Wednesday, July 31

i am so0o0o tired. grrr...i just added sam to my blog stalk links thing. LoL. just checked my mail. OMFG! melannie! why the hell do you write so much!??! LoL. thanks though, miller! i love you. i will email you back. i have SO0o0oOO much to tell you!!!! :O thanks ale, my sexy gurl, for your lil daily email.

well, yesterday was cool. i stayed online pretty much the whole day and dl songs. can u believe i have dl 100 songs in 3 days?! how crazy is that. haha. can u say NO LIFE? jk jk.

ummm yesterday rachel and her ate picked me up at 2:30 and we went to volleyball. there were people there already..ate jamie, grapes, erika, jasmine [both], rachel, annie, ale, nikki, anna, nicole, janelle, nancy...oh yeah. roma! haha. i think that was it. it was coool. there was food. ate a lot! cookies, pizza, soda! grapes gave me her books yesterday! thanks varsity! now who is willing ot sell me their algebra II book?! darn..yeah. ate jamie gave me a card and when i went to change it was gone! *gasp* who took it? did anyone see it?! someone please tell me they have it. coach better have it. if they threw it away i am gonna be HELLA mad! i saw the front of the card and it said, i'm glad you're my sister...ahhhh! :/ so i changed out of my nice clothes and got ready to play. it was fun. we played like 7 on 7..and slowly people stopped playing and started harassing coach jason. well, mostly me. haha. we were talking about "boys." he thinks we are too young. whatever. it was coolio. we stayed till like 5:00. oh yeah. thanks ale for the "thing." it really helped! niceeeeeee! ummm...so after practice, mr. chau came and said we had to leave. hhaha. i harassed him too! he is scared of me or something. oh well. so i changed. left. said bye to everyone. oh yeah, before we left, we took like pictures. haha.

so my mom and i went over to glendale. we went to abercrombie first..haha. i bought a new skirt! yay! then we went to the newly opened american eagle outfitters. got a pair of shorts. we walked across to forever 21. why the hell does it always smelll like rotten fries in there?! yeeech. haha. i tried on a few things. bought a couple of dresses. cute ones! then we walked around. i was meeting chris p there..waited for him to come. went to rampage. tried on a whole mess of shiet that i knew i wasn't gonna buy. my mom just wanted to see how they looked. ummm..i got a couple of shirts from there. that was it. chris called and said he was coming. i was looking at purses and a voice says, do you need help with anything? ahhaa. it was chris. i got all scared and took the purse and hit him. oops. so my mom gave me $10..she didn't know i still had $25! haha.

so chris and i walked over to the marketplace. some hot white guy asked me to take his stress test. he introduced himself to me and chris. the test was NOT working. he was like, what are you thinking rite now? i was like, i wanna go watch my movie. him: yeah. it doesn't work if you are rushed or something. let me do it on your friend chris while you buy tix. i went to the line. they were only playing four movies. so chris comes over a couple second later. he didn't wanna take it the test thing. he had left his visor with the guy, so he had to get it back. as the guy was getting another helpless victim, chris ran and got his visor. we ran into sam goody and walked out through the back. we walked to the other theatre. nothing good was showing there either. we were late for all the movies..it was almost 8:00 and the movies all started at 7:40...so we sat around and talked. couldn't make up our minds. walked back to the marketplace. sat on the benches and just talked. bought some boba. walked back. bought our tickets for the 9:00 showing of goldmember. we had like 15 minuts to kill, so chris decides he wants to spit his boba down at people who were walking. he didn't get anyone. haha. at 9:00 we went in. that movie sucked! i mean, it was ok here and there. some funny parts..but it wasn't all that. ummm..yeah. that was fun. when the movie was over, we just stayed and talked. we were the only people in there. after half an hour, the usher person came in and we left. he had to pee and the bathrooms were closed. so we walked to the parking lot. i stood on the bridge while he made pee..haha. umm..stayed and talked on the ledge thing for like 15 minutes. then tita odette came. we went down. they drove me around to the front. said bye. went home. got home at like 12:10 i think. watched a tagalog movie with my mom. went to sleep at like 2:30. what a day huh?! it was a lot of fun... :D ok..gonna email mel back!

Tuesday, July 30


umm..isnt this thing so cute?! well, this is for all my friends especially miller!

Monday, July 29

i am writing this just cause...well, we never know what is gonna happen in the future you know? i was just talking to will...and some crazy shit happened to him..well, read this [x]. yeah. he was telling me all this stuff..like, i am glad ur my friend. if something were to happen, know i love you and shit like that. so i want to let all my friends know that if i were to unexpectedly leave or something happened, know that i love you guys. i dunno...there would be a whole shietload i would wanna say to you, but i dunno. too much to write. so yeah. i guess that is all... *sigh*

i am home..finally! ahhh...so tired. cramping...don't feel so hot. :/ well, today i basically did NOTHING. i was bored off my butt and just dl songs. i watched passions...theresa is alive now?! whaaaaaaaaat?! haha. i dunno. hmm..i tried helping steve with his blog, but it wouldn't publish or whatever. hmm...my mom came at like 4:00 and we went to costco. she got me ravioli, crackers, and 2 boxes of fruit snacks! haha. then we ate..saw steve. said hi. saw mr. chau too! haha..i was like, MR. CHAU!!!!!! and he turns around, says hi, and quickly scurries away. haha. we left. went to the hospital. it was like, 6:00 when we got there. stayed with grampy and my uncle henry for a while. left at 7:00. went to my grandma's...chit chatted. rented videos..talked to kc who is in vegas! lucky girl! then we went home..and here i am..gonna end this post now..byeeeee.

pictures taken from amanda's nice picturetrail gallery..


what a pretty picture huh? well, this was from eryne's party..
darlene erika me miller :: amanda tiffanee ika

Sunday, July 28


look at my pretty sister ashley! i dunno. just felt like putting that up there. isn't she so beautiful?!

anyways, i am tired. i just got home. talking to ring sister ashley about stuff. haha she is sooo funnie! today was a lot of fun. i was up till like 3:00 last nite. i talked to coach, chris, and steve...mel too! haha. it was cool. umm..went to sleep and woke up at 8:00. got ready. left with jen, tita estee, and my mom. we went to lmu. we got there at like 10:00. waited in the car for a while. at 1:00 we went inside the chapel. saved seats. jen and i were in charge of doing the name tags for people and stuff. hmm..i dunno. it was cool. kc and tita cheryl came. we sat together. kevin and his family sat in front of us. mass started. saw my bf father gard! hahaah. it was coolio. the singing was like OMG! it was soi0o0o0o good. seriously! there were like 10 solos sung throughout the whole mass and it was fun. kc wouldn't stop talking during mass though! LoL. dork! hmmm then mass was over. we ate korean bbq and filipino food with dessert....so0o0o YUMMY! i dunno. we hung out. walked around. saw this hot guy rite kc?! looked EXACTLY like michael chan without braces. yeah. i dunno. we played volleyball with alexa and christie..david, justin, and jordan..haha. it was cool. hmm....i dunno. we left at like 4:00..took a whole bunch of mother-daughter pictures, and other ones. then the ones with father gard!! oo0..haha. took a few with him. fun stuff. hmmm...this was like 4:00. we headed to the grove. chris called and said he wanted to meet up. i invited him and my tita to come to the grove. they said sure. they didn't end up coming though. hmm...we got to the grove. the 3 old ladies left us. we walked around. bought candy [chocolate covered raisins, chocolate covered gummy bears, watermelons, and apples]. kc ate ally my gummy bears! gay gurl! jk jk. had fun. took the train thing and sat on top! it was cool. walked everywhere. watched the fountain show. saw my band and my bf!! he is sooo cute! kc got two new phone covers. umm..RITE when we were leaving i spotted someone..it was RJ HELTON from american idol!

i was like, omg it is rj!! haha...so my mom calls tita estee and gets my camera. we all give him hugs. i was sooo excited i like hugged him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. he is so0o0o0 cute! his smile is adorbale! hahah we took pictures with him. we left. said goodbye to kc and tita cheryl. well, kaycee kay, i hope u had fun today. i mean, u finally got to see the grove, my bf father gard, my other bf in the band, and RJ!!!! it was fun rite?! well, thanks for coming! love u girly! ummi guess that is it. i am gonne end this now...byeeee....

so0o0o tired. i should be asleep resting up for the big church picnic tomorrow, but i am still up. listening to coco lee's i will be your friend. i remember when raina sang that at jackie's debut..how pretty! *memories* anyways, today was pretty LONG! i dunno. my mom and i went to the hospital. i actually got to see him this time. it sucked so much. he looked like shit. i mean, not to be mean or whatever, but he looked sick. he had tubes in him everywhere. he couldn't even talk. he would whisper and stuff, but we didn't understand a word. it was so sad. i was crying. i couldn't kiss him anywhere near his face cuz there were tubes everywhere. so i kissed his hand and we left. we went to cerritos. saw people. ate. hung out with my uncle [who is 20] and mark. uncle john paul told me he knew one of my friends. it was ten! LoL. crazy! i dunno. we got bored so we went to brea mall. hung out. chilled. walked around for a while. went back to the house. ate. saw some of my cousins from san bernardino. i am an auntie. LoL. i mean, i have been for a while, but yeah. a new one! my 17 year old cousin laurie had a baby boy. geeebus. so young. my cousin marie who is like 21 has a 4 year old boy, and my cute cousin chris who is 23 has a baby girl! LoL. saw all these people today. it was coolio. hmm..saw sister candy today! yay! i have missed her. err..went online. talked to kc on da fone. talked to nicole, ten, dustin, and some other peeps online. hmm...i dunno what else. it was coool. left around 12:30..

Saturday, July 27

just got out of the shower. i just checked my messages too...ika left me a message. she left! NO! my twin is gone. i didn't even get to stay up and answer her call. i guess i was tired. well, i pray she and her family have a safe trip.

ahhhh! i lost the chastity ring my mom gave me...shieeeeeeet! :/

oh yeah! yesterday, i talked to *ma,* nikki!!! awwwww...we talked. there were tears. hopefully i can see her on monday. i am praying for her... :/ i miss you *ma*!!!! i love you! she says hi to all her ghetto gurls..her ladies in "dubG." haha.

i was just looking at the IH Barkada page. i think it is so00o cute. hopefully the friendships and friends i make at IH will end up like theirs! LoL...

today i am going to cerritos. my uncle is having a party at his house. there are some relatives that came from PI too. so i hope it is fun. maybe i can ask someone to take me to cerritos mall and meet up with mel. haha. jk jk. i dunno. well, i am gonna go now..byeee!

i am still up! ahh...i dunno. i had 3 hours of sleep last night. i have been active pretty much the WHOLE day, and i still am not sleepy. i am TIRED, but not sleepy. weird. i just finished making mel's slow jams mix rite now. LoL. just got off the fone with her. i am talking to miguel rite now. he just called me. he is bored in vegas...riiiite. haha jk. i made myself a cd and i finally did kc's! yay! *claps hands* they actually work this time too.

