Thursday, July 31

aww.. thursday already! the week has gone by somewhat fast.. been doing nothing.. =/

dustin surprised me on tuesday though.. came by.. said hi.. we chit chatted.. he has a mohawk now!! haha.. what a dork.. jk CUZIN! thanks.. oh yeah.. i FINALLY talked to kaycee kay after forever and a day.. cool beans!! =)

wednesday_ mig had invited me to swim with him, rina, jay, and pam at tita nymia's.. so my dad took me there around 11.. painted nails.. haha.. watched tv.. then we all jumped in the pool.. except pam.. she left! so we swam and played tag for a while.. wawa! i am NOT a rapist.. Lol.. jk.. swam for a couple of hours.. then we all showered.. and some "stuff" happened.. ohhh man!!! we watched west side story for a while.. then mig and jay left for boy scouts around 3:15.. rina and i hung out. talked.. watched tv. then we ate and watched some tfc.. hung out some more.. ate.. looked at the kultura book thing. talked and talked some more! then my mom came around 6:00.. went down and we hung out in the car with rina and looked at pictures and ate chocolate.. hahaha. left around 7:00 and went home.. i dunno.. stressed about everything.. talked to rj.. and my twin!! oh man. thanks for the talks.. i dunno.. slept..

today.. nothing.. oh well.. just sleep or something.. read.. blah..

Monday, July 28

wowieeeeeeeee! the weekend was AWESOME.. even though "stuff" happened, it was great! so i was blogging a while ago, and i had like everything pretty much done, and i got kicked off.. =/ so this is the jist of what happened..

friday_ supposed to babysit. supposed to go out with trina, neece, and rj.. ended up going out with mig and his parents.. saw pirates.. GREAT movie.. thanks baby!

saturday_ after a few hours of sleep, picked up justine, denny's, then knott's.. met up with everyone.. janice, dexter, kristine, laurice, ika, dustin, brendan, mig, jay, gavin, rina, jo ann, rj, josh, amanda, manny, val and lilette... went on the log ride.. xcelerator, supreme scream.. that was it for me.. got to hang out with the "kultura" group with jay replaced by rj.. hahah it was fun!! i had slight drama though.. [sorry to everyone who was there to see me cry and be a baby] =/ lost my bracelet, had a headache, tired, hot, got left behind, felt crapppy.. the day had many highlights though!! got to hang out with everyone.. ms. beautiful janice.. awww.. i had fun.. hope you did too.. wawa!! wooohoo.. even w/o wawa pics, we had fun.. got to chill with amanda and mel.. got to see everyone else.. it was fun seeing you guys! got to talk to dex and play in the arcade.. talked to my CUZIN [who cheered me up!] and his junkie friend.. took TWIN pictures.. saw people i hadn't seen in a while.. so it was all good.. thanks to the "other" group for being there and making me smile.. =) hung out with my baby boy who got me two stuffed animals! woohoo! had a blast at knott's!! good job twin! [read ika's/dustin's xangas for more details] left around 7:30 with justine, mig, and jay.. slept on the way to jay's.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITO BALOY AND TITO PINGGOY! HAPPY ANNY TO TITA RAQUEL AND TITO PINGGOY! we ate.... hung out.. janice, dex, rina, jo ann, and gav came.. hung out in jay's room.. slept.. for a good 2 hours or something. awww.. i had fun.. i was really tired though.. sorry for being such a sleepy head!! but yeah.. i love you mig.. thanks.. we all left around 2:30.. got home.. slept!!

sunday_ woke up LATE!! my dad couldnt take me to sportsfest anymore cuz he had left already!! =( i am s0o0o sorry guys.. i am talking to bruce right now and it sounds like fun.. but i will see you guys down here on wednesday!! =) PARTAAAY HARDAY!! so i woke up at 12:00. showered.. my mom dragged me to la habra.. visited family friends.. saw melvin's baby girl! aww.. what a cutie.. i slept till 5:00.. we went to la puente.. then costco.. then back to their house.. ate.. visited candy.. around 9:30, went home..

that was my weekend everyone!! tiring, but fun.. who's ready to go to six flags?! LoL.. jk.. or am i? so thanks to everyone who made my weekend just a little bit brighter!! =) have a good week everyone!!

