And the beat goes on...

"A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in our future and accepts you today the way you are." =) =) =)

wowowowowow!!!!! =) awww.. well.. lets see.. lil recap of my trip to vegas..

thursday_ around 1:00, danica, katrina, jonari, and uncle narsing pick my mom and i up.. pick up books from RJ.. pick up tita abet and head to vegas.. hahah.. it was cool.. talked to justine!! hahah.. got to vegas.. got mixed up with the hotels.. apparently, J.W. Marriot, and Marriot Suites are different, so after driving EVERYWHERE in vegas, we get to the marriot suites which is on the strip.. kinda.. behind the riviera.. hahah.. checked in.. bla bla.. ate at some restaurant.. walked around.. read.. slept around 1:00..

friday_ woke up early.. showered.. then we headed to the tropicana.. walked around.. went to the mirage.. luxor.. mandalay bay.. walked around in the HEAT!!! geeebers.. it was 112!!! umm.. i dunno.. ate at the caesars palace buffet.. went to the mall there.. shopped a little!! =) watched the show at the mirage.. talked to twin.. oh man.. i love you!!! with all my heart.. =) hotel.. read.. sleep..

saturday_ wake up.. walk around the strip.. go to the mall.. shop.. =) then we head to henderson to the galleria.. shop shop!! =) oh man.. walked around.. met up with vanessa later on at circus circus.. scoped out some hot boys at the new york new york arcade.. hahaha.. oh man.. white boys are tooo cute! LoL.. but yeah.. kinda disgusting.. the boys... yeah.. hung out.. talked.. good times! =) hotel.. read.. sleep!

sunday_ wake up.. shower.. get our stuff.. leave.. eat.. go to the outlet.. shop a little.. get a new backpack!!! then we head home.. a lil storm.. =/ on the way, tita borja calls.. and tells us to come over.. so around 8:00 we get in diamond bar. eat.. watch ASAP.. awww.. carol banawa is so0o cute.. and she sings really well.. she is leaving ASAP for a while.. and i love this song they sang to her..

Stay-Carol Banawa
I want you to stay
Never go away from me
Stay forever
But now, now that you're gone
All I can do is pray for you
To be here beside me again

Why did you have to leave me
When you said that love will conquer all
Why did you have to leave me
When you said that dreaming
Was as good as reality

And now I must move on
Trying to forget all the memories
Of you near me
But I can't let go of your love
That has taught me to hold on

I want you to stay never go away from me
Stay forever
But now,now that you're gone
All I can do is pray for you
To be here beside me again

I want you to stay never go away from me, stay forever
(I want to stay but I have to go my way, hmm) ...

joy wasn't home yet!!! hahaha.. so dani, kat, jon and i took pics.. watched ASAP.. talked.. yeah.. then around 10:30 we left.. dropped us off.. thanks HOMIE!! had mucho fun!! love you!!! wish you could've come ethan!! haha.. it was fun!!! =) went home.. got my stuff ready.. went online.. stayed up till about 2:00.. slept.. ms. beautiful janice is so0o awesome!!! =)


here are pics of vegas..

today_ woke up around 5:30.. i was REALLY excited for school.. no joke!! so i showered.. got ready.. school.. said hi to everyone!! awww.. fun times.. here is my schedule..

1st- US History!!! woot woot.. i get her again!!
2nd- Chemistry. OK.. i guess...
3rd- British Lit... a total cutie!! haha..
4th- H. Spanish .. coool..
5th- Experiencing God.. fuuuuun..
6th- Statistics/Probability.. ooook.. fun fun stuff.

yeah.. hung out.. after school, RJ went to x-country meeting.. haha.. pat picked us up.. bought us lunch at quizno's.. talked.. went to dustin's house.. hung out.. dropped RJ off.. went to upper house.. bought boba.. kinda siiick.. hahah.. we talked.. went back to dustin's... hung out.. talked... went online.. talked to bnut.. haha.. yeah.. talked to twin and everyone... around 4:45, they dropped me off at my dad's.. played with my bro.. mom came an hour later.. went to staples.. school supply shopping!!! YAY!! went home.. and here i am.. gonna finish up my hw.. hahaha.. oh well.. not too much stuff.. really!!