_TODAY_
-my religion final. it was pretty easy. not too hard.
-had LAST summer practice today. fun stuff. awww..
-talked to kaycee kay after practice and realized how much of a selfish, inconsiderate bitch i have been. :/
-went to boba delight with rj and her ate.
-they took me to point point. me and my mom got our nails done.
-go home. shower.
-go to the hospital.
-talk to mel.
-go to cerritos. eat. go home & check my messages from twin and mig.
-go online. talk to people. e-mail dani back.
-make cds.
-talk to my lil baterply at like 1:30 in da morning.
-dl songs.

that is basically what i did today. i am gonna try and stay up till like 4:30 and call ika. she is gonna be leaving around that time for italy! have a safe trip girl. i am praying till the day you come back safely! have fun with ur family and ading eryne. take care!!! behave over there! love you! hehe. and i am sorry i couldn't go with you, tiff, or amanda and everyone else. i am glad you guys had fun. [u DID have fun rite?] haha. well, tiff, we should go out before summer ends. let's go to VE! :p hmm...one weekend ok? mel, you ARE one of my best friends you dork! how can you think that?! you are so0oo gay sometimes miller. you are my little baterply forever and ever ok?! i love you! thanks for your hella long messages! remember what we talked about today? ::hush, hush:: LoL...i am gonna blog for u now that u are in cerritos ok?! haha...:D *smile like mig* rosie, i hope you had fun today. talk things out ok? kaycee, hope you had fun today with the DFZ's... :p hmm...i dunno. i have to go now. i am tired...

Friday, July 26

i am home...just finished taking a shower. gonna go out with my mom...i dunno. whatever. just checked my mail and the only reason i am blogging cuz of a special friend of mine. she is so awesome and i love her. i am glad she is part of my life and i wanna say thank you to her. danielle! girl, you are too sweet. thanks for the e-mail. i mean, i wish everyone could read and see how special it is. every word you said definitely made me feel better...well, i just wanna know that i am always here to return the favor. you are the best dani. i love you!!!

here is part of the song she included in the e-mail...
Tupac: Keep Ya Head Up...
But please don't cry, dry ya eyes
Never let up
Forgive but don't forget girl keep ya head up
And when he tells you you ain't nothin
Don't believe him
And if he can't learn ta love ya, you should leave him
Cuz sister you don't need him
Oooooh child things are gonna get easier
Oooooh child things are gonna get brighter

thanks girly girl...and thanks to everyone else who has been there to listen to me bitch and complain..kc, mel, erika, rj, neece...all of you. i love you!


grrr...s0o0 cold and tired here in business apps. well, kc and i did our powerpoint presentation today! it was ok. i fkd up. i laughed and stuff when i was reading. anyways, i just wanna say thank you for all the little talks/messages/letters from people...[mel, erika, ate jamie, rachel, justine, manda, miguel, and everyone else.] yeah. i dunno. i am like hiding the fact that my grandpa is dying, my life is fkd up, and i am hurting so that i can TRY and have fun today. whatever. i dunno. i just pray and pray that things will lighten up..i have a religion final after this..and then practice. home. nail appointment and hospital. then off to ika's..pick up my stuff. and i THINK glendale. hmm..not sure yet. anyways, gonna end this now. byeee everyone..

i am still up. my eyes are sore. i am tireed. don't know what to do. ? ......... :(

god...everything is sucking rite now. like MAJORLY. i just talked to erika a few minutes ago. she seemed really distressed. and so am i. rosie-i know u are going through rough times rite now. you know i am too. but dont let it get to you. i am glad you confided in me. know that i am always here for you ok? i love you so much. take care of yourself.

today started out ok. i mean. class was cool. i went to practice. that was fun. i did kc's hair. chilled with the usual peeps...annie..i dunno. aica's lil bro alan was there. such a cutie. we had practice. it was a lot of fun. HOT but fun. we scrimmaged the whole time and we even played a couple of games against varsity! fun stuff. after practice, i went to rj's house. we chilled. ate. had fun. i love you tootsie! we talked to joe and stuff. got a bajillion calls from john. grrrr. hmmm..then we started to pray the rosary. i actually prayed. i prayed to God. i asked him why was life so hard. why do i go thorugh so much shit. why do i go through it alone? why am i so empty inside? i dont know. in the middle of it, my mom came, so i left. we went home. i changed. cleaned up a bit. then we went to cerritos. visited some relatives. called ika, mel, darwin...i dunno. thanks eryne for the letter! mel, thanks for talking. and darwin, have fun tomorrow. tita odette called me too. asked me to go out with her son, chris. i said maybe. so i called him. he was going to cw. i dunno if i am going. ? so yeah. whatever. i dunno. so we left cerritos at around 10. on the way home, my mom and i were talking. i opened up to her about everything. about all my guy problems. we talked about my grandpa who was moved to ICU this morning. he is dying. we both know it. that's why all his brothers and sisters are here. i told her how lonely i was. i miss my sisters and my dad soo much. i have so much trouble with myself. we just started crying. i cried all the way home. all i could do was pray. i prayed that maybe God would end all my miseries. i get home. go online. talk to kc, dani, chris, justine...and yeah. hmm..thanks justine for the great advice. kc, u better tell me. i am sorry dani! thanks for listening and talking though! and chris... i dont know what to say. i am crying my eyes out rite now. and it isn't because of my "guy problems." well, it is..but on top of that, i have other shit to deal with. and i SERIOUSLY have NO clue whatsoever what to do. i know i have so many people i can turn to, but i dont know. it is so hard. what do i do?

Thursday, July 25

god...everything is sucking rite now. like MAJORLY. i just talked to erika a few minutes ago. she seemed really distressed. and so am i. rosie-i know u are going through rough times rite now. you know i am too. but dont let it get to you. i am glad you confided in me. know that i am always here for you ok? i love you so much. take care of yourself.

today started out ok. i mean. class was cool. i went to practice. that was fun. i did kc's hair. chilled with the usual peeps...annie..i dunno. aica's lil bro alan was there. such a cutie. we had practice. it was a lot of fun. HOT but fun. we scrimmaged the whole time and we even played a couple of games against varsity! fun stuff. after practice, i went to rj's house. we chilled. ate. had fun. i love you tootsie! we talked to joe and stuff. got a bajillion calls from john. grrrr. hmmm..then we started to pray the rosary. i actually prayed. i prayed to God. i asked him why was life so hard. why do i go thorugh so much shit. why do i go through it alone? why am i so empty inside? i dont know. in the middle of it, my mom came, so i left. we went home. i changed. cleaned up a bit. then we went to cerritos. visited some relatives. called ika, mel, darwin...i dunno. thanks eryne for the letter! mel, thanks for talking. and darwin, have fun tomorrow. tita odette called me too. asked me to go out with her son. i said maybe. so i called him. he was going to cw. i dunno if i am going. ?

i am finished with my business apps final! yay! not toooo hard now. :) i hope i did well.

yesterday_during religion, we finally watched the 13 minute abortion video. it was like 13 minutes in hell. that video was sooo disgusting and degrading. they SHOWED the actual abortion-taking out of the baby with tools. before they did the abortion, they showed lil pictures of the baby inside. so precious. then they show the doctors ripping the baby limb from limb like it was bbq or sumthing. it was so0o sad. i was speechless. i didn't cry, although i felt like it. how can anyone be so cruel and kill a living being that they have nursed in their own body..?! ahhh...people cried. that totally sucks. ahhh...anyways, after skool, i went to kc's. we ate yummy tuna quesadillas..watched tv. she went online. i did my reflection paper. i went to sleep. woke up around 6:00..early huh? yay! hmm..we played ddr. she went online. talked to people. i talked to ritz last night. d0rkus. he mite go on sunday..yay! can't wait to see my brother. LoL. yeah. then we watched american idol. i canNOT believe christina was part of the bottom 3. crazy! poor aj. got cut. i loved when they sang california dreamin'...all the leaves are brown...haha. justin looked s0o0o hot with his beanie! hmmm...then i left around 10:00...went to sleep. got a late night call from mig. no worries. thanks! hmm...woke up this morning to my stepdad's voice. he was telling me that my grandpa was put in icu this morning. :( i pray he gets better. oh well. got to skool kinda early today. saw bernice's mommy. chilled with the usual peoples. got a call from chris AND his mom...haha. and rosie, i love your album! it is cuuute! anyways, today, we have practice. hope it is fun. then i get to leave half an hour early, visit my grandpa and get my nails done! so yeah..i guess that's all for now. byeeeeee!

Wednesday, July 24

morning! hmmm...i am in business apps rite now. kc and i are finishing up our power point. she is s0o0o good at it. LoL. ::yawn:: i am soo tired! ahhh!

yesterday_hmm...after school, kc and i walked to the auditorium..changed and chilled with annie. watched varsity practice. ate some of rj's and kc's food. thanks! hmm...mel and bernice saw my "lover." haha gay gurls. said hi to bernice's mom. watched varsity. "argued" with kc. she is such a GAY girl! LoL. i dunno. then we had practice. it was a lot of fun. we just played most of the time. hmm..at 4:30, kc and i changed and got ready. my mom was there when we were done, and we went to darwin's house. we got there at like 5:00. we chilled for a little bit. people were already there. chris m, chris p, erika, jessika, and another guy...i dunno. so we ate yummy food. tito dante came and we surprised him. haha. he is so cute. i dunno. we al chilled in darwin's room. other people that came-derek, brian, jp, diana...i think that is it..we watched tv and played gay games. talked. i dunno. talked to ika for a while yesterday. no more dailies! :( cingular charges tooo much. oh well. twin, if ur reading this, this will be ur daily. hmm..i am glad i got to talk to you. but i am still coRnfused as ever! help! argh...call you later ok? and give me more details about friday. have fun today! talk to you later. i love you mucho girly! :D yeah. hmm..i dunno. last night was pretty much kick back and chillax. darwin did his hw like a good boy while 10 or more people laughed and made noise in his room. good job. haha. we watched american idol too. niceee!!! it was coolio. kc, chris, and jp are gay! haha. "poke ur tit." nerds. i dunno. mike and mark were scared of me. well, just mike. awww...haha but when he was leaving he gave me a BIG hug! yay! darwin even had a picture of us from his and crystelle's party. it was 11:00..chris p had just left with my tita.. and darwin and tito boy were still playing poool, so we took pictures...then after darwin and tito boy finished their game of pool, we left. it was about 11:15. so kc, tito boy, and my mom walked to our cars. we left. got home at 11:30. and yeah. fun night. today, i am going to kc's. yay. we are gonna do makeover magic on each other. hahahah. jk jk. today in religion we get to watch a video on abortion too! coolio! ok..that's all. gonna go...byeeeeee!


