ass letter to kc..[don't ya feel special?! i love you kaycee kay!!!] haha..i had a feeling mrs. rizzo knew i wasn't paying attention, so i started to become active in class discussion. how fun! yeah...drama was so gay! all we did was talk about tv shows and movies...how fun! well, it was. i ate some potato things hana gave me. yum. 0MG! greg just asked me to be his date to braco's sadies!!! awww LoL...but i was like,
XXinspiringXX: but aren't I supposed to ask?
O g i e 3l: haha
O g i e 3l: go ask haha
XXinspiringXX: will u be my date?
bla bla...yay! so now i won't go stag...yay! and nikx is going with rambo so it will be fun! well, anyways...back to my oh so great day ar school. after drama we had to stay in the class for activity period [periods that we have tuesdays and thursdays...if we don't have a class meeting or some activity, we stay in the classroom and do have a free period.] nikz comes in with a funny ass letter! haha...she walked all the way from her class to give it to me...thanks! "syracuse...ucsd!" anyways...lunch was cool...didn't eat but just chilled with everyone. ALMOST everyone. then english-worked on our quilt project...math-nothing...got an 83 on my gay math test... ::sigh:: oh well..at least i didn't get one of those deficiency reports she was passing out in class! after skool i walked to rite aid with mel and rj. nikz came after. got her pics from mary's day. tin, erika, and bernice came after. whatever. we look for food...find nothing edible that we want...but i got funyuns. we walk back...and we chill some more...nikz and i walk to the softball field and watch the game against ramona convent. i see dickran...haha...yes that is his name! so whatever...we go back down..i help kc color...and i chill...my mom doesn't come till 5:45...she had to do "something." she was all pissed about my phone bill too! damn! i was 200 minutes over! whoa! thanks jules and mocha! jk jk...i don't care..whatever. it is my fault tho. i can never say no and people need to get their own phones! or shit! walk to the fkn pay phone! she didn't take it away though! oh well..now i am home...bored...going to end this now...bye bye...
to my chupa chup:: "you always hear me when i'm calling. even catch me when i'm falling. you're the perfect light for me. i surrender all to thee. you always will and you'll always be my best friend.." 'p diddy' thanks you! i love you!!!!!
added at 9:48 pm:: i am talking to kaycee kay and greg. i was talking to bryan, mel, and darwin.
kc: don't worry about "that." it is gay! LoL...put a smile on... :D
darwin: hakuna ma tata! hehe...ur sweet..thanks "kuya"! we'll update our plans later on k? take care of luvly white! haha...
bryan: sorry about ur grandma...well, cammy is here for ya! have fun in vegas! good luck brianne!! LoL..take care! see ya on sunday!
hold up....lakers better win! shiet...it is 4th quarter and like 2 minutes....shit...82-85..oh well....update u laters...
ya anyways...i am tired...my mouth hurts like a bitch!!! [still] the pain is unberarable!!! :0 ahhhhhh!!!!
10:02....lakers are gonna lose...damn! 1.3 seconds and they are down by 2...."it just shows they're human." fawkin greg...LoL..they LOST!!!!
