so0o0o tired. i should be asleep resting up for the big church picnic tomorrow, but i am still up. listening to coco lee's i will be your friend. i remember when raina sang that at jackie's debut..how pretty! *memories* anyways, today was pretty LONG! i dunno. my mom and i went to the hospital. i actually got to see him this time. it sucked so much. he looked like shit. i mean, not to be mean or whatever, but he looked sick. he had tubes in him everywhere. he couldn't even talk. he would whisper and stuff, but we didn't understand a word. it was so sad. i was crying. i couldn't kiss him anywhere near his face cuz there were tubes everywhere. so i kissed his hand and we left. we went to cerritos. saw people. ate. hung out with my uncle [who is 20] and mark. uncle john paul told me he knew one of my friends. it was ten! LoL. crazy! i dunno. we got bored so we went to brea mall. hung out. chilled. walked around for a while. went back to the house. ate. saw some of my cousins from san bernardino. i am an auntie. LoL. i mean, i have been for a while, but yeah. a new one! my 17 year old cousin laurie had a baby boy. geeebus. so young. my cousin marie who is like 21 has a 4 year old boy, and my cute cousin chris who is 23 has a baby girl! LoL. saw all these people today. it was coolio. hmm..saw sister candy today! yay! i have missed her. err..went online. talked to kc on da fone. talked to nicole, ten, dustin, and some other peeps online. hmm...i dunno what else. it was coool. left around 12:30..