hot guy!!! ^

Tuesday, July 23

i just wanna say thanks to all the people who left messages on my chatterbox...hmm..last one was from mel, rachel, neece, joy, ate himee...hmmm..i think that is all. thanks!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRYSHA!!!

my sister trysha in the philippines is 14 today! yay! miss you girl.

in computer class. kinda cold...brrr..kc and i are working on our power point for friday. kinda fun. LoL. hmmmm..she is freaking out over these backgrounds she found...d0rkus!

yesterday_went to religion. interesting lecture. our eggsperiment ended yesterday.. :( i am sad. i still have lana anne. i am not throwing her away. i am gonna keep her! throwing her away would be like giving her up for adoption. watched a video called, children of children..it was about teenage pregnancies and stuff...scary stuff! after school-went to kc's house..we ate burger king. yummy stuff. got ika's message. thanks twin! friday ok?! for sure! we went online. talked to people. then we got bored and decided to play with all her makeup. hahahah. that was FUNny!! haha. we went crazy. we took pictures with my camera and stuff. so yeah. you guys can see when i get them developed. we watched tv. i fell asleep on her bed at like 3:30...i woke up at 7:15 i think...in the middle of friends. so we watched that. then we ate food. did our hw. played volleyball. my mom came. we went online. watched fear factor and some of dog eat dog. talked to miguel. hmm...then we played ddr. whew! what a workout. then i went home at like 9:40. got home. went straight to jen's house. carlos was braiding her hair. haha..it looked goo0o0od! he is gonna do my hair on thursday. yay! LoL. hmmm...talked to people online..chris, darwin, greg, david...i dunno. no one was really on. so i talked to them. hmmm....made plans with greg and darwin last nite. hahaha...nerd. then i left jen's house. went home. changed. went to sleep. woke up at 6:00 this morning. took a shower. picked out clothes for today. packed my volleyball stuff. got rachel's bag...watched tv. left my dailies. went to school. chilled with mel, bernice, and rj..went to class. and now we are still working on our power point. after school, we have practice...kc and i are staying till 4:30. then my mom is gonna come and we are gonna go to dar's to surprise tito dante. i get to see my bf's mike and mark!! haha. and yeah. i guess that is all. gonna go help kc now...

oh yeah...yesterday, my ate got into a car accident..well, she was stuck in traffic and some stupid idiot hit her HARD from behind, and her car's fkd up..she went to the hospital. she got a neck brace and she is sore. poor little girl. she is sooo tiny too! WAY tinier than me! so yeah. hope she gets better... :/

Monday, July 22

yay! i am blogging! grrr..it is so0o0o cold this morning. i am in computer class. didn't get to blog yesterday about saturday OR yesterday...so here it is..

saturday_ HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ERIKA & DARWIN
ended up going to citywalk with my mom and tita estee. we watched men in black II. it was pretty good. first one was better! then we theater hopped and went next door to watch k19 the widowmaker...GOOD movie!! it was awesome! i cried.. :( oh well. they wanted to watch another movie, but i wanted to leave. so we left and my ate called. she wanted me to come to valley and go to a party with her. so we decided to meet up at the grove. NO reception at citywalk. got a message from ika..and kaycee. twin was still at the grove. so we go to the grove. we immediately go to abercrombie. call ika. see jessica and david. ika comes over with chris and kristina. nicole was there too...with seang...? right?! haha...tiff was shopping at nordstrom's! so we talked for a little bit. i try on some clothes. bought a couple pair of pants and a pink shirt. my ate called and said she was there. just as i was leaving, i see two heads hiding. i recognized amanda and jason's hat! so i go over, we say hi...i had to go. and NO! amanda! i didn't get to see my band.. :( so i walk to farmers market. look for my sister. finally see her. my mom and tita estee say hello. we leave. we go to andy's house...her bf! yay! haha..they are back together. so we go there. it is about 7:00. she takes a shower and gets ready. so i get ready too. hmm..a couple of andy's friends come over..mike, jubel, and cuervo...haha. then ava comes. we leave for the party at like 9:30..we get there at about 9:45..it is all the way in simi valley. we get there and just sit. there are like a bajillion guys, and like 10 girls. haha. LOTS of booooze..andy was having FUN! haha. ava, my ate, and i just sit and talk. look for hot guys..not too many. LoL. andy's younger friends, pink [he turns pink when he skates] and daniel, like my age, were supposed to come, but they didn't. oh wells. andy c ame over and got me some smirnoff. nothing strong. just lemonade and a bit of alcohol. no biggie. then he comes over with a huge bottle of hennesy and gives me some. my sister was like, what r u doing? and he was like, don't worry, she is old enough. haha. before we came to the party, he told me to tell everyone i was 18..they believed me. then he is like, now you are old enough to drink..i had a LITTLE..i wasn't wasted or whatever. my sister drank water cuz she was driving. i dunno. that party was crazy! people having sex [yeeeech], drinking, people getting high right in front of my face...and then there was a fight. then some guy comes out with a bat. nothing happend though...whew! we left the house at 2:30..got a text message from ika...called her back...awwww...miguel called, but our conversation was cut short cuz our pizza came!!! yummmy! so i was supposed to call back at 12:15, but i didn't..i tried calling back at 1:30, but his fone was off. so i decided to call someone who would talk to me and was awake. i called chris. haha. he thought i was wasted and MADE me sing the abc's for him. dork! i dunno. i dunno. then at 2:00 we were getting ready to leave, but ended up sitting in front of the fireplace waiting for andy. so we FINALLy leave. get to his house at like 2:45...borrow a shirt [that he ended up giving me] and some boxers. so i slept on the floor.

sunday_miller woke me up..[note: miller is a dog! not mel! LoL..] it was like 9:30. my ate was up. she wanted to go to rite aid and buy stuff...so we eat some breakfast. go online for a bit. check our email...man..andy has CABLE and that shiet is fast!!! haha..at 11:00 we go to rite aid..we stay there for like an hour..i bought a shaver, shaving cream, a power bar, and a toothbrush. talked to kc. my sister bought some other shiet. so we leave at 12:00...we get ready for the birthday party for her boss. oh yeah! she is a teacher at the preschool in santa monica now! how cool! and she works part time at jo-ann's fabrics in the valley. LoL...i get done at like 1:15...i go into andy's room and she is just laying there with him watching tv..i was like, heeeeellO!! your party is at 2:00! so she gets up. she is done by like 2:15. andy got ready too..he was gonna go skating with some friends. so we leave. traffic on the 405 all the way to the 10...we get to her boss' 50th bday party at 3:15..it was ok. kinda ehh cuz i knew no ONE! it was ok i guess. played with this cute baby..awww..i dunno. we stayed till 5:30..went on the moon bounce for a couple of minutes. haha. went to andy's..traffic again. got to his house at 6:45...my ate took a nap. i watched tv..he came home around 7:55...they watched simpsons for a while. hahah..funny stuff. homer got high! LoL..then we go eat dinner at chili's..yummmmy! we were done at 10:00...pink [andy's skate bud who is MY age] called and said he left his wheels in andy's car. so we drove to the skate park across the street from northridge mall and looked for him. not there. go back to his house. get my stuff. we leave..fell asleep in the car. got home at 11:00. chris called at like 11:30...talked to him for a while..went to sleep at 1:00...woke up at 6:00..got ready..left my dailies..got to school. chilled with mel, rj, and bernice..here i am..bored..and HUNGRY!!! well, that's all..i am gonna blog later...hahha...this is pretty long huh? well, thanks for reading!!

Saturday, July 20

good morning... ::yawn:: i am sleeeepy. hmm..what am i doing today? i THINK i am going to the grove to meet up with ika and everyone, but i dunno.

yesterday_hmm..after school we had practice..that was a lot of fun! i mean, we didn't run that much or whatever. we just scrimmaged and played queen of the courts. after practice i did ale's hair. we did it in the little room where the vending machines were. nikki was there on the fone with nino. kc was just there..LoL. then coach jason came over and talked to us. haha. he gave us lectures and stuff bout guys since nikki was talking to nino and shiet. he told me not to mess around with guys, GIRLS, cousins, and shiet like that. he told nikki to play with guys her own age. he told ale to like not think about guys period. AND kc was all angelic. so he was like, good job kc. hahah...such a gay guy..haha. hope alessandra had fun at old town! then kc, tito boy, and i went to rite aid and got ice cream. [[ oh yeah! thanks ate hi-mee for my letter! i love you! have a nice weekend! ]] we went to her house. we changed and stuff. i fell asleep again! woke up at like 6:00 or something and we were off to the media center. we got there, bought our tix for the movie, and kc and i walked to the candy store. we went to the movies. hahaha...SCARY movie!!! halloween resurrection is scary!! i was like screaming and kc had her eyes closed! hahah. it was funny though. in some parts. after that we went to cpk and ate. it was my first time to eat there. haha it was fun. yummy. haha i knocked my glass over and it banged against the table and all the ice fell on the floor. geeebus. i was so embarassed!!! so we went back to her house. we listened to complicated and for all time so many times! we got to her house. my mom was driving around. she came. we watched tv. she went online. i talked to ika and darwin. haha. darwin was in glendora with my bf's! hopefully i see them soon! ;) i hope darwin is feeeling better after EVERYTHING... :/ then at like 11:20 we went home. got home, changed and went to sleep. so here i am..dl songs..bored. talking to kc. just got off the fone with mel. hahah..ur funnie! ok..gonna go..

