And the beat goes on...

The Sweetest Goodbye

Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you come back
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be some place here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I…

Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you come back
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be some place here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel

well, long time no blog.. i will update later.. i got home about an hour ago... from the airport.. yup! my sisters are gone.. probably in the air already.. how much i miss them.. it was the saddest thing ever.. especially with cousins there.. =( to my beautiful sisters.. trysha and marcy.. wow.. i cant believe you guys are gone! it seems like just last week you guys JUST came back from there.. but now you're on your way back to PI.. these past two and a half months have been nothing but FUN! we had the best times here.. TOGETHER.. sometimes we'd have our "ish," but ten minutes later we'd be talking and laughing. remember sleeping over everyone's houses? from walnut to long beach.. good times.. you guys have grown into lovely young women.. marcita, you're still growing, and i may not be there for you physically, but know that i'm always with you at heart.. i am only a phone call away! man.. whose clothes am i gonna borrow now?! jk.. trysha, my lil punker. you're "dalaga" now.. you're so0o beautiful.. i can't believe how much you've matured.. don't ever forget you have me.. my best friend.. i am gonna miss all the nights we stayed up just talking and chismissing.. remember staying up with randy and watching the sunrise? we have so0o many good memories together. the warped tour, drama with cousins, hanging out and having fun with cousins, voice changers, talking, laughing, EATING & SLEEPING, chillaxing, and just being SISTERS... i seriously cant believe you are already gone.. seeing you guys leave today broke my heart... i felt like a part of me was gone.. man.. i am gonna miss hearing trysha's damn bear slippers scratching the floor when she would walk around.. i am gonna miss hearing trysh play the guitar.. i am gonna mss marcy singing and playing "badfish" 24/7!! i a gonna miss everything about you guys.. i am gonna miss YOU guys.. the house is gonna be so0o lonely now.. papa and i went there and it was the saddest thing.. we just looked around and reminisced on the good times we had in that house.. =/ oh well, at least our sisterly bond grew and matured these past couple of months and i thank God for giving us those two months.. he has blessed me with two BEAUTIFUL, intelligent, loving sisters... i woudn't trade you guys for anything or anyone else.. you're MY sisters. me and lil carlito will be waiting for you.. hurry back.. you girls be good.. take care.. have fun.. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH! call me and text me.. dont forget about us here.. you girls are beautiful.. dont let anyone tell you different... always pray! ok... be good.. "you are my sisters, my strength, and my pride, only god may know why.. but i will get by.."

to all my cousins in LBC_ now that trysha and marcy are gone, i feel like i am not gonna see you anymore, but i will.. jackie! you better pick me up.. if not, you better tell jobo!! LoL.. wow.. spending time with you guys after so0o long has been fun.. all the secrets, talks, nights "kickin it" in the garage.. haha.. aww.. awesome times!! despite slight drama and LIKE triangles, it was still a blast kicking it with you guys.. you "mugs" are CRAZEEE!! jk.. i miss you all.. see you soon at sportsfest.. call me... i love you guys!! all of you!!!


ok.. gonna update..

well, on wednesday ika came over.. we hung out.. mom came and we went to practice.. YUP! 5-11!!! it was cool.. tiring.. but good. i duno.. drama.. but whatever..

thursday_ hung out all day. ika cam over.. hung out.. planned stuff.. hahhaha.. chismissed! =) aww twin.. i love you! went to practice at assumption.. HOT!!! fun though.. drama in the car.. talked to my ate.. aww.. i love you! mrs. p's house.. home..

friday_ woot woo!! hahha.. woke up early and my dad took my sisters and i to long beach.. hung out at jobo's.. jobo dropped us off at cal state long beach for, yup, THE WARPED TOUR!!! hahha.. it was me, trysha, marcy, erica, jackie, dino, nikko, justin, dustin, bruce, and randy... we walked everywhere and got tix.. only justin, randy, trysha and i went though.. saw the last of sum 41's performance.. watched talib kweli and mos def! walked around.. bla.. saw some other bands.. rufio! got sunburned.. saw peeps from school.. got to see simple plan! woohoo! didnt get to see the ataris OR the used though.. boohoo... huh trysh? oh well, we had fun.. at 6:30 we got picked up.. hung out at jobo's with everyone.. cry-fest.. aww.. sadness.. got home.. ate.. showered.. then, surprise!! jackie, justin, dustin, and nikko came.. they slept over.. we hung out all night. talked.. LoL.. fun times..