Monday, May 6
"it's times like these when you find out who your true friends are." :/
that was MY quote of the day...i hate the way it sounds. so harsh, yet so true. what a crappy day....shit man...only a couple of good things happened today. i got to school, greeted by erika and mel. hmmm....everyone else came. some people came with cold shoulders and ugly stares. :( great! so i go to spanish. get my test back...an A! yay! my day pretty much goes downhill from there. world civ-we have to have notes for like 6 lessons and i only have 2. our presentation is on wednesday...and all the other shiet. ::sigh:: break is whatever. go to vendind with nikki, mel, and tin. tin and i walk slowly as i eat my ensamada. [hmmm....don't know spelling]. then we go down and eat..chill and talk. i go to math...mrs trujillo cut her hair! and amanda is squealing with joy... hmm..what did SHE do?! haha...jk..i'm proud of you! take notes for stuff. then i go to religion. she lectures for a few minutes and lets us take notes on the chapter. i write a letter to mel. whatever. people plagiarize and copy my english...grrr...word for word! ahhh! lunch is ok. i talk to tin...i dunno. drama is gay. nothing. and english. i work on the quilt project. after skool i go with nikki c. to the library. damn porn and tits! haha. we go down to the lockers. no one is there except for RJ. talk to her. then people come back from rite aid. i go talk to nikki. tears shed...thanks *ma*...i love you! mel and rj come. we talk about future *plans*....concert choir is over. mocha comes and walks away. my mom calls and says she is here. i leave, get my stuff, and as i say bye to KC, i break down and lose it. i started crying! and then mel came and whatever. they walk me to the upper lot and we talk, and yeah. they say hi to my mom and so does steph. thanks miller and kaycee kay!!! i love you both! i hoped my mom wouldn't notice my red face and puffy eyes. but she did. asked me what was up...just told her i didn't feel good. whatever. we go to the ortho. i go...can u say HOT or what?! LoL...damn jenny! they have gotten hotter! i am referring to the assistants who work on ur teeth. they are all guys! haha...sexiness....LoL...they put new wires and some chains and shit on my teeth. tighten eerything. guy: does that hurt? me: heck yeah! guy: well, ur gonna love us tomorrow morning! great! it hurts like a fukin bitch tho. god. and now i have to wear my rubber bands all differently and stuff and they REALLY hurt. i can;t eat shit! it's ok though. i can't eat after 7:00 anyways..we leave after half an hour. my mom says she thinks she saw charlie sheen. so we go down, and guess who we see?! yup! the one and only. he is handsome i guess. kinda skinny. he was waiting for his limo that drove up seconds later as we departed from the parking lot. so we drive up one block, park the car, and hope to see someone else on the infamous larchmont. i think i see the guy from shallow hal, but my mom says it isn't...whatever. then we go home...and i go online..hmm...whatever...wanted to blog now cuz i don't feel like going online and talking to people...don't feel too social rite now. and don't feel offended...i am just feeling like shit...and i wanna go lock myself up in a room and cry...but i have hw..so yeah...bye...
ika: i will call you later..promise..haha and i SHOULD email u back..i think i will do that now..
amanda: hope you got ur shiet worked out..call me later and tell me what went down! oh yea..remind me to ask you about fr. tony!
thanks to all you people who made my day a little better! u know who u are! i love you guys/girls and i love you mike!!!
Sunday, May 5
phew. i have blogged too much today, but wanna blog again. amanda just called me...porrecita! [poor girl] she is going through some *stuff* and she was like, out of breath or like something. i felt bad...and i know what shiet she is going through...and yeah...chick, i am glad ur back! thanks for the e-mail and the call. but u know i am always here for you. i hope you are working out ur stuff right now...and yeah...take care. and it will all pass...don't worry!!! love ya girly...stay strong! :)
ika-i stll need to e-mail you and i will! promise! but yeah....hope ur doing ok twin. take cares! luv u! take cares!!!
talked to nikki a while ago..hmm..u sure u wanna go back to ******* power?! LoL...haha. whatevers. u wanna be my "son" again *ma*? haha...i dunno...i love you!
sheezalus! [james] don't we all feel the love in *someone's* blog?!
gosherz...so tired..still need 6 more quotes to meet my minimum for my english shiet. ahhhh! oh wells...good night people...muuah!
some of you have never ever seen my daddy and i claim you as my best friends! LoL...well, he is in the PI a lot racing cars..vroom vroom! "go papa go!" [[i still call him "papa." come on now...haven't u ever seen the little princess?! one of my faves!]] LoL...but click on ME and the first picture [with the guy flicking off the camera...] with the 2 guys....the one laughing is my daddy! i "look like him"....haha..ok...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEREK!!!!
haha...i just talked to him..he is at universal studios. haha..i just dyed my hair. it is dark brown. au naturel. haha. oh wells...jen and i walked to sav on and bought dye for our hair. then we went to get boba at boba delight. so tired...i talked ot mel, nikz, darwin, and gay ass jason! he is a meanie! :( i am gonna go do my ingles....like mel says...toodles!