Friday, July 19

so many babies dying! first carrie's...her mommy dropped it. diana tripped or something and her baby died. yesterday, annie's twins died in the bathroom. kc killed diyoe's baby yesterday. now janet's baby is like half dead or something! haha...that sucks..

just wanted to say hi to ate jamie, ate ashley, and sam! hahah..i mean, you guys only read this if your names are mentioned! jk jk. well, nice seeing you guys yesterday! hopefully i can see you guys on tuesday! take care of yourselves this weekend and behave!!! i love ALL of you EQUALLY!!!

ate jamie_hiiii-meeeeee! i still owe you a letter! tuesday! i promise!!! i am sorry...well, have fun with my little sister annie! love you!

ate ashley_hey hey hey assss!!! well, u are looking pretty today! is it cuz you are gonna go somewhere? seeeee SOMEONE?!?! LoL..haha. have fun! take care pinsan! behave!!!! :p

sam_lana! grapes! varsity! LoL. so many names for you! geeeeez! haven't read YOUR blog in a while, but i will. have fun this weekend and i will see you next week. hmmm...how are your hot boiiiis?!!? when am i gonna do your bootyful hair?! take care!

errr...i am in business apps rite now...a little BORED. hungry. tired. i slept late last night...i was up studying for religion and eating! at 1:00, i was hungry, so i got up and made scrambled eggs. with rice. ketchup...yum! woke up and took a shower. left my dailes for ika and miguel. have fun both of you! and SMILE!!! :D got to school. sat at the tables with everyone. ehh..i dunno. went to class. the stupid computer wont play the cds i burned yesterday...gaaaaaaaay!!! oh well. i am gonna do ale's hair today...i dunno. go to practice and go home with kc..gonna go pay attention now..byeeee!!!

Thursday, July 18

ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!! i am soooo tired...and i dunno what to do. i mean...miguel's karaoke songfest is cancelled cuz of stuff. and don't worry you! it will all get better! i cant go to old town anymore cuz i told my mom i would go to mig's..and, plus, i dont have anyone to go with..shiet! well, i am still up. i didn't even call mel back. sorry miller! i am sooo tired. sleepy. but sleep is out of the question right now. i just finished miguel's cd and kc's cd. i downloaded 40 more songs today...geeeebus. it took me 7 cds to make TWO cds..what a waste.

today was ok...after school, rj and i walked to rite aid. we bought food. walked back. heated up my ravioli and rice. ate with caitlin and kc. went into the auditorium. chilled with annie and LIL erika. watched varsity practice. talked. i dunno. it was fun. we finally had practice. it was gay. practiced rotations...worked on defense and stuff. scrimmaged. ran lines. other crap. it was gay. whatever. after practice, i waited for tita cheryl to come..we sat outside with ale, kc, and my mom. went to my grandma's..ate. played with my baby brother! yay!! sooo big now..left after an hour. went home. dl songs. talked to nicole[dopeness], kc, chad, ika, and mel online. i dunno. talked to mel too....haha gay gurl! man..so much drama. and i dunno what's up with jason and darwin. i hope they work their shit out. seriously..friendships are often ruined by petty, childish, and/or stupid fights. so i pray that those two are guided to choosing the right decision...anyways, i am so0o0o coRnfused about a whole mess of shiet..and i dunno what to do! grrrrrrr....i am TRYING to study rite now, but it is impossible to do...so much to read! i just talked to miguel...and he seems distressed about everything. so am i...oh well. i am gonna go...lateeerrz....

Wednesday, July 17

edited @ 8.46 pm

i am at the mall with kc...hahah...

that was yesterday. after school, kc and i went to the mall. her dad took us and we ate steak escape. yummy. we walked around and got a bunch of stares with our babies. oh well. then we went to jcpenney and had our interview. it was cool. we got to go into the general offices upstairs and went into like his office. the interview was great and he helped us a lot. so we left. neece called me. she was leaving rj's house. so we walk around and stuff. we see danielle, nikki, audrey, francine, miguel, and two of his friends. we talk to them for a while. they look at our babies. then we say bye. we walk around and neece calls us. we see her outside build a bear with rachel. we wait with them and walk around. we go to the zone to see if lil foot is there. he wasn't, but nino was. he was doing ddr. he was pretty good too. LoL. we go walk around and look for stores that rachel and neece can interview. we go to the iMAC store..the apple computer one. it was cool! hahha. al the nice clear computers. we went online and talked to people. got an e-mail reply from amanda. thanks girly! neece went on aim. rachel interviewed some guy there. we left. walked around. i dunno. then neece, rachel, and ate badette left. so kc and i walked around while we waited for her mom. we left at like 4:30 or somehting. we got to her house. watched the ending of moesha. sad stuff! i fell asleep [as usual] and woke up at around 7:05 when it was time to eat. we went to tommy's and got food. we went to mccambridge park in burbank and ate at the park. kc and i then played on the playground for like 2 hours. it was fun! haha. i dunno. we did gay stuff. we were the biggest kids there too! then we walked to the pool and watched people have their lessons. skinny guys! LoL. we left. talked to mig for a lil bit. went to her house. it was like, 9:15. we watched american idol. poor jim and ej. oh wells. sorry for missing ur call darwin! then at 10 my mom and i left. we got home. i got this volleyball magazine in the mail. my mom and i looked at it for a while. then i went to sleep at like 11:00. woke up and checked my fone. text messages from ika and 1 missed call. awwwww...hey twin. i left u ur daily today, and i am so0o0o sorry i couldn't answer ur call. i hope u "sent" it. you have to call me! i still have to pick up my crap at ur house and we have to talk about saturday! we HAVE to go out and do our twin bonding before you leave next week! :/ so call me tonight..and if not, i will call you! so take care and have fun today!!! love u girl! and oh yeah, darlene and i were wondering..what nationality is chris? UR friend, chris. nancy and theresa said italian.. ? haha ok.

this morning i got to school. looked at mica's pics. had a ladybug in my hair. thanks darlene! haha. i dunno. we just hung out and stuff. oh well. went to class and here i am. after school i am gonna walk to ten's house with dustin and HOPEFULLY rachel. then we have practice till 5:00. and then i go visit grampy at the hospital and then go home..yay! so i guess that's all..blog later...byeeeee...

oh yeah, my baby girl's name is LANA ANNE! haha.. :D

i am here at school..in computer class. hmm. i dunno. my tummy hurts. jenny gave me rotten fruit snacks...yeeeech. kc tried to hide my baby too! how gay! LoL. and she was so0o0o not discreet!

last nite_i downloaded 35 songs!! all in an hour or so. dsl is sooo cool. haha..i even talked to justine who now has dsl! haha..oh wells. i talked to chris and ale on shakira.com for an hour last nite. what funny people. it was cool cool. i also watched american idol last nite!!!!!! yay! simon was actually kinda nice, but not to jim..jim didnt sing well though. darn..oh well. his parents couldn't hear him anyways..haha jk. justin and tamyra were awesome!!! LoL...

Tuesday, July 16

ahhh! i am soooo tired. i just finished taking a shower. felt go0o0d!! omg..we got a dsl..i was like, signing on aol, and i hear no modem, and it signed on in like 5 seconds..and our fone line is free!!! how coolio! haha..sorry to all you people who already had cable/dsl..i am just soo amazed!

i am FINALLY a mom. a disappointed mom... :/ i gave "birth" at about 12:30 pm today to a blind baby girl. why? cuz i had chlamydia [STD] therefore affecting the health of my baby. so sad. i mean, i wanted a boy first of all..and my baby's blind!!! oh well..i love my baby. don't have a name yet. i mean, i was gonna name it haley alexia [kc!!], but i dunno. jamie...? ashley? haha...names of two of my greatest ates! err..i dunno. oh well. i will figure it out later.

well, after school, kc and i hung out with annie in the gym. we watched varsity practice..it was s0o0o0 funny. wel, only when they had to dive and do this like back tumble or whatever. hahah..annie is such a cool girl. just like my ate hi-mee! it was funny...we kept talking about our "best friend." gosh..she is sooo mean! abusing erika [not reeka...nicole's sis eriKa] hahah..she is adorable. i dunno. we hung out and talked for like a couple of hours. got ika's message! thanks twin! i love you! well, i will call you tonight and i still need to pick up my shiet at your house!!! hahah...and let's go out!! hmm..this weekend? the grove? night time..say 7-10..hahaa. i dunno. let me know k?
then we had practice. it wasn't too bad. no running. we just worked on our rotations and stuff. it was fun. we scrimmaged, but kept stopping cuz some people wouldn't do things right...err kit kat..ale! haha jk. i dunno. practiced serving. my serves are a lot better now. they stay low, and they go over! haha. go cammy! thanks to hi-mee for baby sitting my baby! ur an auntie now! LoL...after practice was over, some people still wanted to play and stuff. so ale, mallorie, nikki, anna, janelle, catherine, rachel, and roma stayed. so it was me, mallorie, catherine, anna, nikki, and ale...and jason, roma, rachel, janelle, and hmm..i dunno. we played..and we kicked butt! we just scrimmaged for half an hour! kc!!! you should have stayed! i hope u had fun at dance class!!! and thanks miller for ur lovely letter! i love you! and ate assley! u still never finished your story!! or did you?! then i went home...well, my mom had to pick up her glasses..and we went to mcdonald's...ate...took a shower. i am bored. hmmm..oh well.

i was looking at ljs/blogs and i was looking at amanda's..and miguel has some sort of page...haha..weird. i miss my little "poop" head... :/ hope everything's good with you!!

talking to mer bear rite now...she just came back from hawaii...how coolio..for a soccer tournament!

ok...gonna go do my hw now...byeeeeeeee!

i am in computer class..tired. ahhh..i wanna change my layout. my blog is gay. i mean, it isn't so bad, but i don't like how my blog is in this tiny little space and it is long and stuff. oh wells.

i am in computer class. gosh. yesterday wasn't such a great day. like i dunno. i miss my sisters and my dad sooo much. i was so sad during religion...we were talking about broken promises and stuff and my dad promised he would be back in july..and my sisters promised they'd be back too...oh wells. i dunno. thanks for the note meL! after class, mel, kc, and i walked to the upper lot. tito boy picked us up. we took mel home. went to kc's. she cooked us quesadillas. yummy. then we wacthed passions while she made dough. haha..we put blue food coloring in it too. haha. it was funny. what the HELL is up with passions?! geeebusss..whatever. then we watched a walk to remember..yay! haha. i was sooo sleepY!! haha but kc was being gay!!! haha. we finished the movie..and then she put on les miserables..we listened to like 3 songs..i was half asleep on her couch. i dunno..i fell asleep after. i was sooo tired..then i got up and moved to her room. i fell asleep on her bed. at like 6:00 or 6:30 she woke me up. we were gonna go eat. so i get up. we leave her house. my mom is outside just as were walking out. we go to baja fresh. eat. kc and i walk to virgin records. we walk around for a while. look at cd's..i want the mighty mighty bosstones cd!! grrr..haha. we watched a walk to remember. like half of it. we were there till 8:50. we went back to kc's house. watched dog eat dog..haha. KAYA is soooooo hot!!!!!!! LoL...u know, kaya from temptation island. yumm!!! haha. then at 10:00 we left. i got home. watched crossing jordan and friends. then i slept. woke up today. got ready and left my dailies. got to school. hmm..chilled and talked to rachel, bernice, and meL...then i dunno. other peoples. went to class..after school, i have practice...well, practice is 3-5. grrr...we have to condition today. and i dunno. we also get our babies today! i am gonna be a mommY!! yay! LoL..but my baby has no daddy! :( how sad. LoL. oh wells. i already have my ninongs and ninangs [godparents] picked out. there are like 12 or 14 people..hahah..man..ok..i am gonna end this now. byeeee!!! :p

my boyfriend!!! sooo HOT!

