good morning beautiful people!! i am up! can u believe that? only like 7 hours of sleep and i am up. my nerves are excited. i am excited about tonight!!!!! man...everyone left me...kc went to go buy boba. mel left..i dunno why..polanco's being mean and won't talk to me. and kevin [ritz's bro] is being a biotch right now...nikki just signed off...and i am talking to derek and neece. hey neece....we may both be stupid, but we are fkn beautiful huh? LoL...awww derek u have to go!!!!! try HARD! haha...oh well, i am soo bored..oh, now polanco IMs me..oh wells, i dunno what to wear...my mommy picked me out this one shirt [the one from rigali] but i dunno..it is really cute! but dunno...it is sorta revealing...my tummy shows! but this shirt sorta has sleeves..there are like slits in them..i don't wanna look like a slut..plus i am wearing my lowrider jeans! and then i have this tank top that covers my tummy area but it is low cut in the upper area...so i dunno what to do..what to wear! haha...anyways, i can't wait till tonight! waiting for tonight..o0o0o0o!!! when you will be here in my arms...hmm..can u guess who i am talking about?! LoL....chewy, u are so cute! i miss MC!!! anyways...michael [MC] asked me if i knew rovia...i was like, ya...and he was like, ohh i heard ur gonna be on BET...i was like, uhh...hold up! let's get this straight...some guy FROM bet asked me to do this contest/pageant thing...so whatever..and it is NOT gonna be on BET...so yeah...anyways...i think i am gonna end this now..i need to call erika [my rosie cookie!] see ya guys later..i'll blog after the party and tell u how it wen...nikz, call me!! miss u! ok..bye!