oh yeah.. on sunday, when we ate at the chinese restaurant, i got a fortune that said, YOU WILL HAVE FULL CONTENTMENT BY SUMMER'S END. yeah yeah.. i know, they're not real.. but seriously, i have reached my contentment.. in my life.. i just realized it today.. even after EVERYTHING i've been through this crazy summer.. all the ups and downs.. a lot of UPS... =) followed by many downs.. but getting through it all with the help of my awesome friends and family made it an accomplishment and something that made my summer everything i wanted it to be.. i mean, i did so0 much this summer.. i got my permit. got to spend time with my brother and sisters and my cousins.. got closer to a lot of people.. my junkie family.. twin, pat, dus, brendan, ian.. haha. janice.. =) wawa's.. danica.. traveled.. to VEGAS!! lost a love.. found love in my friends/family/iduno.. =p hahah.. grew A LOT as a person.. went out.. got a tan.. met cute WHITE boys.. went to the warped tour.. hehe.. and yeah.. thanks to everyone who rocked my summer. and to those of you who weren't in it.. next time!! haahha.. =)

Posted by Camille at 8:46 PM | Permalink | Comments

just got in from vegas!! wooooohoo!!! it was fun.. blog about it tomorrow.. but i am gonna start school tomorrow as a junior.. woot woot.. wish me luck! and good luck to all the other schools starting tomorrow as well.. =)

From the Bottom of my Broken Heart-Britney Spears
"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,
emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
all my joy through my tears
all my hopes through my fears
did you know, still I miss you somehow?

From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said,
"please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
we could have worked things out
taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
through my dreams
through my heart
and I'm back where I started again
never thought it would end

From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart

You promised yourself
but to somebody else
and you made it so perfectly clear
still I wish you were here

From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart

"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?

Ocean Deep-Cliff Richards
Love,
Can't you see I'm alone,
Can't you give this fool a chance?
A little love is all I ask,
A little kindness in the night.
Please don't leave me behind,
No, don't tell me love is blind.
A little love is all I ask,
And that is all.
Love,
I've been searching so long,
I've been searching high and low.
A little love is all I ask,
A little sadness when you go.
Maybe you need a friend?
Only please don't let's pretend.
A little love is all I ask,
And that is all.

Ooh, I wanna spread my wings,
But I just can't fly,
As a string of pearls and pretty boys go sailing by.
Ocean Deep,
I'm so afraid to show my feelings,
I have sailed a millions ceilings in my solitary room.

Ocean deep,
Will I ever find a love?
Maybe he has found another,
And as I cry my self to sleep,
I know this love of mine I'll keep

Ocean Ocean Deep,
I'm so lonely,
Ocean Deep,
On my own in my room,
I'm so lonely.
Ocean Deep

Posted by Camille at 11:37 PM | Permalink | Comments

this week has been crazy.. i feel like i've been through hell and back.. but thanks to everyone who has been there to listen to me rant and rave and cry like a lil girl.. but just want to say thank you/sorry to my sisters, mocha and nikki for tuesday.. this is what dreams are made of.. haha. =) sorry to ian, karina, and jason for not making it on tuesday as well. but papa ian is in college now!! woot woot! =) umm.. sorry to ika, pat, and dus for not going to the bbq.. i miss you guys.. thanks to ivy for listening/talking/aking me UN-bored.. thanks to pat for putting some sense into my head.. =) thanks to amanda for the 4:00 in the morning talk.. thanks to my cousin jobo for being there and listening to me.. thanks to mi mejor for the email!! i love you.. rj.. my tootsie.. =x love you! ummm.. yeah.. i am going to vegas today.. till sunday.. =( boo.. everyone have fun.. i will miss you all. you can call my cell.. AFTER 9:00!! and on the weekends.. so take care guys.. much love!

THE STARTING LINE- SADDEST GIRL STORY
-----------------------------------------------------
So it's safe to say that we've been here before;
Heart torn out, down for the count and still come
back for more.
This lesson is learned too well.
Though, only unlearned by the time your wounds
have healed
HAVE YOU HAD ENOUGH?
I GUESS NOT BECAUSE YOUR LIPS ARE STUCK TO HIS.
IT'S TIME TO SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, YOU WOULD BE SO
BETTER OFF.
YOU LOVE HIM BUT TOUGH, its not coming back from HIM.
you can't win.
*Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause
that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.*
IT ONLY HURTS AT FIRST.
BUT THEN YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE TO GIVE EVERYTHING
YOU WANT.
Try not to go running back to him.
So it goes unsaid that we've been here before.
Lonely nights and endless fights and sleeping on
the floor.
And he's sorry, so the story goes.
It's read and replayed and ends the same way
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that
you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
*STOP EXPECTING CHANGE, HE'S JUST A LOSS CAUSE
THAT YOU'RE WAITING ON.
TAKE A LOOK AROUND, YOU COULD HAVE ANYONE.
SO LEAVE UNDESERVING HIM.*