Sunday, July 14

edited at 8:41 a.m. [computer class]

gosh gosh gosh..i am SOOOOO tired!!!! ahhhh. i have been out and about all day today. yesterday too..well, let's see...

yesterday~after i got ready, my mom and i left for ika's house/eryne's party. well, it was 2:45...she decides to get a car wash, so we go. takes like 15 minutes. talk to kc. go return videos. go to the party. i get there at like 3:30 greeted by eryne looking purty just like her ate. LoL... :D so i go inside. people are there already...hmm...ika, amanda, tiff, erika, darlene, justine, miguel, darwin, jason, and eryne's friends and some of ika's other friends...deguzman, darren, chris...err..i dunno. so yeah. mel comes a couple of minutes after i do. i dunno. there was nothing SPECIFIC that we did. we hung out outside..guys played b-ball. haha..there was this little guy, matthew. cutie..he was 12. TINY! but he played extremely well at b-ball...he was kinda scary. i tried talking to him and he gave me his attitude..i was like, ahhh!!! LoL. we ate. talked. chilled. i dunno. haha. everyone was in their hawaiian gear. cute cute. we got leis too! i dunno. we looked at ika's room. she showed us some pictures. met her nice family. it was coolio. people played ddr and stuff. haha. man. it was too much fun. piggy back rides[tiff & erika]..tiff killed my hips though!! laughs, pictures, just fun! i dunno. cute couple amanda and jason..aww. with their bear, what was it? the REAL jason or whatever. LoL. i took a picture from miguel's wallet..put it on my fone. hehe...shhh! yeah. hmm..erika fell asleep on me outside while lying on the chair. haha...i was playing with her hair and mig and justine were there too..so miguel like runs his hands through her hair hoping erika will think it is me..haha. he puts his hands like in her ears and all over her forehead..what a dork. and justine like stares at her face for like 5 minutes. mel and us did our little language...mig and justine were TRYING to understand..they just sounded funny. haha. i got beat up by miguel too..haha jk. well, i mean, he tripped me with his huge foot, the ball hit me because he just watched it hit me..and HE hit me..haha. all accidents though..darwin played lots of bball. i dunno..left at 10:45 or sumthing when darwin, erika, jason, justine, mel, and miguel got picked up by tita chinky and tito dante and crystelle. said hi to them and we waited for them and stuff. my mom like made sure they got to a road where they knew they were going [like they already didn't know! she is gay!]..so we drove all the way up to wilshire, rolled down the window and said bye! got home and knocked out!

today~hmmm...woke up at 9:00...got ready for 9:45 mass. went with jen, tita estee, and mommy. got there early. saw people there. kevin & his family, dave & diane, kay, and david...hmm...mass was cool. we got the filipino priest today, father avenido..he's a fob..cute though. funny guy. instead of saying thorn, he kept saying torn..hahahaha. i kept laughing...anyways, after mass, we ate at denny's in burbank. drove around. then we went to the methodist church next to the gal on wilson blvd. jen and i went in to see if jerry was playing b-ball. not yet. so we leave and go to sears. i buy a camera. look at some pants...find some nice jeans. no dressing room, so i undress behind the clothes and my mom..haha. they were fugly. we leave. we go to the gal. we walk around for a while. buy nothing. grrrr...after walking for a while, we leave. we go back to the church so jen can see jerry. we see him. haha..him and ray. cute cute. LoL. we go to st. vincent's hosptial to visit grandpa..he was asleep. awww..i am soo sad. poor grampy. we leave...on 3rd and westomoreland is a HUGE accident..some car flipped over. a whole mess of bystanders watching. we pull over and watch till the police came..we leave go to the grove. we walk around. it was fun. got a discount at wetzel's pretzels cuz kiki was working..cool! haha. she chilled with us for a while. hmm..we stayed in like the garden area and watched the band [playback] play and sing. the drummer guy, chase, was cute!! hehe. he was 16 too. i dunno. it was cool. i wanna go to the grove next saturday 7-10 pm cuz they are performing. so if u wanna go [twin, tiff, whoever!!!], tell me!! i really liked them. they even performes unchained melody! a classic song. one of my favorites..and one of the theme songs for one of my favorite movies!!! yeah. then we walked around some more. went to the food court place and walked around. as i was oogling over the scrumptious candy at something toffee house i think..i see jackson working there and i am like, jack?! and he is like, cammy?! haha...we talked for a couple of minutes and we left. we waited for kiki to get finished working..it was 7:00...so we waited for her outside the little booth place. i spotted janice, bev, and ralph. jen calls them over and we chill for a while with our moms. janice started working again at wetzel's pretzels even though her shift was over. overall i bought a gap shirt, a gap jacket and matching shorts, a bracelet, 2 abercrombie shirts and i dunno...i think that's it..spent some $$$ today. haha..and next week i can FINALLY get my shoes! hmm..then we leave and take kiki home. we are on our way home. we see something on wilshire and oxford on the huge lawn area. it was the 11th korean family summer festival..go reds!!! LoL..they had a stage and everything so i screamed...i have turret's syndrome..seriously. especially when i am in the car with my mom. hahahaha...so we park at ralphs and walk over and see thhe korean beauty contest or whatever. it is all in korean though. haha. jen and i buy sushi. we watch these little gurls do a hip hop dance and some guys too..haha. it was awesome...sooo cool! haha i really wanna go to the filipino convention this year!!! after that my uncle called and said to meet him at goldilocks on vermont...so we drive over there. say hi and stuff...jen FINALLY calls jerry. LoL. uncle john and kuya chris were there. they came all the way from san bernardino to visit my grandpa at the hospital..they were crying and shiet..he weighs 90 lbs and doesn't eat anything! he is soooo STUBBORN! gosh...i pray to God he gets better... :/ we drive home and we get home...we see our neighbor blane and she says hello. she talks to us and stuff. introduces her son who is moving in with her...hahaha..hot boy!! jen is like all over him..i mean, he is cute i guess, but i am not gaga over him! haha. so i get to my house...change..and yeah..i stay at jen's till about 11:15 and go home. i get home and get ready for bed. summer catch was on, so i watched that and slept before 1:30...it is a GOOD movie!!! and i am at school..left my dailies for ika and mig. in computer class NOT paying attention when i should be. grrr..after skoool i am going to kc's..gonna sleep! haha. jk jk. i guess that's all.

one of david's famous LONG messages...
X6xAzNsHyGuYx9X: HeY!!..weLLZ herez another of my famous GooD LonGa$$ gooDbyEs....i know ur buzy at tha momment...probly talkin t0 all ur friends..o0o0o00o MiSS Popular huh???hahahaha..okayz just saying my Hi N good byE! o jea!! ish tha cd i gave workin well?? N is that sweater t00 big for y00h??? hahaha sorryz bout that!! n im so0o0 sorryz for like being all quiet on friday...hahaha i was s0o0o tired that day, n u "suprised" me when i saw y00h ...not scare me...I dont GeT ScuRReD!! lol..weLL then......hope t0 see u s00n again....0 plus i shorriez for not callin y00h in like a long time.....i just dont like tha phone...i tink my phone hates me for some reason hahahhaha everytime i use it something goes wrong....hahahahaha......WeLLz it okayZ that u didnt go tonite...psh..u didnt have t00 go...im not like mad at chu if thas wut u tink...i was just lonely sitting in tha corner...bymyseLf...Missing y00h...N thinkin of y00h tha whole time.:'(...lolz haha j./p....o0o0r am I???....it was a pretty fun nite...alexa n her sis christie happened t0 show up at mass n stay for tha nite...okayz then...........Good NitE, SwEEt DreAms, "stay SwEEt" N much luVz.......hahah U betta not be doing some hw riite now!! hahaha im doing mine riite now..kinda....lolz u shouldnt b procrastinating!!!
Praying for y00h
Missing y00h
Waiting for y00h
Wanting t0 b wit y00h
Loveing y00h
aLwaYz N for eVer......<3
hehehe
Ur True buddy u can always trust N wiLL never go against y00h N wiLL always be there for y00h!! hahahahaha...
DaViD G. D.
ByE....N help me out when we driving together Cuz imma have no idea wut im doing!!
LuVz Ya..!! GeeBuS!! G0 t0 sLeep!!
p.s.
'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
hahhaha u have such a pretty lil voice!!

KC! he is talking about hallmark...hahaha..remember that?! how gaaaaaay!