BEWARE::LOOOOOOOONG ENTRY!
good morning to all you people reading this. ::yawn:: so tired. woke up to my voicemail thing..tin left me a message...awww thanks girly! had a looong day yesterday. long..but fun! haha...kinda triste [sad] in the beginnig, but in the end, it was muy divertido [fun]! haha...
friday night:: tin ended up going to the viewing..but only for a lil' bit. it was all good though. she was still wearing her dress. then she left with francis. stayed at the viewing till 9:00. then we went back to lola's house. damn! food and family! haha. everyone was having a ball. LOL...felt kinda uncomfortable since we just came back from john's viewing. :( he was only 32...so sad.. R.I.P. john...we all miss you! well, i ate..talked to mark for a while. then darwin called me..he was camping in ventura with the boy scouts. then i talked to jpoxo. hehe. yeah. sounded like they were having fun. jp was like, we are playing pusoy dos. haha. nerdo! whatever. we finally left at 12:00 since everyone had to get up early.
so, i woke up at 8:00 yesterday to get ready. so whatever...at 10:45 we left. kc called me on our way there. she was in daygo...buying film...haha..we got ther at 11:05 and the mass started at 11:00. oh well. 5 minutes late. no biggie. so we sat down...and the cantor was just singing the entrance song. and so the mass went on. it was so sad. miggie gave the saddest eulogy! i was crying so much...everyone was! and so the mass was over. we floowed the hearse to the grave site..some people drove..i walked with the family and all the little people..i got to play babysitter again! and it was kinda far and my feet started to hurt. but oh well. we put roses on his grave and walked back. we went to the hall. had a great feast. had to sit with all the little kids at the littls kids table...tin sat behind me though so we could still chit-chat. then whatever. our parents started talking and like tita emma [tin's mom] was like, why don't u let cammy go with tin. my mom was like, well, she has a family party at 2:00...tita emma: ohh tin can go pick her up and they can watch a movie. so my mom was like ok. the party was at balboa park so it was kinda near. and then tin left, and so did me and my mom. my stepdad gave me $20 for the movie.
so we get to balboa park at like 1:45..i was in a skirt and heels...so uncomfortbale. all mis primos estan alli. so it was fun. another family reunion sorta thing. it was lolo greg's 80th b-day and now that kuyang is gone, he is the oldest, so when it is his birthday, that's when the family reunites and stuff. i was greeted with the hello's and kisses/hugs of my family. 3 of my cousins are getting married! wow! met all their fiancees yesterday...it was dope. bruce was there. haha..talked to him about all his "homies" at ND...LMAO! ok..anyways..i didn't know half of these people were my cousins. it was cool though. of course, my mom busted out with her camera and was like, picture, picture! so we took pictures. then i played with the lil' people [again]...then sat and chilled with all the older "mature, cool" cousins. haha. then i saw my lolo nato [the one miguel claims is related to his mom] and asked him about miguel. he said we were close...but not blood related. hmm...but then i talked to my uncle mario and he said we were....hmmm? riiiiight! hehe. then at like 4:00 everyone started to gather up their shit and go home. so tin calls at the perfect time and is like we are on our way...i am gonna go home, drop off my sister, change, and get you. so right when everyone was getting into thier cars and while i was on the phone with nikz, she calls and says i dunno where u are. i was like, i am wearing a red sweater. so whatever she comes...and my mom is like, be careful da da da....
