And the beat goes on...

"love the real friends you have now, because in the end, you will realize you won't have many 'real friends.'"
friendships can be such a pain in the ass...and so can ur friends..but you love them. your love is "unconditional" [word of the day....religion class!] that's what i realized today. but why get so mad over such a small thing? why lose a friendship? gosh!!!! argh!!!! sooo sad!! i hate this shit...i hope my day doesn't get any crappier!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAMPY!!!
it is my grandpa's birthday today. my mom bought a cake and ice cream..

last nite::thanks for the texts ika! love u! check ur mail! FINALLY emailed u back..got sweet feel better texts from miguel...like in tagalish [tagalog and english]....haha..it was funnie..how sweet. and got 2 emails from special friends...chris m. and michael chan both emailed me and said stuff like "feel better " and stuff...thanks guys! thanks to all of you! then i talked to dumbass [jk] polanco...haha...nerdo!

i am at jen's house rite now. what a gay ass quote! LoL...but yeah. i am going through the many trials and tribulations friends go through with one of my best buddies. ::sigh:: it sucks so much to see her at school..and NOT talk to her. tell her all my chismiss. talk to her. chill with her. :( anyways, nikz and i are coolio now. not that anything as ever wrong! just a lil' miscommunication...right *ma*? so yeah. today was crappy! god...felt like shit [once again] this morning...my mouth hurt lke a bitch and it still does. i couldn't eat anything all day...but i just had a yummy tuna melt rite now...thanks jen! gosherz..i was starving too. oh wells. skool was ok. spanish was cool. i love ms. puccini! she is the bestest teacher! for world civ we went to the computers and mel sat next to me. nikki sat behind us.. :/ did nothing...so boring! gosh..and i don't wanna die anymore miller! i love life! religion was cool. talked about unconditional love and stuff. wrote a LONG ass letter to kc..[don't ya feel special?! i love you kaycee kay!!!] haha..i had a feeling mrs. rizzo knew i wasn't paying attention, so i started to become active in class discussion. how fun! yeah...drama was so gay! all we did was talk about tv shows and movies...how fun! well, it was. i ate some potato things hana gave me. yum. 0MG! greg just asked me to be his date to braco's sadies!!! awww LoL...but i was like,
XXinspiringXX: but aren't I supposed to ask?
O g i e 3l: haha
O g i e 3l: go ask haha
XXinspiringXX: will u be my date?
bla bla...yay! so now i won't go stag...yay! and nikx is going with rambo so it will be fun! well, anyways...back to my oh so great day ar school. after drama we had to stay in the class for activity period [periods that we have tuesdays and thursdays...if we don't have a class meeting or some activity, we stay in the classroom and do have a free period.] nikz comes in with a funny ass letter! haha...she walked all the way from her class to give it to me...thanks! "syracuse...ucsd!" anyways...lunch was cool...didn't eat but just chilled with everyone. ALMOST everyone. then english-worked on our quilt project...math-nothing...got an 83 on my gay math test... ::sigh:: oh well..at least i didn't get one of those deficiency reports she was passing out in class! after skool i walked to rite aid with mel and rj. nikz came after. got her pics from mary's day. tin, erika, and bernice came after. whatever. we look for food...find nothing edible that we want...but i got funyuns. we walk back...and we chill some more...nikz and i walk to the softball field and watch the game against ramona convent. i see dickran...haha...yes that is his name! so whatever...we go back down..i help kc color...and i chill...my mom doesn't come till 5:45...she had to do "something." she was all pissed about my phone bill too! damn! i was 200 minutes over! whoa! thanks jules and mocha! jk jk...i don't care..whatever. it is my fault tho. i can never say no and people need to get their own phones! or shit! walk to the fkn pay phone! she didn't take it away though! oh well..now i am home...bored...going to end this now...bye bye...

to my chupa chup:: "you always hear me when i'm calling. even catch me when i'm falling. you're the perfect light for me. i surrender all to thee. you always will and you'll always be my best friend.." 'p diddy' thanks you! i love you!!!!!

added at 9:48 pm:: i am talking to kaycee kay and greg. i was talking to bryan, mel, and darwin.
kc: don't worry about "that." it is gay! LoL...put a smile on... :D
darwin: hakuna ma tata! hehe...ur sweet..thanks "kuya"! we'll update our plans later on k? take care of luvly white! haha...
bryan: sorry about ur grandma...well, cammy is here for ya! have fun in vegas! good luck brianne!! LoL..take care! see ya on sunday!
hold up....lakers better win! shiet...it is 4th quarter and like 2 minutes....shit...82-85..oh well....update u laters...
ya anyways...i am tired...my mouth hurts like a bitch!!! [still] the pain is unberarable!!! :0 ahhhhhh!!!!
10:02....lakers are gonna lose...damn! 1.3 seconds and they are down by 2...."it just shows they're human." fawkin greg...LoL..they LOST!!!!

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