Thursday, July 24

i've been talking to kristen for a while, about some pretty good stuff.. =) and this is what she came up with...

kris10: u have like ur whole life to say no...and only a few months for ur mind to change

oh man.. this girl's crazy.. i love her though... thanks for the talks, girl!!!

Wednesday, July 23

i forgot to say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRYSHA!! my little sister is 15 now.. wowo.. i know i can't be there fu on this special day, but i know you will enjoy it without me and your family over here.. know we're thinking of you.. i love you!!! :)

gosh.. i am BORED.. the past few days have been nothing but boredom.. i got to talk to RJ though.. who i have missed very much.. i might even go visit her today.. =) i miss my immac sisters.. i talked to neece for a few minutes, but man.. i miss her!! bernice neece.. this summer is BLAH compared to last year's.. =/ i miss sister.. i miss everyone.. we are in need of a reunion.. and sinceyou all cant make it this saturday, we'll plan something else.. so yesterday pat and dustin came over. they hung out for a couple of hours.. haha it was fun.. nice seeing hem after a while.. they even got to play with my brother! haha.. we playe cards, talked, and did stupid chill stuff.. hahah.. twin! dont stress bout anything! things will get better.. saturday's comin up!! =) hmph... i miss my cousins.. all of them.. especailly all you in LBC.. i talk to jackie on a daily basis.. as well as.. haha.. oh man.. jack... i miss my GARFIELD.. oh well.. haen't talked to mig in a while.. which sucks.. but oh well.. =/ bye everyone.. i am off to lead another boring day in the life of........ me.

Monday, July 21

man.. i am home.. bored.. sad.. my mom is such a bugaboo!!! =/

yesterday was so0o much fun!! i woke up early, showered.. jackie picked me up at 9:00.. went to bnp with uncle moy, jack, erica, pj, justin, and dustin.. went to mass.. saw EVERYONE.. all the cousins.. then to the arena for SPORTSFEST!! the parade.. cool.. hung out.. super duper hot!! oh man. my skin was like BURNING! then randizzle and bruce played! awww they're so0o good.. hahah. i saw brian!! oh man.. then we watched the lil souljahs.. aww.. they were all sooo good.. nikko, pj, edward.. darweezie.. hahahaha.. then watched lady saints, coached by randizzle.. haha.. roxy's so0o good! hung out with dindizzle too! it was fun.. saw lots of people.. hung out with cousins.. swell!! around 6:30, we left and headed back to jackie's.. hung out.. showered.. ate.. got to watch LUCKY 7!!! wooohoo!! such a good movie.. oh man.. dustin was all into it! =) LoL.. we talked.. hung out.. good cousin time.. i thought i was gonna sleepover, but my bugaboo mom MADE my dad pick me up.. =( i was so0o sad... but around 10:30 he came, and i went home.. farewell long beach! i miss all of you already.. man.. i'll go back there.. promise.. jackie.. i miss garfield! haha..

Whenever I see your smiling face
I have to smile myself
Because I love you, yes I do


so i got home.. slept.. then around 3:00, trysh called crying.. aww.. trysh, dont feel "tryshable!" you're gonna be back soon.. duuude.. your call was so0o sad.. and RIGHT after i got off the phone with you, marcy texted me! i miss you guys so0o much.. but you better be back here.. i love you guys.. smile.. we all miss you! trysh, everytime carlo and i are at home, he goes, "ti-sha!!" in his deep ass voice.. he will never forget you gaygurl! take care and be good..

i was gonna go to the beach today with people, but i am in a sad, lethargic mood and i dont wanna do anything.. plus, i am SUPER burned and my skin is red and very sensitive to touch.. so oh well..

miss you wawa!!! i loved your idea.. hahah.. CAR is forever for sure! aww.. we didnt take a CAR picture on saturday.. oh well, next time.. hope to see you soon.. love you!