so it was francis, james and tin in the car. [james is hot!] we were both in the back seat and he was all quiet...awww....haha...and so we head over to some guy david's house to chill for a while...2 gurls were there...and some guys..didn't know anyone..but it was cool. tin and i talked and the guys played video games. so then they put on a dvd...rush hour 2..and we watched for a bit. but right before they played it, 2 guys walked in...one was ok, but DAMN! was the other guy hot or what?!? i know i tend to have "bad taste" but this is NOT bad taste! he was soooo sexy...nice body...ahhhh!!! he was a swimmer...his name was raymond-hot junior!!!! ohh man! so it was like, 5:00...francis' brother, ricky, calls him and says he has no ride home from the mall...so we pick him up. we go to northridge and we went looking for him...hmm..kinda hard since we didn't know where he was! so we walked around...i saw jen-ate's friend, working at her little shop thing..saw a couple of cousins..no time to say hi though. so after half an hour or so, he calls and says he is at home, but has no key! so we drive to ihs house and we end up taking him with us...so we get back to david's house, and me and tin go swimming...hmm..wasn't that fun cuz we were by ourselves, it was fukin cold, and the 2 dogs outside kept fukin each other..and when we would get out of the pool, they'd hump us!!! siiiick! haha...so we went inside and rinsed off...went back outside...they were bumpin some "dope" music [riiiiight] jk and whatever...i was sitting next to james and he started talking to me...so whatever..tin was like, cammy let's dance! u know u wanna get freaky..haha. and james was like, will you teach me how to freak..i was like...uhhh...i dunno how either..haha. whatever..we talked and he told me he was a sophomore at faith baptist...i was like, so u know debbie?! haha..small world..gets smaller and smaller! seriously! he is a "cool cat" [nikz] he is dope...sweet guy! and then the guys decide NOW they wanna go swimming and turn on the spa...haha me and tin are like, fuck it..it's too cold...so we walk outside and talk..and walk around..and wish on a star...LoL..and we talk...yeah..it was dope..i mean, her and i go way back, but we never really got the chance to sit and talk...in a while...so yeah. and francis came out and they talked..called jp and polanco..talked to tiff...she called me earlier but i didn't call her back till now. she was like, i wanted ot ask you if you wanted to go to VE..but she had other plans and i was in the valley so it was all good..next time! then i called nikz...it was 8:00...so yeah..we went back inside...they all went to francis' house...it was like, 9:00...my mom was like, ohh get dropped off at tita lulu's house..so we go to francis's house and we are like waiting in the car..he is supposed to drop us off...but tin is like, i have to piss...so we go down, she goes pee, and we go back to the car. and then, uhhh! francis is like, raymond likes you da da da...and tin is like, u wanna stay? i was like, whatever! so we stay..haha..it was ok..we just chilled. james played the piano...hella good! looks and talent! damn! haha...ohh man...tin plays too. and whatever..at 9:45 we decide to leave. so we leave..and raymond is like, bye kris....tin:krisTINE! raymond: bye kristine! byeee camille!!! don't leave yet! bye! haha...man! i wanted to stay but not really..he was kinda buzzed and maybe it wasn't HIM talking..LoL.. i dunno...two cool guys. didn't even talk to raymond though. talked to james though! and so yeah.... :) ::grin:: and there is always a next time. so francis takes me to my aunt's house...and i try to give him $5 for gas pnot that much!] and he was like, i don't want it...so i get out of the car and run..and he is just out there..and he gets out and is like, u dropped something...i was like fuker! haha jk...so i go into my cousin, gillette's room..his brother alfred is in there too...so gillette shows me all these pictures and gives me a family quiz..[he asked me to name all these people] what a nerd! and then he puts on some video of people dj'ing. reminded me of smoke and remo! haha jk...and like, it was good..and then he showed me my cousin JR doing it..i was like, wtf?! haha..he was good..and he showed me some people break dancing..whatever. and he is like, u wanna see the best dj in the world?! i was like, ok...so we go to his computer and he gets a clip of dj qubert[don't know spelling]and ohhhh man! he was goooood! he is filipino too...haha...i dunno. so i go home...and i have 1 missed call from polanco..i call him back..we talk..and then whatever...so we get home and i sleep...
so now, i am talking to earl, david, dustin, and jason...ya...don't worry earl...if i go see him, i will bring you! haha..my cousin JR, the dj guy lives up in frisco and knows qubert! hahah...ahhh..so tired..is this blog long or what?! yeah...i am gonna go call kc up in daygo...call nikz and tell her all my chismiss...and voy a hacer mis tareas!! byeeee!!