Posted by Camille at 12:15 PM | Permalink | Comments

i am in the deepest shit ever... hahaha.. but i had a blast!!! =D

What Dreams Are Made Of-Hillary Duff
Have you ever seen such a beautiful night
I could almost kiss the stars for shining so bright
Then I see the smile as I go oh, oh, oh
I would never want to miss this
Cause in my heart I know I’ll miss it

Hey now, hey now,
This is what dreams are made of
Hey now, hey now,
This is what dreams are made of
I’ve got somewhere I belong
I’ve got somebody to love
This is what dreams are made of

Have you ever wondered what life is about
You could search the world and never figure it out
You don’t have to sail all of the oceans no, no, no
Having this is no mystery it’s here and now
It’s you and me

Open your eyes (this is what dreams are made of)
Shout to the sky (this is what dreams are made of)
Then I see the smile as I go oh oh oh
Yesterday my life was duller
Now everything is technical color


This Is The Night-Clay Aiken
When the world was in upside down
I could take all the time I had
But I'm not gonna wait
When a moment can vanish so fast
Cause every kiss is a kiss you can never get back

Lift me up in your arms
If you told me that's where heaven is
(Well, you'd be right)
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night

When the answer to all my dreams
Is as close as a touch away
Why am I here holding back what I'm trying to say

Lift me up in your arms
If you told me that is where heaven is
(Well, you'd be right)
Hold me close to your heart
I will go with you to the end of the Earth
(And we'll fly)
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night

This is the night where we capture forever
And all out tomorrows begin
After tonight we will never be lonely again

Lift me up in your arms
If you told me that is where heaven is
(Well, you'd be right)
Hold me close to your heart
I would go with you to the end of the Earth
(And we'll fly)
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night

Posted by Camille at 12:21 PM | Permalink | Comments

man oh man.. i have been online all day. can you say, no life?! so yeah.. i woke up around 1:00.. talked to rj.. went on friendster.. haha.. i sucked pat, ian, and danica into the world of friendster.. cool stuff.. haha.. it was cool.. talked to lots of people today.. tall one allie.. momma ivy.. janice... junkies.. mocha!! awww it was so0o good talking to everyone.. especially those of you whomi haven't talked to in a while!! thanks for listening/giving advice.. =) good to know i have you guys by my side. talked to ian today.. he invited me to go to california disney with him, karina, and jason.. i wish i could go.. but i cant.. too expensive.. sorry!!! =( we tried... hope you guys have fun.. daddy is going to college on wednesday!! woot woot!! man..

here is something pat made.. haha.. its the "junkie family." its coolio!! =) so going across... it's danny, lisa, bnut, ian, rj, me, dustin, ika, pat, manny, tinny, and of course, ten!!! haha dope shiet bro!!


Not Pretty Enough-Kasey Chambers
Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can

Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can

Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

Why do you see, why do you see
Why do you see right through me

Posted by Camille at 12:55 AM | Permalink | Comments

hahaha man.. i am talking to bnut right now.. what a dork.. "stupid girl..." thanks brendan!!! hahahha.. oh man.. i felt like blogging.. nothing else to do!! oh man.. this weekend has been a roller coaster.. up and down.. and up again.. then down.. oh man.