*ma*!!! i am sorry i havent emailed back.. i am so0o lazy.. but, i miss you! gosh... soo0o much i have to tell you! no secrest between us... LoL.. but man, there is just So0o0o much i have to tell you!! you prolly know.. ;) LoL.. but i dunno.. i will talk to you soon.. i hope.. i miss you.. so packing match! hahha.. take care..

Saturday, July 19

wow.. long week.. since i have time on my hands, let me update to those of you who read this.. which is like no one! but hahah.. man.. i am in pain right now.. well, talk bout that later..

so this week.. hmm.. i dunno.. pretty much chill.. same ol' same ol'... boring stuff without my sisters.. =( stay at home with the baby.. which is also good cuz my lil bro's a big boy now! LoL.. on thursday though, i went to the airport.. went to danica's first.. then rode with her and her family and met up with everyone at the airport.. MARCY! your friends were there.. LoL.. it was nicole, twins, aj, pat, just, bri, rob, isidro's, ducut's, and a few other people.. we hung out and talked.. ate.. then at 10:00, the boarded the plane and we said bye bye.. dani and i were so0o sad that we couldnt go.. oh well.. went to eat.. home.. sleep..

friday_ wake up to miguel's call.. get ready.. talk to rina.. go to g-ma's.. hang out.. mig and tita chuchi come around 1:30.. head over to pomona.. get to the la salle golf tournament in which tito mon was in charge of/played in.. hung out with wawa, jay, and mig.. fun stuff.. then around 5:00, we started the makeup.. got ready.. hung out with ana.. then people came.. performed around 6:00.. clapped for singkil and did itik itik.. fun fun.. hung out on the grass after.. hahhaa.. fun stuff.. wawa.. you CRAAAZY! =) go home with mig, tita chuchi, tito mon, and my mom.. hahah.. long ride home.. relaxing and fun too! home.. sleep...

today_ wooohoo.. what a day!! woke up early.. like 6:30.. got ready.. left the house around 8:30.. got to oxnard around 9:00 ish.. no one there.. just cj.. talked.. then alyssa came.. hung out.. then rina came! woohoo! LoL.. hung out.. walked to the beach with gav and jay.. hung out.. swam.. hahah. oh man.. then everyone started coming and the kultura annual picnic was on a roll.. =) we pretty much swam the whole day.. hung out.. walked.. ate.. fun fun fun stuff.. =) saw everyone except twin twin!! aww.. i know you had fun at kaia's party and your TOFU festival.. LoL.. swimming was so0o much fun.. and riding those waves.. =) so0o after hanging out under the sun the WHOLE day, rina, ana, mig and i shower and dress up.. eat.. hang out and talk.. then mig and i go for a walk.. lost track of time.. some ish.. just wanna say sorry to janice, jill, gavin, mica, rina, jay, and all your families.. i am really sorry. so yeah.. we left and went home.. and here i am.. i am a CRAB!! hahah. trysha! i am roxanne now! now we are REALLY twins.. LoL.. i am super duper red.. i had no protection from the sun whasoever..

oh well.. i miss everyone.. hey babe.. sorry for today.. had mucho fun though overall.. this beach party was way different from the last, don't ya agree? love you! hi sisters!! hi everyone. hey, allie's off touring europe.. hope she's having fun too.. ok.. that's all.. byeee!!

Tuesday, July 15

hey hey... wow. its hot!!! happy birthday to my wonderful stepmom!! woke up early.. went to st. kevin's with the family at the 8:00 mass. back home.. slept.. woke up at 3:00.. had a wierd dream in which my sisters were back here in LA.. i woke up crying.. plus, an unexpected "visitor" came today.. =/ boohoo.. showered.. mom picked me up at 5:00.. went to burbank.. met up with miguel who looked mighty sexy today! bought tix for 6:15 show of league of extraordinary men.. ate.. movie.. ehh.. it was OK.. dropped him off.. went to my dad's.. played with lil topher.. hahah.. talked to melannie today!! aww.. missed miller!! nice talkin to you.. call you soon.. =) just talked to twin.. eww.. ain't nobody gonna go and disrespect ika like that! PLAN PLAN ika!! hey amanda.. i will call you soon.. take care.. TRYSHA, MARCY.. i miss you guys! glad to hear you are back and safe in PI.. hi to mama.. and everyone else.. update your blog and make marcy one! ok... bye everyone.. love you miguel! =) hi to all the cousins in LBC! and to my erica! love you girl! i miss my tall idol.. where are you!? mi mama knows more bout you than i do! LoL.. miss you.. you're gonna be leaving me soon.. ttyl.