Friday, May 3
i am at home..bored..just ate...watched passions/pay it forward/center stage. flipped back to each of them. well, today was soooo dope! mary's day! LoL..well, let's see..i woke up and couldn't think of what to wear. so i tried on three different outfits and settled with the pink printed skirt and white tank top with a mesh see through overtope thing. whatever. i get to skool. erika, mel, bernice, and nikki are there already. so we chill. take pictures. talk. we don't have to go to our section [homeroom] till 8:30. so we have like 45 minutes to kill. kc is there. we talk for a bit. chit-chat with everyone. then finally all 10 of us were there [rachel, bernice, ten, erika, tin, nikki, mel, nikz, mocha, and me] it's been a while since like ALL Of us have spent like the whole day together...the last time was our retreat. it is IH ocassions like these that bring us together. haha. well, we took pictures. gosh. it seems like everyone brought a camera to school except me! :( poo! oh wells. i want copies people! then we went to our sections. we got our little head wreaths [so pretty!!!!] and programs...so whatever. we finally got dismissed to the auditorium. it was all decorated and so pretty! rachel was waving her hand. she had saved us seats in the front row. but some yearbook people needed the front so we all squished on 6 chairs. nikz sat in front cuz she was a candle bearer. oo0o0o...haha. so the mass was cool. father boyle came [all u people at confirmation know him!!!]. haha. he is dope! "homes" "gang of people" "homie" haha...a few of his words in his vocabulary. LoL..anyways..the mass was nice. it was opened by the ballet dancer people..and ms. woodman was in it with mrs. trujillo! awww...soooooo beautiful! all of them and the dance was awesome! they were sooo good. at the end of the mass, we got our little torches/wands and we all proceeded to the quad. everyone had one and everyone had head wreaths on and it was a great sight! so portia crowned mary. gorgeous! and then we did our lil' salsa crap. tin was my partner..sorry mocha! and that was fun. conga line. then we had ice cream. went back to the auditorium. saw the talent portion. people sang...bianca, czariene, giselle, natalie, and other people did some other stuff[monologue, harp player, violinist]...but it was sooooooo nice!!! i sat next to nikki and we were bothe like, awwwww...i had tears in my eyes. gosh. can those people sing or what?!!? damn erika...she should have joined. haha. then that was over. ms. hill's class did something too. damn honors kids! jk. well, then some inspirational cherokee person who lived in the mountains came and spoke to us. what an amazing thing! she was like, i am surrounded by beauty..you are all beautiful..crap like that. it was dope. then that was over. went to the quad. bernice brought blankets and we sat on them and we had our food. yum! chips & dip, pasta, orange chicken, beef & brocolli, browines, fortune cookies! LoL..we had a big feast. it was sooo fun! and we took more pictures. then it was time for dancing. they played some music. and we all just danced and had fun. man..some people are freaky! "x-rated! x-rated!!" LoL...but yeah. it was a LOT of fun. i dunno. don't wanna go into every single detail. bu oh yeah! in the middle of the quad was a big mesh tent withh butterflies [fake ones] all over it. and then the wind was blowing it and it was sooo pretty! haha. and i dunno. we had fun. that's about it. mel, nikki, mocha, and tin all went home with bernice. they are gonna go to the gal and watch spider man. :( goshdarnit. i wanted to go. but i have the viewing..so yeah. then chris is like, go to old town so we can watch a movie. grrr...i can't to anywhere. but tin is gonna come so it's all good. i am probably gonna cry...hmm..never met him though. but seeing people grieve and mourn makes me cry. but i will see all my little peoples...haha. tin, francis, and i mite go out after..hmm...i doubt it. but who knows! thanks for the e-mail amanda! hurry ur ass back over here! and remember...marco...ur sis....! i am gonna go take a nap. ::yawn:: bye bye....