saturday_ woke up around 11:00.. went online.. then got ready.. showered.. put on some makeup to cover up my hideous face.. crying does a number on you!! so after i did all that, i waited for my mom.. around 2:30, we left for st. brendan's for my cousin, margaret's wedding... we got there in 5 minutes, and luckily, the wedding had just started.. HOT!! whoa.. the wedding was very filipiñana themed.. and it was hot in the church.. but on the pews for everyone were FANS!! hahah.. cool ones too.. so yeah.. the wedding was beautiful.. =) had a couple of tears.. haha. i wanna get married at saint brendan's!! yeah.. then it was done.. pictures.. then we went to the reception in sierra madre.. it was at a house.. a HUGE house though.. the backyard was beautiful!!! aww and for our seating, there were fans with our names on it!! so yeah.. the reception was fun.. foood foood foood.. yummy.. hung out and talked to cousins i hadn't seen in a while.. cool stuff.. talked to sister!! =) umm around 8:00 my mom and i left and we headed to thai bbq in glendale.. met up with rina, gail, jay, lisa, tito pinggoy, and tita raquel. they ate.. we talked.. then after half an hour, said bye to the parents.. rode with lisa and rina to gail's.. reggie met us there with allie!!! =) waited for joe to come.. watched a whole bunch of dance videos.. cool stuff.. talked to allie.. hmph.. =/ then joe came.. and lisa explained the rules.. picked our numbers.. our team was composed of lisa, reggie, and rina!!! wooohooo!! wawa and i got to be together.. and the other team.. gail, allie, jay, and joe.. so we get in the cars and speeeeed away!! hahah.. our scavenger hunt began around 10:40.. and yeah.. went from burbank to the valley to hollywood to the valley to glendale to burbank.. and everywhere.. ohhh man!! it was fun!!! some of the stuff was whack, but we found it!!! it was so0o dope.. awww man.. fun fun fun. then around 1:30, we rush to gail's, but the other group isn't done yet.. and claim they have a few more minutes... hahha. so we drive around and look for another item.. lisa gets it.. hahaha.. and around 1:40, everyone comes.. haha.. we check off our items. we won!!! woot woot. and duuuude.. our unique item rocked.. =) really, it ROCKed.. hahahahhaa.. oh man.. we hang out at gail's.. my mom comes and we leave.. oh man.. that was fun huh wawa?! geebers... yeah.. sorry you couldnt come twin twin!! next time.. =)

sunday_ woke up around noon.. my ate called and invited me to swim.. so around 1:00, my mom dropped me off in the HOT heat of the valley.. swam with ava, leslie, and my ate.. haha.. got DARKER.. =/ poooo.. damn.. oh well.. read a little.. hung out. ate.. watched tv.. oh man.. true life: i'm obsessed with my dog!! hahaha.. geez.. yeah.. around 6:00, my mom came with homegirl dani, katrina, and jonari.. went to trader joe's. bought food.. went to some chinese place and got jello... went back to danica's.. watched tfc. regine/martin concert!!! so0o good. and watched asap!! awww. carol banawa is awesome.. and john prats is a hottie.. =) LoL.. we talked.. hung out.. fun fun stuff.. went home around 11:00.. and here i am.. chatting.. talking to bren on the phone.. and yeah.. duuuude.. friendster is addicting!! hahaha.. ok bye guys.. =)

Posted by Camille at 1:09 AM | Permalink | Comments

hey hey hey.. wooooow.. long day.. "MUST blog.." hahaha.. =)

thursday_ woke up bright and early.. headed to DMV.. got my permit!!! woot woot!! =) its about time.. the whole process only took a good two hours!! so went home.. hung out.. played with carlo.. then at luncthime, rj, ate badette, and anjero came to pick me up.. went back to rj's... hung out.. talked.. watched bad boys II.. daaaaamn.. will smith is a hottie.. =) ate.. talked.. yeah.. fun stuff... talked to pat and ian.. haha.. watched part of phone booth.. then my mom came and we went to our nail appointment.. woohoo. then we went to con gen's house.. talked to mrs. p.. got the kultura shirts.. which look cool.. hung out and talked.. then went to dani's.. hung out.. ate.. watched bringing down the house!! hahaha.. then we talked.. =) cool stuff.. my homegirl rocks. talked to joy as well!!! she is back from the motherland.. woot woot!! watched our "teleserias." then went home.. went online.. burned a cd.. haaha.. slept late.

-- in memory of fred gonzales... a cousin... i cant copy shiz from bruce's gay xanga.. but yeah.. here is an excerpt of jac's poem for fred..

"with no hesitation, he walks up to your window and pulls the trigger.
your lood screams of innocence.
Marc witnesses, as you take your final breaths.
no time for good-byes.
there is no time.
................
we wait.
3 nurses come in.
silence.
my heart stops beating.
we hear the news.
this can't be real.
.............
we will never know.
...............
it took one bullet to take your life, and one bullet to change ours forever.
were we done justice?
of course not."