Monday, July 14

The Sweetest Goodbye

Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you come back
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be some place here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I…

Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you come back
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be some place here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel

well, long time no blog.. i will update later.. i got home about an hour ago... from the airport.. yup! my sisters are gone.. probably in the air already.. how much i miss them.. it was the saddest thing ever.. especially with cousins there.. =( to my beautiful sisters.. trysha and marcy.. wow.. i cant believe you guys are gone! it seems like just last week you guys JUST came back from there.. but now you're on your way back to PI.. these past two and a half months have been nothing but FUN! we had the best times here.. TOGETHER.. sometimes we'd have our "ish," but ten minutes later we'd be talking and laughing. remember sleeping over everyone's houses? from walnut to long beach.. good times.. you guys have grown into lovely young women.. marcita, you're still growing, and i may not be there for you physically, but know that i'm always with you at heart.. i am only a phone call away! man.. whose clothes am i gonna borrow now?! jk.. trysha, my lil punker. you're "dalaga" now.. you're so0o beautiful.. i can't believe how much you've matured.. don't ever forget you have me.. my best friend.. i am gonna miss all the nights we stayed up just talking and chismissing.. remember staying up with randy and watching the sunrise? we have so0o many good memories together. the warped tour, drama with cousins, hanging out and having fun with cousins, voice changers, talking, laughing, EATING & SLEEPING, chillaxing, and just being SISTERS... i seriously cant believe you are already gone.. seeing you guys leave today broke my heart... i felt like a part of me was gone.. man.. i am gonna miss hearing trysha's damn bear slippers scratching the floor when she would walk around.. i am gonna miss hearing trysh play the guitar.. i am gonna mss marcy singing and playing "badfish" 24/7!! i a gonna miss everything about you guys.. i am gonna miss YOU guys.. the house is gonna be so0o lonely now.. papa and i went there and it was the saddest thing.. we just looked around and reminisced on the good times we had in that house.. =/ oh well, at least our sisterly bond grew and matured these past couple of months and i thank God for giving us those two months.. he has blessed me with two BEAUTIFUL, intelligent, loving sisters... i woudn't trade you guys for anything or anyone else.. you're MY sisters. me and lil carlito will be waiting for you.. hurry back.. you girls be good.. take care.. have fun.. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH! call me and text me.. dont forget about us here.. you girls are beautiful.. dont let anyone tell you different... always pray! ok... be good.. "you are my sisters, my strength, and my pride, only god may know why.. but i will get by.."

to all my cousins in LBC_ now that trysha and marcy are gone, i feel like i am not gonna see you anymore, but i will.. jackie! you better pick me up.. if not, you better tell jobo!! LoL.. wow.. spending time with you guys after so0o long has been fun.. all the secrets, talks, nights "kickin it" in the garage.. haha.. aww.. awesome times!! despite slight drama and LIKE triangles, it was still a blast kicking it with you guys.. you "mugs" are CRAZEEE!! jk.. i miss you all.. see you soon at sportsfest.. call me... i love you guys!! all of you!!!


ok.. gonna update..

well, on wednesday ika came over.. we hung out.. mom came and we went to practice.. YUP! 5-11!!! it was cool.. tiring.. but good. i duno.. drama.. but whatever..

thursday_ hung out all day. ika cam over.. hung out.. planned stuff.. hahhaha.. chismissed! =) aww twin.. i love you! went to practice at assumption.. HOT!!! fun though.. drama in the car.. talked to my ate.. aww.. i love you! mrs. p's house.. home..