Saturday, July 13

hi everyone!!! geeez...i am sooo tired. well, let's rewind to yesterday's scene..haha. how corny.

practice~ practice was fun. haha. nikki kept making fun of me and my "best friend." we didn't do much conditioning. we just scrimmaged. it was coolio. after practice, kc and i washed up in the bathrooms. she changed. i didn't. we go outside. i eat rachel's leftover sandwich. kc eats her sandwich. we wait for my mom. i decide to change. too lazy to walk inside to the bathroom, so i change outside. no one was there except for ale, kc, and these two other gurls. so i changed. hahhaha. then my mom came..off to the eat. we go eat at in n out all the way in studio city..i dunno why! haha. it was cool. saw two guys. one looked like miguel. huh kc?! haha anyways, it was fun in the car. kc's gay!!! jk jk. we listened to her fkd up cd...gator boots with the pimped out gucci suits..ain't go no job, but i stay sharp! haha. that song is funny..

mall~ we go to the gal. kc and i immediately split up with my mom. LoL. we go straight to the zone. going up the elevator i see david! i scare him! haha. he had my sweater with him! aww..a NEW one. $30 for a damn murphy sweater. LoL. and then i hear someone calling me..it was dave. hah. say hi and give hugs or whatever. he says that darrell is here too. so whatevers. i call darrell and say what's up. we walk around to the ddr machine..see no one..walk to about revolve [which is now closed!] when we see danielle and her friends kristen and catherine[sp?] so we say hi. we talk for the LONGEST time about stuff. catch up and whatever. see maritess on her fone. hah after, i see randy. he comes over and says hi. he was gonna meet up with friends and play ddr..of course! haha. my mom came up to the zone. mel called and said she would be coming later. watched randy play ddr. tried to imitate him. how gaaaaay mom! randy was goood! haha. just like angelo. then we saw ashley and christine..awww..hehe. then we see berna and her cousin. she looked purty! she said earl was here too. didn't see him though. cheryl, tin, and tin's sister were there too. :p they came over and said hi. hmm...dani's cousin came, miguel. LoL. what a cutie. played some wierd joke on him. haha. then they left. so kc and i walked around. we saw len and some gurl named candy. ? didn't see lil' foot though!!! damn. david walked around with us for a while. we walk around some more. david stayed and watched people play ddr. then we walk down to the disney store. bought eryne her stitch doll. hope she likes it. *crosses fingers* my mom got me a whole mess of dolls. LoL. we see darwin there. awww. hehe. he was just shopping around. said he saw suzette and brittany. so kc called suzette. we talk to darwin for a bit. then me, my mom, and kc left. well, we went to hallmark. and david came and said bye. he gave me the nellyville cd. thanks!!! then i started singing all loud and shit in the store to bsb's drowning in your love. david comes and is all like, uhhhhhh...haha. he just wanted to ask about sunday's movie night for da youth group. haha. so we leave. kc called suzette. they are at nordstrom's. we walk in and look for them don't see them. walk out. see them. chit chat with brittany and suzette for a while. mel came. said hi to tita lilia. then we FINALLY leave. geeeebus. sooo many people! we drive back to kc's...

kc's~ we get to her house. chris p calls. asks us to go back to the gal and watch a movie with them..we were burned out and were like, no thanks. plus, we were gonna watch a walk to remember. our parents were in the living room watching a bunch of sappy tagalog movies...haha. we could hear them! so we go into the back house..she puts on the movie. we watch. brought back SOOO many memories of my bday. made me sad. LoL. errr...we watch it. i cried every other second. so did kc! hahah. i cried a LOT towards the end though. and when everything was getting sweet between them. i love the part where they are in the cafeteria and they have that printed out sexy pic of jamie, and landon comes and hugs her and stuff. awwwww...so we cried. i couldn't breathe after the movie..i had sniffles. so kc and i ate..it was like 10:00. she went online i think. i dunno cuz all i remember her saying was, someone says hi..so i fell asleep on her bed. it was like 10:30...i slept and slept...my mom came and said we were going home. so i say bye to kc...thanks!!! she let me borrow a sarong and some stuff for my basket..so we go home. i sleep all the way. get home. change. sleep. wake up to kc's fone call saying she left her purse in my car. go back to sleep. wake up at 9:00..and yeah. getting ready for the party at jen's. so yeah...byeeee!!!

Friday, July 12

i am at school rite now. we just finished our power point presentations...hahah. it was fun. people are looking at my new picture album online. yeah. so check it out. i am NOT done yet and yes yes there ARE mistakes. so don't worry. i iwll fix it soon.

well, yesterday was fun. after religion [look at kc's blog if you are ineterested to see what ffun we had!] and check her blog to see the quote!!! it is cute...and VERY true. after class, we walked to the auditorium. we chilled there for a while.

rj joy~tootsie! i am sorry for what happened. i know *stuff* is going on behind your back, and you wanna find out about it. don't let it bother you. IT isn't worth it. you are better than that. neece and i are always there for you. ALL of us are. so smile rachel!! i love you! :D

anyways, we chilled at the gym for a while. kc, rachel, and i shared rachel's pasta and kc's macaroni. i am a freeloader! haha. we went back inside..nancy killed me in there. haha. nicole is such a funny girl! so is her sister. i love her. she reminds me of my lil sister marcy. awwww.. :( haha. nikki got scared of me. made my funny noises. annie is soo dope. just like ate jamie!!! LoL. watching varsity was cool. i TRIED braiding kc's hair, but there were so many distractions..ummm nancy! haha. yeah. caitlin was there just watching all of us be dorks. haha. it was fun fun fun. then WE had practice. grrrr...it was coolio though. we scrimmaged and played queen of the courts. my team and i weren't tooo bad..but we weren't all that! hahah. it's ok..annie, rj, and i are still cool! haha. my mom came at like 4:40 right when we STARTED conditioning! haha. i did one set of lines and left...yay mommy! i had an "appointment." a NAIL appointment. haha. so we got there..got our nails done. my nails are SHORT!!! ahhh..well, i broke one at practice yesterday anyway. damn kc! she hits to the floor and i dig and scrape my hands. gosh..so mean! we were done at like 7:00...we walked to point point. we watched maalaala mo kaya.. it was an episode where the lady has an igorot mom...she denies her mom. so she has a baby. it looks like an igorot. she is sad. her mom's friend comes and tells the daughter that her mom is sick and dying cuz she is lonely. she sees her mom. they are reunited. that was the basic story. anyways, my mom and i are driving home. she says she is gonna go visit my grandpa at the hospital. she says she feels bad and shiet..awww...i pray to God that he gets better. i get home. say hi to jen. go home. upload a bunch of pictures on my album thing. talked to chris, david, will, and kc..hmm i dunno who else. i was online till like 12:30. talked to chad and miguel. they were both writing their health papers.. :D i slept at like 1:30..woke up and took a shower. left ika her "daily." then came to school. it was fun. everyone had their baskets and stuff. i dunno. thanks bernice for the letter! yeah...

mel~you seem kinda ehhh today. like you don't feel like being around me or other people. i just want you to know that i am sorry for losing lindsey's letter..i didn't LOSE it..someone took it! grrr..and yeah. i am here for you. i love you girly!

after practice, kc and i are going to the gal with my mom...yup. i guess that's all. as soon as class is over, ale, some other people, and i are gonna walk to jamba juice..yay...go razzmatazz! haha ok..g2g now..bye!!!

Thursday, July 11

i am in computer class...hmm..kc is working hard on our power point. she did basically all the work..just cuz i suck at power points and cuz it is on her computer..i came up with all the slick, eye catching slogans though...so it's alll gooood. yeah.

i am gonna delete the picturetrail thing since i am only limited at how many pictures u can put up..36!!! geez..when i get another album, i will link it.

yeah. anyways, i was at jen's house last nite. i was watching this awards thing. it was cool. i also saw parts of american idol. rj won!!! yay. i kinda wanted chris to win though...darn. alessandra called me..no shakira.com tonite. so i talked to chris and stuff. will called but i didn't pick up. miguel called, but my fone was on silent. justine called and we talked. he left a fun message on my fone. leaving on a jet plane/ don't know when i'll be back again. haha. will left two messages on my fone. LONG ones. haha..thanks friend! what a sweetheart. LoL..yeah.

woke up late today. took a shower. left messages on people's fones. daily one to ika. hmm..took jen's brother to school. lattc. i dunno. got to school. chilled. talked. mallory said i looked like chad! haha...SHE looks like chad. wait, he looks like rachel. LoL. joke lang. went to class.

after this, i have to study for religion. after religion, i have to do ale's hair in cornrows so she can "look good" on saturday for i dunno what! then we have practice for 2 hours. and i get to go home..yay! oh well. enough blog for me. bye bye..

Wednesday, July 10

ahhhhh...so tired!!! i just finished making my picturetrail thing..it is GAY. i put it up so pepoles could see the knotts pics..thanks kaycee kay for the pix! and i can only have 36 pictures on it, or i have to pay or something...? oh well..today was fun. i dunno. after computer class, ale, jenny, arielle, ashton, and i walked to jamba juice..got a razzmatazz w/ no boost..yummy. walked back. almost time for class. went to class. passed notes to kaycee..haha. funny. mrs. mcgrath did some thing today. it was funny. i dunno. there were a whole mess of ants behind our desks and kc, mel, and i scooted up..hahha. anyways, class was finally over. rachel, bernice, ale, kc, mel, and i walk up to the lot. kc and mel leave. we wait. we talk. laugh..haha. then we get picked up. i sang to bernice once again. whenevr ate badette picks us up, she plays dilemma and i sing to bernice. i say, i love you. i neeeed you. neecey, i, love you. i do, need you! hahaha...she laughs and shiet..it was funnie. so we get to rachel's..bernice and i lay down. we are tired. rachel cooks a bajillion fish sticks. we eat. we want some more. we eat crackers and seafood spread. haha..bernice and i were thinking the same thing at the same time..crazy!! yum..candy. we watch days and passions..half of passions..rachel put in the i am sam dvd. so we watch it..i am on the floor with rachel's huge fluffy doll dog. i use it as a pillow and fall sleep in like 10 minutes..i sleep till 4:00 or sumthing when my mom comes..i leave. supposed to go to the hospital, but i was EXHAUSTED..so my mom went. i went home. went online. uploaded the pics. first talked to jason, ika, and chad. i asked them who they were talking to, and they were talking to the same people. jason said we were having a talk circle..what was it? i dunno. ya..those people are fun. then they left. talked to my best bud david who is gonna get me my sweater on friday! haha..chrispy..bernice. will...haah..check out will's "new" page..i dunno. other people were online. dustin..talked to that foolio. and ritz! he had mouth surgery. he said he had a biopsy. they took out two teeth, but if something went wrong he would be numb forever or sumthing. he is all good though. thank the Lord! yeah. oh..this is his crush..i dunno. holy crap..my telefono! it is on silent and charging far away from me..un momento..geeebus..12 missed calls...5 new numbers..jen, kaycee, mel, mark, and justine..geeeebus. sorry people! i will call them back. anyways, i g2g eat now..i am starving. i will probably blog in class tomorrow..so ya. bye bye!