friday_ woke up early.. showered.. got my stuff ready.. around 9:50 i headed to cuzin dustin's house.. my stepdad took me and i got another $20!!! cool beans.. =) haha gayface was still in the shower.. so yeah. said hi to tito.. then we talked for a little.. watched from justin to kelly!!! woot woot... i liked it.. no matter how many people dislike it and think its corny, its great!!! talked to twin for a while.. dustin's fone sucks!! jk.. brendan came over around 11:00.. i think.. hung out.. talked to daryl a little.. watched the rest of the movie. talked.. ten came over like half an hour later.. and we watched bboyin video.. haha.. cool stuff. "that was doooope!" played with the huge yoga ball.. fun stuff.. went online.. listened to COOL music.. hahah. then pat came around 1:15.. packed into his car and headed to pickwick.. so0o damn hot.. hahha.. got there early.. around 1:35.. got our skating shoes and stuff.. and haha. got on the ice.. umm yeah.. we all knew how to ice skate except pat.. haha so me, being a good friend, helped him out.. but we ate shit on the ice.. haha.. he pulled me down twice.. cold shiet.. haha.. fun though!! skated for a while.. around 2:!5, ian comes. nice jacket! =) for serial though! skated some more.. then bnut got injured.. all cuz of dustin!!! gaaaaaay.. haha.. bnut went under dustin's legs and dustin lifted his foot up and cut brendan's poor pinky.. gross stuff.. ewwwww.. all deep and stuff.. we ate for a while while they cleared the ice and did all that crazy stuff to it.. we talked.. hung out.. then around 4:00.. we left.. went to mccambridge park to say hi to pat's friend rosie.. happy birthday to her.. hung out.. then we took manny with us and went back to pickwick.. met up with ian.. yeah.. we left him.. but it was all brendan's gay fault.. his dumb finger. hahah jk.. yeah.. went bowling.. ian and manny decided to go ice skating using our used stickers.. haha.. girls against boys.. boys won of course.. cuz they had ONE more person.. but i kicked ass.. 85 baby!! haha. pat scored he highest.. then me. woot woot.. met up with the two.. said bye.. went to island's in burbank.. man.. the car rides were awesome.. hot, but very DOPE.. =) ate at island's.. TALKED, TALKED, TALKED.. ate good food.. talked talked talked.. total bonding moment. =) stayed there forever and a day.. then we left.. went to blockbuster.. rented house of 1000 corpses. went to ten's.. said hi to uncle and auntie.. started the movie around 8:30.. scary shit yo!! daaaaaaaamn.. we got FREAKED out.. then bnut and cuz heard noises and we got all scared.. had an umbrella and everything.. finished the GAY movie. scared each other.. did a lil breakin.. haha.. damn.. we good! jk.. talked to mig.. yeah.. hung out.. talked.. and yeah.. bnut left.. then around 11:30, i left.. went home.. talked to twin.. haha crazy girl.. got ur email all late.. but yeah.. call me!!! thanks for giving the tag board love.. =) talked to mig.. i love you. have fun in mexico. then talked to ten, pat, and my sexiness.. bren... thanks guys!! then we talked with dustin.. i love you homeslices!! =) today was awesome.. had fun!!!!!! =D talked to jasona.. he is back from vegas.. haha.. talked to daddy ian.. thank you for everything!! yeah.. i am gonna get some ZzzZZ's now... bye everyone. =) thanks for reading.

Posted by Camille at 2:51 AM | Permalink | Comments

hahahhaaahha.. awww my tag board feeels LOVED.. =) last night, i got to chat with the junkies[dustin, pat, brendan, ian] in a chatroom... hahahahaha.. aww.. what crazy, sexy, cool boys.. umm yeah....

today_ woke up early.. showered.. got ready for DMV.. went online fora little and got into another cool chatroom with ten, dus, and pat.. hahahah.. =D so we went to the DMV and got my #-which was G436.. i think.. or G486.. one of the 2.. so they are calling numbers, and what number are they calling?!? G267.. so we waited for a couple of hours.. and NO.. we decided to leave.. yeah.. talked to twin who is back from ALOHAland.. woot woot!! =) yeah.. and my COOL cuzins[jackie, justin, dustin, randy, and bruce] from LONG BIZZLE came down to LA to visit me!! and they waited for me.. but i didnt get there quick enough.. and they left.. sorry guys.. i owe you!! PROMISE.. yeah.. and i dunno.. i am bored.. i was supposed to go out tonight to watch a movie with gav, rina, jay and whoever else.. but plans didnt go through.. oh well.. at least i get to watch paradise hotel!! wooohooo.. alex is hot, but he sucks!!! haha.. ok..