saturday_ after getting about 5 hours of sleep, i got my nails done. showered.. got ready and headed to san gabriel civic auditorium.. got there before 11:30.. twin twin saved me a spot in the dressing room.. put my stuff away and went to the stage... rehearsal didnt start till about twelve.. we went over a few dances. just blocked them though.. then rehearsal till 4:30.. ate.. then started with makeup.. fun stuff.. done at about 6:15.. got dressed in the ciega costume.. went down. green room.. prayer.. then the show!!! wow.. it was awesome.. the lights, stage, people, everything. i feel like i danced my heart out... it was the best feeling.. it was so0o much fun.. after, said hi to everyone.. was surprised to see jobex, darwin, and BRUDDER justine with a rose gram for me.. aww... they're sweet.. said hi to other people.. hahhha. then put stuff away.. at 10, my sister and i went to celine's... ate and hung out with everyone.. pictures.. awww.. it was cool!! my sister had fun too.. hung out in celine's room with alyssa, jay, rina, jo-ann, mig, and my ate.. fun stuff.. i was REALLY tired though.. awww.. baby! i had so0o much fun.. you're the best. i love you!!! hahah.. went home at around 3:00.. went to my dad's.. everyone was asleep already. damn ga**a! hahaha.. jk.. slept at 5:00..

sunday_ [no sea-breeze!! =(] woke up to my cousins "regulating" and "parking" it.. hahah... it was so0o early!! oh man.. crazy stuff.. hung out till 3:00.. then went to the grocery with the family and my grandma.. she bought a LOT of food and snacks or my sisters and my aunt... home.. ate.. hung out.. kuya mark cme over.. shopped a little.. ate together.. hung out.. one more day.. =(

today_ woke up early.. went to the noon mass at st. basil's.. home.. packed their stuff.. auntie esther, dino, perry, and angel came and said bye.. then kuya mark and matt came.. ate.. hung out.. talked.. then around 5:00, we said, well, THEY said their goodbyes.. it was a tear-fest.. it was sad.. then my dad' friends came to take their stuff.. we went in our car with our brother and went to the airport.. "sweetest goodbye!" hung out and waied for uncle m.. then SURPRISE!! the cousins came.. just jackie, erica, lisa, justin, dustin, auntie joy, auntie sue, and uncle joel.. it was fun!! hung out. talked.. laughed.. and as 9:30 approached, everyone got all quiet.. watery eyes.. then at 9:30, we went down and said our goodbyes.. i cried my eyes out.. how i miss them.. =/ well.. then we said bye.. and as we got in the car, i got a phone call from my very awesome boyfriend.. good timing babe! talked.. he comforted me.. got home. and cried more.. till i couldnt cry anymore.. here i am.. missing my sisters.. my cousins.. my friends..

.... speaking of friends, my tag board..! *MA*!! i will write soon.. miss you... love you! neece!! i miss yoU!! your sister are all here.. just chillin.. waiting for someone to organize something.. so you lazy butts [mocha, tin, nikki, rj] call me!! call each other.. LoL.. miss you all!! ten!! i need your new cell number! i didnt save it!! miss you sexy!! pat and dusty.. you guys didnt go to the show.. i am mad!! hahah.. jk.. i miss you "junkies!" call me.. hey jonathan!! PATNAH!! LoL.. wow. the show was fun! we were GOOD!! LoL.. what do u need to ask me? email me.. =) hi to ms. jo-ann.. danielleeeee!! i miss you pretty girl.. hope you're doing well.. hi to ate nikki! hi to everyone else!! hi miguel.. miss you!! muuah! love you! hi twin twin! amanda lee!! call you soon... hi to all the loyola boys.. we'll plan another night of fun.. hahah and then we can do the CIRCLE! =) hi to all my immac girlies whom i havent talked to in forever!! sissy raptor, jasmine, mel, erika, kc.. i miss you all!!! love you guys... call me.. kultura friends.. see you guys soon.. and everyone else.. miss you.. enjoy your summer!

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