finished the midterm pretty early. yay! i finished in less than half an hour. not too hard! thanks mr. chau! LoL. yeah. and thanks chris m! my chatterbox can now be seen at school! :p i am SLEEPY! i slept at 1:15 last nite. i couldn't sleep. maybe it was cuz of the nap i took! oh yeah, i saw my grandpa on tfc balita last nite! haha. the president, gloria whatever went to our town/province in pampanga and my grandpa is the mayor there so he was on tv. my grandma was like, it is ur tatang! hhahaha...awwww.. how cool! mayor pat magcalas. LoL. gaaaaay! it was all flooded and crap there. gosh, kids get to miss school cuz of the floods. yeah. last nite i was at jen's house till 11:30. hahahaha. i was helping her with her spanish while she worked very hard on math. thank God she had tuly to help her! LoL. so i just went online and talked to people WHILE studying for my midterm!! multitasking! hmm...talked to kaycee, david, coach jj, chris, earl, hmm..i dunno. some other people...forgot who. ? kc! i do NOT wear sexy stripper underwear!!! LoL..nerd! talked to mig on the phone for a bit. haha. what a cool guy. LoL. he sent this funny text message...awww.. :D alessandra called a bajillion times yesterday just to tell me she couldn't go to practice on thursday and she wanted me to tell jason that. so i called him and left a gay ass message. haha. and he IMd me back and i dunno. what a gay guy. haha. jk jk. david! do NOT forget my sweater! haha. bring it on sunday when u go to church k? yeah. i dunno. i ate at jen's house too. it was yummy. ate my filipino cheese puffs. u know, jack n jill..chiz curls! hhahhaa. earl is funny...hahhaahahah. anyways, i talked to chris . i guess we are COOL now. so yeah. and chris, if u are reading this, alessandra says hi! so i go home at like 11:30..my mom put some mineral crap in my hair. like leave in conditioner...so i had it in my hair for 10 minutes, and i wash it out. it is still there, so i am like whatever. talk to chris again. watch tv. go to sleep. wake up at 5:00...it was wierd. i woke up cuz it was so quiet. usually i hear my mom getting ready for work and stuff. but today, it was all quiet. she went to the gym. i stayed up for like 10 minutes and went back to sleep. woke up at 6:10...took a shower. got ready for school. came to school to see rj with red eyes...i swear, jim is gonna get his ass kicked! bernice, bring ur tennis racket!!! hahah. don't worry rj. u are better than that..and she is NOT fiiine. she is FOB fiine, but not FIIINE fine k? i am always here. yeah. whatevers. thanks mel for the hair tie!!! bev...take care of urself!!! be happy..stay strong! u are in my prayers..God is ALWAYS there..so yeah. well, i hope today is fun. i mean, i am going to rj's after skool with neece..and yeah. i have to watch days and passions! but days of our lives has aliens and crap now. how gaaaay! it is break now..i am waiting for ale to come back with my food and water..so yeah...bye!

oh yeah..ika..my twin! good morning! my message got cut off. and i kept saying check after 10 cuz i thought the midterm would take the whole two hours! i only used a quarter of the time we had. anyways, i am excited about saturday! yay...yeah. fun fun fun and lots of pictures right? hehe. and yeah, it was fun talking to you..call me sometime..i will try to call u. yeah. what does your sister like?? is she like you? LoL. help me out! well, have fun at skool today! take crae of yourself...and draw draw draw!!! i'm such a gay gurl. ok..love u girl! and i hope everything with u and *someone* and ur family is better! and u too tiff!!! i will show u the pics on saturday...misss u soap opera/cornrow/chismiss buddy!!! LoL...did u guys get ur pictures yet? oh well...u guys are always in my prayers...and did i fail to congartulate amanda and jason? well, if i did, congrats guys!!! byeeeeee!!!!

Tuesday, July 9

i am at jen's house...just got home. geez. i am soooooooo tired. exhausted..hungry. i am helping jen with her espaƱol. well, today was ok. i dunno. after religion, rachel, kc and i chilled outside the gym. watched some of varsity's practice...they are too perfect! LoL. oh yeah. in religion, we played this communciation game where we have a partner and we have to talk to them for two minutes and vice cersa. the listener has to listen without interupting and shiet. hahhaa..kc cracked me up..reta! haha. whatevers. i had to talk about my favorite movie. i mentioned my father the hero, practical magic, and a walk to remember! hahaha..my bday shiz. nice, fun times huh?! LoL. i dunno..kc had to talk about her least fave subject. she sucked at it!!! hahah. jk jk. i dunno. cadiente came and chilled with us. we all talked. rachel and i walked to rite aid in our booty volleyball shorts feeling naked. haha. we bought ice cream. walked back. us four chilled. i dunno. nikki got sick and was throwing up! haha. damn giiirrrrl! so we drop her off at the lower lot cuz she had to go somewhere...? we chill and watch varsity. we get ready. change. talk to annie and this freshie girl allison. cool gals. we stretch. kc and i pepper. it was fun. damn. she hits so low though. i was like wiping the floor and shiet. haha. jk. i dunno. practice started out easy. chillax. passing. hitting. the usual. then we start running. we ran forever. lay on the dirty ass floor. do pushups AND situps. run some more. sprints. all this for like what? half an hour?! geeebus. hahah. it was fun though. jj brought us cupcakes. homemade. probably drugged us. haha jk. i had fun. after practice, we had 15 minutes left till varsity bball had to start. so we scrimmaged. we kicked ass! haha. it was fun. after practice, kc, ale, jason and i engage in lively conversation and i did NOT tell him about drew! haha. i had likr 6 cupcakes. geez. i was soo full. they were pretty good though. jason is cool. haha. he was making fun of me and my "cousin." i showed him pictures. he is always interested in my love life. LoL. he disapproved of a certain someone though..hahah! me and mig aren't even closely related! it is like 3rd cousins by marriage! geeeez kc! joke lang. and i know my ate jamie is gonna kick my ass for saying jason is cool! but haha. he sux at coaching...most of the time, but he is cool to make fun of and talk to!!! and thanks for the letter. i will write back. promise. love you! hehe. :p so ale needs a ride. kc asked her mom. they take her home. haha. my mom takes me to my grandma's. she goes to the hospital to visit my grandpa. so i fall fast asleep at like 5:30...i wake up to the crying of my one and only brother. haha. it's like 7:30. i play with him. my stepmom comes. they go home. i wait for 8:00 to come so i can check my messages. it finally comes. 5 new messages. one from my daddy all the way in PI. awwww...i miss him! :/ one from will sounding all fucked up and wasted. hahah. man. what a guy. one from my bootyful twin. thanks! one from this gurl at church. and lauren. so yeah. thanks for all the messages. :D at like 8:45 my mom finally comes. we leave. i get home come here. need to shower...so dirty! LoL. i didn't get miguel's calls/messages till lke 5 minutes ago. my fone was on silent and hiding in my backback! sorry! oh well...that was my LONG and tiring day. gonna end this. need to study for business apps midterm! holy crap! haha. bye bye....

OMG!!! haha..everyone was looking at the knotts pictures and jenny says i look like chad..haha. i was like, whaaaaaaat? and she said yeah u do. we could be brother and sister i guess..i was like, seriously now. and she is like yeah! it is freaky. you look a LOT alike..kc is laughing rite now..gay gurl!! jk jk..oh well. i guess i kinda DO look like him in pictures. then that would mean he is cute! haha..if he looks like me!! jk jk..ok..g2g pay attention now..

o0o0o..pop quiz...i think i passed. hahah. gosh..i slept late last nite. well, 12:00. haha. i was watching the making of jennifer
love hewitt's
new video for her song, barenaked. she has a pretty voice. and i love the song. the video is cute too. she looks a lot different though..the hair color? i dunno. she is still pretty. haha thanks mel..for teaching me how to do colors. i am gaaaay! hahah...i have to run my ass today. i was talking to coach jason last nite...online. and i called him gay and shiet. he was like, ur runnning..!! damn..meanie. i am in a lot of trouble too. steve called at like 5:10 this morning..geez! my mom called this morning and was like, you are $200 over! i was like, huh? apparently, my sister and i went $200 over on our fone bill!!!! i dunno how the hell that happened. gosh..she threatened to take away my fone...boohoo. ya right! she said that in may AND june, but she never did...but what if she does? goshdarnit. i dunno. i talked to chris last nite..everything is ok i guess. better than before. whatever. i was "helping" jen with her math and spanish last nite. fun fun...i also talked to lisa last nite. hahah...she is too funny. asking, what happened with someone and stuff. she was like, i finally saw jason! haha she is such a funny girl..my ate/pen pal for life! :p talked to ika last nite too. haha..hope everything is better. i dunno what else...i am bored...omg. mr chau SOOO made a mistake on my grade! i do NOT have a B! i just had an A-! geeebus...let me go ask him...well, anyways..i fixed my grade..and my mistake..yeah. kc finally got the pictures from knotts!! yay!!! they are soooo cute! justine looks so fruity with the flower in his hair!! hahahhahaha..they all look good..i am happy! :D i don't wanna go to practice today. i didn't even bring lunch..boohoo. i need food!! gonna end this now..bye!!

Monday, July 8

ahhh...at home! finally...geez..such a long day! i started off ok..woke up, took a shower, and left ika her message. so i went to school. chill with people. went to class...felt kinda blehhhh...alessandra noticed i wasn't myself..so during break, we walked to the vending machines with diyoe, mel, and erika. thanks girl. hmm..did NOT pay attention in class today. grrr...kc, the nerd she is, knew everything mr chau said. LoL...jk. so mel opens this thing and it doesn't go away!!! hahahahhahaha...gay girl! jk jk. that was too funny. then we studied for religion. went to class. discussions. took our quiz. ate chocolate. hahahah. had some gum. passed notes to kc and ale. alessandra cracks me up...such a funny girl. geeez..we got our grades in religion. 91% isn't SOOO bad. i could have done better though. ::sigh:: too late now. just have to make it up. so me, bernice, and rachel wait for her sister. listened to ika's message...awwwww! ate jamie called. told me to tell someone on the varsity team she was gonna be late. so i ran to the gym. told steph. ran back..rachel was leaving! haha. not really. but whatever. we went to get boba. i sang to neece in the car. she was so glum. she was tired...so we got to boba loca. i was waiting for rachel and bernice to get out of the car while ate badette parked..i was standing in front of the car for like a minute..then all of a sudden, i feel my knee snap...the car was moving. i was getting run over!!! ahhh!!! hahaha...everyone laughed their asses off. especially me..i turned RED! tooo funny. so we went to rj's house. she cooked all the pasta, ate that. yummy! we watched tv. i dunno...we just chilled and talked to her mom. she is cute. i dunno. i got picked up at like 4:00...i dunno. go home. pick up my grandpa. my mom took me to my grandma's. played with my baby brother. he is soo big. i dunno..stayed there till like 9:00...haha. talked to mel..hahahhahaa...stinky diapers! LoL...gay girl! jk. talked to kc. she FINALLY got the pictures. yay! that was all i think. my mom came and we ate. went home. mocha called me. on my phone, it said mochalicious..hahha. play volleyball dork! hehe. i dunno. went home. went to jen's. talked to ika. hyper girl..LoL..glad ur better. talking to kaycee rite now..and coach jason..he is being gay though. i told him my ate was single..hahhahaha...u know he is loving that! jk jk. well, i have to help jen with her geometry..and no problemo david! late nite phone calls are awesome! haha..yeah. and mrs. polanco/tita odette is bomb! i love her! LoL...gonna go now...