well, thanks to everyone who tagged my board!!
-SISTER!! aww.. thanks for everything.. i love you so0o much.. haha.. i owe you TWO movies already.. citywalk.. LoL.. love you!
-WAWA!! dont be bored.. hahha. i am always here.. you can always CML or TML!! luv ya sis..
-MEJOR!! pampanga.. no 'S.' hahaha.. miss you.. love you ma!!
-JONATHAN!! thanks for the talk.. i will stay.. no worries.. =)
-DUSTIN!! hey cuzzzzz.. hahha.. oh man.. cant wait for friday.. no slippers homeslice!!
-CARLY!! hahaha.. eveen though i see you like everyday, hi!! um yea.. see u.. luv u!
-AMANDA!! haha we will continue our conversation later.. hope ur "hospital stuff" gets better.. take care!
-MY SISTERS!!!!!!!! damnit.. i miss you guys.. i am glad we get to talk every day though.. even if its just for a few minutes.. i love you guys.. pray!! "be strong!!" =)

Posted by Camille at 9:35 PM | Permalink | Comments

fLiPcHiLD05: i FiNaLlY fElT tHe ReAl MeAnInG oF tRuE lOvE!
u KnOw WhO Im TaLkInG aBoUt!!HaHaHa.
ShEs ReAl NiCe,SwEeT.aNd PrEtTy!!!
WaT i LiKe AbOuT hEr Is HeR pErSoNaLiTy.
Oh YeAh OnE mOrE ThInG tHe WaY sHe CrAcKs Up!!

ThInKiNg Of U!!!! :-) O:-) ;-)

i juss want u to come back over here :-(
i like u marcy!!!!

hahha.. edward!!! you're tooo cute!

this is from marcy.. awww.. i love you!! it was written by one of our FAVORITES!! =)

i know its hard for you to understand,
that this is all in God's good plan.
just put your trust and faith in him,
and you will find peace within.
give it time, and wait patiently,
and things will fall together eventually.
although it hurts to be apart,
remember we are close at heart.
and when you feel lonely, just remember,
one day God will bring us back together.
so smile for me and continue to pray,
and i'll wait for God to bring you back my way.

Posted by Camille at 10:19 AM | Permalink | Comments

hmmmmmmmm....... i am bored.. and i think i have time to blog. actually, i DO have time to blog..

friday_ didnt do much the whole day.. went to DMV, but no luck with the permit.. cuz i didnt take the test! long story.. but yeah. talked to janice!! aww.. hope ur having fun in NYC!! my stepmama came home around 8:00.. and around 9:00, we [the whole family which consisted of my dad, stepmama, baby bro, stepsis and stepbro.. but "steps" are beside the point! we're all family anyway and i love them like they are my own! =)] went to burbank.. movies were sold out.. so we had ben & jerrys.. went home and my dad cooked steak and we ate.. talked to my sisters!! woot woot.. umm.. slept..

saturday_ woke up and showered.. got ready for the "kickback." ummmm.. so around 11:30, head to rj's.. hang out there for a while.. catch up on our lives.. ahah.. and look at pics.. same stuff.. then our moms and us leave and head to nikki's.. we get there and ten and bernice are already there.. foood is there with tita and tito.. hang out.. talk. watch tv. then we eat eat EAT!! yummy.. hahah. rest.. then we swim!!!!!! woot woot.. and i got a text that made my heart skip a beat.. out of happiness. i am finally content.. in some wierd way.. yeah.. so we swam.. with all the pool toys.. awww sister bonding time.. without mocha though.. and ongjocks.. and immac sisters.. but yeah. rj learned how to swim!!! woot woot!! and yeah.. i got darker.. =/ booo. yeah.. my mom came with dani, jonarie, and katrina.. they had come from a wedding at holy family.. so we hung out for a little.. then they went home.. then we all showered.. NOT TOGETHER.. hahahhaha.. then we had halo halo and snacks.. hung out. talked some more.. fun stuff.. and neece left around 8:00.. then we watched van wilder.. ahahhahaha. talked.. watched tv. good stuff.. ten left around TEN.. hahha.. hey! we have to go through with our plan.. then we just watched tv and talked.. around 11:30, mine anr rj's moms picked us up.. we took rj home. then i went to my dad's... talked to cuzin dustin.. haha.. gaynut! jk.. and yeah.. slept.. oh yeah!!! WAWA's are back and black! hahaha.. jk.. yay! and i am sorry to everyone in LONG BIZZLE.. auntie joy had her pageant today.. and i know she won for mrs. south bay!! she better have! aww i am sorry guys.. i wanted to go. but no one was gonna take me all the way there.. hope you had fun. "girls just wanna have fun!!"

