I AM THE BIGGEST DUMBASS EVER!!!! so i wake up today without a care in the world [not entirely tue, but..], and igo about my day without even thinking...the 23rd! marcy's birthday. my little sister who is halfway around the country in the philippines!!!!!!! ahh...i am sooo dumb. i didn't even call her. and if i call her now, it will be too late. it is already monday over there. ahhhhhh...i am so mad at myself...seriously...i was crying. goddamnit. shieeeet! well, belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCY! you are 11 now..almost dalaga! haha..well, u always have been.,..and i know if you get on the computer over there and are reading this, i am sorry! i miss you sooo much! all of you...especially you and trysha. i know i am not there to be your guys' ate, but i am only a phone call away..god. this sucks. the only way i can send you a message fast is through my gay blog...and texts..but i don't have text! ahhhhh! sorry marky palarky..miss you a lot! behave over there..trysha too!!! i love you guys sooo much..hi to everyone...ok...bye..