Sunday, July 7

BOREEED! so yeah..at jen's house..listening to music..waiting for justine's answer...any day now! haha..just talked to randy, tita odette, and marky mark...my ate called me too from the skate park. she was with andy..o0o0olala...haha. jk. whatevers. dl this new song!! by 98 degrees..why. here are the nice lyrics!!!

Oh tell me why
We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why

Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really loved cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared, I'll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I've got to choose
No matter if it's win or lose
Now tell me why

Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends

I don't wanna be like your brother
I don't wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine
Now tell me why

Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends

Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends



Hey Its Ritz & i want U 2 read somethin i wrote 4 my Creative Writing class regarding Memorial Day weekend & i think its great cuz it all comes from da heart..

I woke up early in da mornin cuz i was excited & heard u were comin 2 visit. I showered, dressed up, & looked my best 4 u 2 see me. I drove 2 hours 2 see u & was nervous as i arrived at where u was chillin'. I came through the door & I saw Ure sweet & angelic face. I thought i died & went 2 Heaven & i smiled up at God & thanked Him 4 makin U. I finely held U in my arms & was distracted by those angel eyes of Ures. U bagged on da Lakers but thought it was cool as long as i was wit U. U asked me if I had a gurl but i said nothing...just grinned...I bet u didnt think i was thinkin of U...I wish U were mine...but u said u had a guy, & made me sad...Itz aLL good cuz i got da chance 2 see dat cute smile dat lit up my day.

awww how cute!!!! ohhh yeah! check out this site for more nice stories....

i was just reading blogs..i ready kc's..and i remembered something which happend at friday at the mall. we were eating. and u know those deaf people with the stickers who ask for donations and stuff? well, my mom left $2 at the edge of the table...she got one pair out of 3 which the guy had left...he came back and took the money but left ALL 3 pairs of stickers there...so she is like, what the? and she starts calling him...she is like, heyy!!! ppssssstt! some back! hahaha...kc and i laughed our asses off...omg! that was funny shiet...haha...ok ok..my funny story of the week.

i love this song...
Ashanti-Thank You
I just wanna say that I'm thanklul to have you in my life,
I wanna say thank you,
I wanna say,
I wanna thank you for being in my life,
I wanna say thank you.
I miss you,
I wish you were here with me saying thank you,
and I love you for being in my life.
I don't know
I don't know,
I don't know what I would do if I didn't have you in my life,
In my life,
I just wanna say thank you,
I love you and I miss you,
I just wanna say thank you,
I love you and I miss you

i dunno..it just goes out to all my friends, family, and my sisters and my daddy who are thousands of miles away... :(

yesterday_woke up at 11:00...took a shower. dressed up and got ready. my mom, me, and tita estee were off to west covina. we got lost. we found the park. happy birthday jacob! my little cousin. i dunno. ate..of course! played a little with some cousins. one of my cousin's cousins, is soooo cute! he is only in 8th grade though. haha..whatever. gonna be hot! LoL..went shopping at puente!!! didn't see my twin! LoL. hot guys!!! hahaha...but yeah, only one guy is on my mind...hmmm...DIMPLEZ!! :D LoL. i got four pairs of nice pants..and one nice tank top. thanks mom! then we went to my cousin's house. opened presents. ate some more. played. talked. i dunno. talked to mig yesterday. still in vegas! having fun. hahaha...cutie. talked to kaycee kay too. sorry i couldn't call u back miller! my fone was on silent..hahahhaha. i am a gay girl! oops..sowwie! went to sleep. my mom didn't wanna go to saint brendan cuz she told fr. gard she was gonna be out of town. so i called darwin and asked him what time the mass for st. casimir was. 9:30..half an hour masses..haha. called erika and gave her darwin's message. went home. went to jen's house. ate adobo..talked. went home. slept...

today_woke up at 8:45..got ready for church. wore my new capris...and my pink tank top...jen, tita estee, and my mommy went to st. casimir. we got there at 9:38 or something. 8 minutes late...didn't miss much...riiiiight!! the priest was already done reading the gospel! geeeebus. went by soo fast. and the mass was over at 10:00...didn't see darwin or miguel, but i saw diego and his family.. went to costco after. got my pictures. pictures from nikki's bday bash...haha. half of them were dark! mocha!!! they are fugly! the pic of u and justin is nice. and nikki and nino...aww...mine and randy's picture got jacked up. only 6 nice ones. i duno. whatever. picturesf from mary's day. nice! i loved them. and pictures from knotts..like 3! haha. my mom had pictures of the lakers parade. niceeee....i dunno. we left. jen didn't get her cd's...damn! so we went to denny's..ate. kc called..i dunno. it wa cool. we all had grand slams...yum..after we went to chinatown and bought food. then we went driving around. went to santa monica. drove around. talked to brian...omg! my ate and him broke up!!! how sad! my kuya barney is gone. i called and asked him cuz we were lost and we wanted to go to the promenade...at howard hughes center...so i called him..and we talked...told me what happened. awww....he sounded so sad. darn. that sucks butt. he was like, tell ur sister i said hi. i hate playing the mediator person. i dunno if it's even REALLY over or just a break. then us four lovely ladies engaged in a lively conversation about my ate's past boyfriends...haha. we all agreed we loved sean the best. not just cuz he is white..ahhahaha. but seriously..he was pinoy at heart! haha. oh wells. and after he even sent me a text message and said he would always be there for me. awwww...thanks! then we went to relaxtation in west la. damn! that girl was sooo beautiful! seriously! she was soooo pretty! nice face and everything! she was asian or sumthing, but soooooooooo pretty! i am not even lying. you have to go there and see for yourself..she was so nice too. so we all got boba. went to the howard hughes center....kinda gaaaaaaay there! boring. geeez..randy called! wow! haven't talked to him in a while!!! hahaha...he was at debut practice at his house. talked to erika's kuya brian...that's randy's cuz too. LoL. i dunno. cool. john called me too..wasted. haha jk. oh wells. texts from ika. haha don't worry...i will call them..then we went to footaction and tj maxx in culver city...duuuude! hot ass chocolate guys that worked at tj maxx...there were lik 10 guys working and like 3 old ladies. daaaaamn! jen was going gaga! i was like, whatever! haha. we stayed at tj maxx forl ike 2 hours and bought NOTHING...so ghetto! bought chocolate at rite aid....cadbury milk chocolate and a symphony bar with almonds and toffee nuggets...yummmy!!! then we went home..and here i am...at jen's...my mom and tita estee are at my house. jen went to ralphs to buy a weekly bus pass. and i think she is gonna go to boba delight..haha. oh wells. oh yeah! they have flavored boba at boba delight now! haha..strawberry and orange so far...wierd. anyways, jen has my cell cuz hers has no battery and she didn't wanna walk in the ghetto with no phone...damn...i am gonna go now..sleeeeepy....

Saturday, July 6

morning everyone! ::yawn:: i am sooooooo tired and sore! i jus woke up..i look like shit! i took off the briads in my hair last nite and i just slept! well, yseterday...hmm..after school, me and ale changed for volleyball. then we met up with kc and rj...we played doubles for a while since jason wasnt there yet. me and ale kicked ass! hahah. jk. then practice started. crazy shiet. we conditioned so much yesterday! all we did was run and exercise our fat bodies off.....and jason was telling us, this is hard for you guys!? this is only the easy part...nerd! then we played. i dunno. 3 to a team. kc and anna were on my team. we beat everyone!! cuz we took the game "seriously." haha. so after practice, kc and our moms left. they had gone to camarillo early since they didn't have work. in the car, i try to get my heavy backpack and what happens?! my nail on my right middle finger snaps off!!! not ALL of it, but like half of it...it didn't come off all the way..it was hanging..so we go to the gal. i get a bandaid at the police station place while my finger is still bleeding. we ate at steak escape...yummy! got texts from ika..her hair is gone! prolly not..hehe. then we left..went to kc's..bought ice cream. ate ice cream. did kc's hair. took two hours with my finger!!! geeeez..i cut it off..with a nail cutter..and i put in under water and it STUNG soooo much! i was gonna cry.. :/ damnit! then tita cheryl told us we were gonna go pray for someone who died..so we went. it was at jay-jay's house. we ate yummy food. watched some tfc. marry d potter! haahhaah. then we chilled. played basketball. talked. then one of his cousins came and he said he graduated from ND, so i asked him if he knew bruce..haha. it's cool having cousins. jk. and he said, bruce magcalas? i said yeah. and he was like, yeah we graduated together this year..i was like, he is my cuziin...and he's like so u know bruce and brad?! i was like, no shit sherlock! haha i didn't say that though. should've! jk. then we went up to scooter's room..listened to music. jay is a funny guy. who the hell is christine cabaya though?! hahhaha..kc called tony on my fone and hung up! so of course, i didn't know this, and he calls me and asks if i just called...hahaha..memories!!! IKA! so i was like, no..and he was like, ok..haha. whatever. talked to bustin justine and darwin yestrday...and stevo. i dunno. it was a cool night. went back to kc's at like 10:30..my mom could't find her damn car keys..and she was blaming me cuz i had gone to the car last..but i gave the keys back to there..so after like 20 minutes of searching, they find it in kc's car in the seats.. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay mom!! LoL..then we went home...and talked..i love going home late and stuff and just being able to talk to my mom. it's cool. :p so i took off my briads..took a body shower...and slept..so today i woke up..got 2 emails from david. him, dustin and their "groupies" are gonna go to citywalk...he asked if i wanted to go so i could meet john...? i dunno. i said i couldn't..i am going to walnut today...west co! haha..bday party. i wanna go to puente though!! yay...ika! go! jk jk..well, those are my plans for today..so yeah. bye everyone!

and yeah..what the FUCK is this shit?
OoOoO it looks like somethings going on between Celine and Tony...awwwWWww..how CUTE!! Yeah and I duno whats going on with Ryan and Chris P. but yeah..cuz they're not together anymore but they still do that stuff..hMmmMm..be careful u guyz!!
taken from amanda's ever so great deadjournal..ok..now i see no reason to apologize to chris. i thought i had to. and for what? for liking miguel and hanging out with mig at knotts instead of him? for him macking on ryan the day before? that's bullshit! and chris, when you get around to reading this, i just want you to know i am NOT all talk, and you are the one that talks bullshit..and fkn tony and celine? wasn't celine just yours? hahaha...o wells. whatever..

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