friday_ woot woo!! hahha.. woke up early and my dad took my sisters and i to long beach.. hung out at jobo's.. jobo dropped us off at cal state long beach for, yup, THE WARPED TOUR!!! hahha.. it was me, trysha, marcy, erica, jackie, dino, nikko, justin, dustin, bruce, and randy... we walked everywhere and got tix.. only justin, randy, trysha and i went though.. saw the last of sum 41's performance.. watched talib kweli and mos def! walked around.. bla.. saw some other bands.. rufio! got sunburned.. saw peeps from school.. got to see simple plan! woohoo! didnt get to see the ataris OR the used though.. boohoo... huh trysh? oh well, we had fun.. at 6:30 we got picked up.. hung out at jobo's with everyone.. cry-fest.. aww.. sadness.. got home.. ate.. showered.. then, surprise!! jackie, justin, dustin, and nikko came.. they slept over.. we hung out all night. talked.. LoL.. fun times..

saturday_ after getting about 5 hours of sleep, i got my nails done. showered.. got ready and headed to san gabriel civic auditorium.. got there before 11:30.. twin twin saved me a spot in the dressing room.. put my stuff away and went to the stage... rehearsal didnt start till about twelve.. we went over a few dances. just blocked them though.. then rehearsal till 4:30.. ate.. then started with makeup.. fun stuff.. done at about 6:15.. got dressed in the ciega costume.. went down. green room.. prayer.. then the show!!! wow.. it was awesome.. the lights, stage, people, everything. i feel like i danced my heart out... it was the best feeling.. it was so0o much fun.. after, said hi to everyone.. was surprised to see jobex, darwin, and BRUDDER justine with a rose gram for me.. aww... they're sweet.. said hi to other people.. hahhha. then put stuff away.. at 10, my sister and i went to celine's... ate and hung out with everyone.. pictures.. awww.. it was cool!! my sister had fun too.. hung out in celine's room with alyssa, jay, rina, jo-ann, mig, and my ate.. fun stuff.. i was REALLY tired though.. awww.. baby! i had so0o much fun.. you're the best. i love you!!! hahah.. went home at around 3:00.. went to my dad's.. everyone was asleep already. damn ga**a! hahaha.. jk.. slept at 5:00..

sunday_ [no sea-breeze!! =(] woke up to my cousins "regulating" and "parking" it.. hahah... it was so0o early!! oh man.. crazy stuff.. hung out till 3:00.. then went to the grocery with the family and my grandma.. she bought a LOT of food and snacks or my sisters and my aunt... home.. ate.. hung out.. kuya mark cme over.. shopped a little.. ate together.. hung out.. one more day.. =(

today_ woke up early.. went to the noon mass at st. basil's.. home.. packed their stuff.. auntie esther, dino, perry, and angel came and said bye.. then kuya mark and matt came.. ate.. hung out.. talked.. then around 5:00, we said, well, THEY said their goodbyes.. it was a tear-fest.. it was sad.. then my dad' friends came to take their stuff.. we went in our car with our brother and went to the airport.. "sweetest goodbye!" hung out and waied for uncle m.. then SURPRISE!! the cousins came.. just jackie, erica, lisa, justin, dustin, auntie joy, auntie sue, and uncle joel.. it was fun!! hung out. talked.. laughed.. and as 9:30 approached, everyone got all quiet.. watery eyes.. then at 9:30, we went down and said our goodbyes.. i cried my eyes out.. how i miss them.. =/ well.. then we said bye.. and as we got in the car, i got a phone call from my very awesome boyfriend.. good timing babe! talked.. he comforted me.. got home. and cried more.. till i couldnt cry anymore.. here i am.. missing my sisters.. my cousins.. my friends..