sunday_ HAPPY BIRTHDAY INANG! wooohoo!! my grandma's the best!! i love her!! so i woke up. showered.. then the family went to 11:30 mass at st. brendan.. went to my grandma's.. watched tfc.. then around 4:00, my dad, my two brothers and i went to walnut to my cousin's house.. my uncle and dad went to play racquetball.. and k-mark and matt were there.. we hung out.. matt got a drum set.. and now him and k-mark jam all the time.. so the boysss were jammin.. and my baby bro and i swam.. well, he did. and he had lots of fun.. i got darker again. i didnt even swim! oh well.. he loved it.. he swam for an hour. he didnt even really do anything.. it was so0o boring. oh well. after i dragged him out of there.. i gave him a shower.. and he didnt wanna get out either.. he's so0o funny. then we all hung out.. k-mark gave carlo a mohawk.. hahha.. k-mark, carlito and i picked up the cake at red ribbon.. so my grandma thought my k-mark and matt were gonna go there and give her flowers.. and she made pancit or whatever.. but we surprised her.. around 8:00, k-mark's family and our family came to her house aorund 8:30 with a LOT of food. like a whole box.. and we ate and talked.. good stuff.. everyone went home around 10:00.. and yeah.. went home.. talked to dustin.. haha.. what a dork. mig called after forever and a day! cool stuff.. talked to dustizzle again.. and wawa.. and slept around 1:30..

today_ bored as heck.. hot.. dark.. and in pain.. booo.. oh well.. i've been talking gaynut all day.. and i talked to tinny today! woohoo.. gonna go now.. byeee!!

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thanks for the greet amanda!! and i saw ur pictures.. haha how old school!! fun stuff though.. memories.. hope you're doing well.. =)

haha.. this is a poem written by edizzle for marcy... haha.. love u edward!

my name is eddie g. from the LBC..
yo im rapping this rap 4 this gyrl name marcy..
she is so sweet...
she is so pretty..
u dont know about this her percent is above a 90...
i like her alot and i miss her too...
u know all this stuff i told u is really true...
u know when she comes back i dont know wat to do...
mabe ill ask her out and my dream mite come true...
even if she doesnt ill never hold back ...
i cant let her go juss like that...
and all this stuff i told u is the end of this rap so u better not hate and u better stand back...!!!

well.. i am off to my sister's kickback!! so haha.. update later..

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i'm so0o bored.. i'm so0 fat. i have gained so much weight this summer and i haven't even exercised.. the exercise i get is watching my brother, giving him a shower, and feeding him. and the ocassional walks around the house.. =/ i've been going through some stuff lately, and i wanna say thanks to jackie for listening and stuff.. and everyone else.. haha.. umm. i talked to cuzin dustin last night.. haha.. what a gay.. we "schemed" and planned.. and yeah. wootwoot! i am excited!! oh yeah!! i also talked to "daddy ian" after forever and a day and it was great!! i miss him.. i miss my sisters too.. aww. guys.. you'll be back here before you know it.. promise!! and if anything, you always have a place here in LA. it'swaiting for you guys.. i love you!! umm.. i dunno.. pat's gonna be here soon with gayface and we're gonna go visit rj... so i will end this now.. o0o "passions is heating up." haha.. and oh yeah! happy anniversary to me and miguel.. 11 months! wootwoot!! =) love you!

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long weekend.. fun though.. i know no one reads this blog anymore, but i know trysh and marcy are reading this now.. and haha.. wowo is right here being annoying as ever.. hahah. and can you believe he got KICKED out of that daycare?! haha.. well, pa said that he took some lil girl's chips, and ate them.. the lil girl tried to get them back and he punched her in the face.. hahahha.. that's comedy right there!! see what you did marcy!!! jk.. aww.. he is BIG BOY now! like, no joke.. hahah.. anyways.. back to what i did...

saturday_ citywalk with my mom, tita abet, danica, jonarie, and katrina.. watched gigli [not good at all. no storyline.. kinda funny.. the actor who played the kid was REALLY good!!], american wedding [funny!! hahaha.. not too many original members.. just like 5.. good though..], and pirates of the caribbean again!! [lot better the second time.. i dunno.. front row seats again though! haha. cool cool!] saw jonathan as well! working man. LoL.. nice seeing you!! then we saw the teen choice awards party! hahah. it was being held at jillian's... yup.. then back to dani's.. watched a whole mess of tfc til 2:00 and went home..