Thursday, May 2
OMG! that is soooo freaky! i just got off the phone with nikz. like, i called her and then like on the other end i hear someone pressing numbers...haha..she was like, i was about to call mocha! [[too bad she wasn't about to call me just so it would be cooler]] yeah. and today i didn't see her all morning! and then i saw her in 2nd period. and she had her hair in a bun..held by a clear pink clip. and who else had their hair like that with a clear pink clip!? me!! wierdo..."we are meant to be" LoL..ya anyways, i am talking to kc, mel, mocha, tim and greg. haha.
kc-feel better. don't let that one [or two] thing bring you down. u can have fun anyway! smile! *dimplez* remember that?! i got ur back k?
meL-ur gay! "iunno" man! i need to teach you what to say besides that! "jay slash kay" well, ya. you SHOULD! man...*depression setting in*
mocha-u'll find something to wear and no matter how hideous and fobbish it looks, u will still look beautiful. especially ur smile! cuz u smile like....hahahah...jk jk..
tim is gonna come down from SLO [san luis obispo] this weekend and chill with me. haha. i will take him to the funeral... :( jk. gosherz...so bored..talked to justine about my shiet...thanks J! haha...and then i dunno...life can suck sometimes...but that's what friends are for!!! [keep smilin..keep shinin...] ha! used that song in my anthology! oh well...i think mocha doesn't want me to blog..jk...well, nite..muuah!
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well, i am home..sooo tired!!! ahh! well, can u believe i didn't blog yesterday?! [nikz and mel] haha. well, let's rewind to the first of may. yesterday was just anthology anthology anthology! after skool, mocha, nikki, and i worked on our anthologies at the library. i got most of it done. the highyeenas were in there making a whole mess of noise!!! LoL...after skool, i went to kc's..worked on my anthology a little. but we soon had to leave for the OMGC musical-grease. that was a lot of fun. well, it didn't start till 7:30, but we were there like 6:30-6:40. ya. we ate at carl's jr. before we went there and michael chan called me. whoa! haha. i was like, who the hell is this? haha. then we got there greeted by darwin. he was there and so was his family! awwww my lil' bf's!!! haha so we chilled for a while and then mel came with all my shiet...haha thanks mel! i love you! haha. at 7:00 or something we went inside. we got front row seats cuz erika and her family were all in there setting up and they saved us seats. so we sat in the front. haha we talked inside. laughed. i dunno. whatever. it started. it was sooooo goood!!! haha. jekka [erika's sis] had 2 solos..or maybe one. but *tears* huh mel?! it was like that when crystelle sang too. how cute are they?! and mario! damn! LoL...jk jk. aww i saw alex santana! how cute. and then we saw chris m., polanco, JP, suzette...i think that was it. hmmm...LoL..so it ended before 9:00. pictures. flowers. kisses. hugs! haha how fun. it was sweeeeet! whatever. then we left...mel, kc and i played outside a little though while our parents talked. haha...how juvenile! got home. then started on my gay ass antholgy. i was up till 2:00 doing it. non-stop. i only stopped when nikki and i called each other. we talked till like 1:30 or something. ya i dunno. whatever. that was yesterday!
today-it was ok. i finally got to go online. skool was cool. don't wanna get in depth about that. amanda emailed me from oahu! o0o0...rommel lives there. haha. well, she is ok...but yeah..i need to talk to her! and i need to talk to ika. haha. she knows greg!! how wierd! i know him from confirmation and stuff. and we live like a couple of blocks away from each other. [at my dad's house] haha. oh well. i promise to e-mail u back! anyways...i got my nails done today. tomorrow is mary's day at schoool! excited! ya! and then i am gonna go to the viewing tomorrow. hmm...i am excited. well, just to see some relatives i haven't seen in a while! i am sorry sam! hope u aren't mad grapes! LoL..i PROMISE i will do ur hair next week! no excuses. haha...anyway...i am done blogging. wow! so short! haha. wait! tiff, mel is leaving in 14 days?!?!? aww..take a picture for me! haha joke lang. well, if you WANT.... ;) well, nite people...muuuah!
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