.... speaking of friends, my tag board..! *MA*!! i will write soon.. miss you... love you! neece!! i miss yoU!! your sister are all here.. just chillin.. waiting for someone to organize something.. so you lazy butts [mocha, tin, nikki, rj] call me!! call each other.. LoL.. miss you all!! ten!! i need your new cell number! i didnt save it!! miss you sexy!! pat and dusty.. you guys didnt go to the show.. i am mad!! hahah.. jk.. i miss you "junkies!" call me.. hey jonathan!! PATNAH!! LoL.. wow. the show was fun! we were GOOD!! LoL.. what do u need to ask me? email me.. =) hi to ms. jo-ann.. danielleeeee!! i miss you pretty girl.. hope you're doing well.. hi to ate nikki! hi to everyone else!! hi miguel.. miss you!! muuah! love you! hi twin twin! amanda lee!! call you soon... hi to all the loyola boys.. we'll plan another night of fun.. hahah and then we can do the CIRCLE! =) hi to all my immac girlies whom i havent talked to in forever!! sissy raptor, jasmine, mel, erika, kc.. i miss you all!!! love you guys... call me.. kultura friends.. see you guys soon.. and everyone else.. miss you.. enjoy your summer!

Wednesday, July 9

I'm sorry if i did something wrong
I'm sorry if i said something and u took it seriously
I'm sorry if i turned you down
I'm sorry if i embarassed you
I'm sorry if I annoyed you
I'm sorry if I ruined your day
I'm sorry if i was gone too long
I'm sorry i didnt send you a birthday card
I'm sorry if i made you cry
I'm sorry if i made up a lie
I'm sorry if i broke your heart
I'm sorry if i wasn't acting smart
I'm sorry for everything i did wrong
I really am.

man.. today was FUN!! jackie and jobo picked my sisters, me, and randy up.. we went to jobo's house.. justin, dustin, pj, erica, bruce were all there.. we hung out.. then went across the street to the park and we had our own picnic and bbq.. it was dope.. just chillin.. i dunno.. hung out all night.. WENT and did a lil illegal... hahah.. jk.. drove!! thanks BOO-KIE! i dunno.. everyone's chillin in the garage right now.. but just wanted to say hi.. ok.. byeeee!

Tuesday, July 8

long time no blog!!! geeez.. so0o much has been going on.. well.. i last blogged on june 29.. umm.. well..

watched the hulk on friday.. with kuya mark and sisters..

saturday.. practice.. hulk with mig, dar, jason, jobex, and jaiseth.. hahah.. ummm.. then home..

sunday.. performance at the gall with patty, ika, and jo-ann.. hung out with jonathan, jo-ann, and james.. and lil jo-ann too.. home.. church.. got dropped off at long beach.. hung out with all the cousins.. marcy, trysh, roxy, erica, ed, lisa, dim, jackie, and jobo.. stayed up and talked.. slept..

monday_ woke up. helped a lil with lisa's cleaning.. randy and bruce picked up me and trysh.. watched charlie's angel's at LBTC.. hahah. ate.. lisa's.. went out with al the cousins.. again.. then randy's house. slept..

tuesday_ umm. i dont remember.. hahah. hung out again..

wednesday_ hung out again.. went to practice.. went out with mig after and went to watch T-3. wow.. everything else after was awesome.. I LOVE YOU MIG!!!

thursday_ i dunno..

friday_ HAPPY 4th oF JULY!! went to LBC.. hung out with the cousins.. went to tarzana after some slight drama.. its all good though.. hung out again.. fun stuff.. slept at randy's..

saturday_ got picked up at jackie's.. went to practice.. wow.. LONG.. hot.. tiring.. after, went to denny's with celine, janice, jonathan, jo-ann, james, chris, lisa, reggie, tita lits, peter paul, jill, and gavin!! haha.. fun stuff.. went to ms. beautiful janice's after.. watched the ring.. fun stuff... home...

sunday_ trysh, marcy, and randy came from LBC.. hung out..

monday_ HAPPY TEN MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!! woohoo.. i love you! i dunno.. hung out.. ate... went to practice with twin at tita celia's... practiced... blah.. home.. hung out with randy and sisters..

today_ i am at randy's house right now.. man.. PJ is a cutie.. hahahhaa.. oh well.. blog later...

hi mi mejor.. sorry i didnt write back.. i will soon. my mom was selling tix thats why.. sorry.. dont worry. you know she loves mig.. SISTERS!! nikki and mocha.. we need to go out.. RJ is back.. neecey.. i love you and miss you.. man.. i guess that's all.. man.. i love miguel! hahah.. bye y'all!!

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