sunday_ went to danica's AGAIN for tita abet's bday bbq.. we ate.. hung out.. watched ASAP on tfc and saw lovette and tita beth!!! hahah. cool stuff.. then we went to topanga canyon mall.. bought air of shorts and slippers.. back to dani's.. then watched JOLOGS.. haahah funny movie! at 10:00, we headed to bell canyon.. hahah.. went to ethan's mansion and i got my phone back.. got pasalubong.. hahah.. talked to them about the trip.. cool stuff.. went home..

today_ woke up.. went to my dad's.. slept till 1:00.. talked to everyone about today.. showered. at 1:45, pat came and we headed to rachel's.. saw her after forever!! she looks good!! awww.. i got my wallet too!! thanks rj!! i love you! then we went to dustin's.. said hi to diane.. then we headed to glendale.. went to the mall.. met up with jobex.. walked around.. waited for nikki! aww saw my sister. went to calypso.. ate.. hahha.. checked out "hot people.." riiiiiiiiiite. nino and jon came.. met up with neece, tin, and matt!! yay!! they all looked good.. i missed them. then we went to jewel city.. waited for everyone.. thn twin twin came!! woohoo.. so yeah. then we played. it was me, dustin, and neece on one team.. and sexijobex and pat on the other team.. they waited for justine, who never came!! aww.. its ok.. so we played one game and of course, we won!! and guess who got the highest score!?! ME!! a big 77!! woot woot!! too bad it wasn't 78. =/ oh well.. jasona came too!! then we hung out till about 6:00.. some SLIGHT drama which is al good now.. matt took me, neece, and tin back to marketplace.. at took the rest of the people.. we all metup and looked at movies.. after about half an hour of sitting and figuring out which movie to watch, we decided not to.. and just EAT ice cream!! yum.. so i was the only one who bought ice cream.. yummy.. then we had to go home.. at least ika, dustin, and i.. but then my mom was like, its ok.. go.. but be home.. so we hung out.. and yeah. awww we're growing up! hahah.. good talks.. laughs.. fun stuff.. and yeah.. daryl took me home about an hour ago.. and i guess they took ika home... and yeah.. twin!! dont fret!! eveything's all gravy!!! and thanks to my CUZIN.. and PAT for a great day.. as well as my TWIN! and everyone i saw today.. my zoo people.. my sisters.. neece, nikz, and tin.. and the loyola boys.. fun stuff..

*ma*!!! i got your email.. duuuuuude.. i am soo0o sorry!!! i dunno what to say.. i will email you soon.. take care.. i love you.. my sisters in the PI.. hey!! i miss you guys.. hang in there.. you'll get used to it. pray! i love you dalagitas!! all the cousins in long bizzle!! i miss you.. HOPEFULLY i can see you wednesday.. before i leave. i love you all.. duhhhhhh!!! hahhaha. and of course.. miguel.. i miss you so0o much. take care.. love you.. and everyone else.. i miss you all!! ALLIE-O is back from europe!! woohoo!! TEN!! my sister. LoL.. girllll!! i hope you had fun with your laser tag stuff.. hope you raised lots of $$$!! sorry i couldnt go.. next time.. and yeah.. we missed you!! haha.. your bros and i!! and yeah.. ok.. thats all.. byeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!! hahha.. you old fogie. jk.. so yeah.. long day today.. woke up.. watched tv.. ate.. my ate came around 1:00.. went and got our nails done.. went back home to get stuff.. then off to the grove.. did some semi-shopping.. she bought me a shirt at a&f.. then two CHEAP bikini tops at j.crew.. then we had crepes.. yum yum!! talked to twin.. wow.. we talked a lot these past couple of days.. aww thanks girl.. =) then we walked around some more.. then around 5:00, headed off to the valley.. waited for andy to come.. got taco bell.. ate.. got clothes.. LoL.. hung out till about 9:00.. got a long distance call from darwin in DC at the program i was SUPPOSED to go to!!! awww.. have fun bud! my mom and danica picked me up.. went to her house and watched filipino stuff all day.. haha.. saw lizette on mtb.. hahaha.. cool beans.. hung out till 1:00.. went home.. and here i am.. talked to my sisters and sissy raptor!! wawas!!! have fun in cancun!! i will miss you guys! woohoo.. man.. soo0 much going through my head.. but i don't know if publicizing it would be a good idea.. but i am sure youa ll go through this.. at least i do.. and the feeling's stronger than ever.. i am starting to not believe in Him anymore.. after all i've been through.. it's like, is He even out there? i dunno.. =/

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