And the beat goes on...

this is a LONG post..so yeah. read if you want. whatever.

ugh! i feeel like SHIT! i am so sick. i have been crying all night and i have been throwing up. i am sick. i feel lightheaded and i have a headache. i don't know if it was swimming at the beach or just cuz i feel down and stuff. maybe it is both. ? i am blogging because i need to let some stuff out..well, you are probably wondering what happened at mine and kc's beach party yesterday...i woke up at 5:45 and took a shower. my mom got ready too. she didnt sleep at all that night...she was up doing stuff and getting everything ready. so we leave the house at like 6:55..we get to point point at 7:00...meet up with kc, tita cheryl, and tito boy. my mom gets ice at 7-11 and we are off to the beach. we get to the beach around 8:00...ALL the tables were taken..ALL...people had been there since like 1:00 in the morning! geeebus...so we walked on the wet grass. set up our stuff under the trees. kc and i talked, played volleyball...tito boy went to kmart and bought a table. so our moms ate a little. erika came at 9:30 with tita ellen and jekka. they brought a whole mess of utensils and food, fruits...so yeah. thanks rosie! you and your mommy and jekka were a big help! so we sat around, listened to music, and played cards. at like 10:00 chad, jason, justine, and miguel came with donuts! yum! hmm...a little quiet..they walked away and stuff..went on the playground..kevin came soon after with his aunt and uncle and mike! ummm...i lost track of who came after, but the people that came: ika, manda, tiff, darlene, rj joy, ate badette, rommel, her parents, diana and her mommy, earl, berna, ritz, joe, robby, chewy, rj and a couple of friends, chris m and aunt susana, chris dubos, his dad, daniella and her mom, chris p, tita odette, tony, steve, jp, ten, her mom, dustin, patrick, and of course, my sexy gurl alessandra! i think that is it..i feel like i am leaving some people out...but i am not sure..so yeah. i tried to hang out with everyone and be a good hostess, but i feel like i failed to do so. i wanna apologize to everyone that came. i don't know if you had fun..i hope you did..i tried to get everyone to mingle with one another, but that didnt work out as well as i hoped it would be. everyone had their lil groups so i was kinda bummed about that. umm...i played lots of volleyball yesterday. played on the playground. after, a few people went down to the beach. ale and i got our bodies wet and that was fun. kc looked for crabs. ale and i walked back up..we chilled and ate some of ika and amanda's yummy chicken. we looked at the hot white guys with sexy bodies playing over on the grass. my stepmom came with my stepbrother, stepsister, and my baby brother! that was coolio. ummm..robby wanted to go swim, so we decided to go swim. ale and i got naked..haha jk jk..but we went in and rode the waves..that was awesome! chewy and brother chris was there too! hah...umm i think he saw a little bit more than he should have! i had on my bikini top and after we rode this huge wave i look at him and he has a funny look on his face and it's almost as if he didnt wanna look at me..so i look down and i see my stuff hanging out! i was like, holy crap!! bad bad bad...robby and i walked to the showers and rinsed off. we went back up..decided to go nack down with kc..miguel came and asked to talk, so we talked. not too happy...i misinterpreted what he said and took it in a wrong way, and so i cried to kc. while crying, my fkn contact gets stuck in my eye and i am hysterical going crazy..and it was bad. it finally got unstuck from the top of my eye, we swim and stuff. steve, tony, chris, jp, and chris m were there..so was robby, joe, ritz, and mc. so we decided to swim again..at least i did. chris m was sitting on the sand watching us play..jp, chris, tony, and steve were with kc and they were looking for crabs..again! haha. umm...wanted to take pics so steve and i walk barefoot back up and get my camera. talked to him about my stuff. i go back swimming. we take pictures. talk..laugh. tony is wearing all white and he is in the sand on the beach and he expects not to get dirty or wet...ooook...riiiite. i push steve and he almost fell in the water. so i just kicked water at him and jp..they think it would be sooo much fun to throw handfuls of wet sand at me..so they do that. chris and tony laugh..haha...NOT. so i ride the waves again by myself. fun fun. i pull chris in the water and he gets wet..he runs away cuz he is scared of drowning. we had lots of fun. so we get done and we all walk to the showers. hahahahaa...that was funny. steve got all wet..it was cold and chris shared his towel with me..thanks. we walked back to the beach to get my towel and i ran all the way to find both chris' and jp after me too. so we run and get our stuff. we get back up. i change into my pants and a sweater. sit and talk to my tita...i start crying. i felt like shit at that point. just seeing miguel..so whatever. i walk to the playground where kc, jp, steve and tony are. haha..steve slipped and fell and he got shit from his hot dog all over his shoes. haha. funny. people were leaving. tiff and darlene came and talked to me..i was crying. i walk over by myself..and sit..think. my mom calls me and tells me to come take pictures so i do..i looked and felt like shit at this point, but i was like whatever. after that, miguel comes and tells me he didnt mean what he said like that. bla bla...so yeah. ummm everyone leaves..now it is just tita odette, kc and her parents, my mom, aunt susana, chris m, chris p, steve, jp, tony, and kevin. me and kevin walk around the whole park and talk. he was there to listen to me vent and stuff..there to wipe away my tears..thanks kevin. we go sit on the crass to see the 6 people playing football. funny stuff. they are done..it is like 7:30...the sun was gonna set soon. but we sit on the grass and share a few laughs...jp starts saying, peck peck. peck peck peck peck..and he keeps saying it..no one will tell him what it means..tony knew what it meant but he didnt say anything. chris was like, it's a small dick..uhh NO. so jp runs around and says it..what a dork. he was like, do you have a peck peck? ahhha. and if u arent filipino, u probably dont know what it means. so yeah. umm...a few minutes later we all walk down to the beach..well, we sit on the grass above the beach and watch the sun set...it was beautiful..a pretty sight! so we sit around..steve gets his camera and finishes the film. we sit and talk. then everyone leaves..i stay and sit..chris stayed too...so did jp..i dunno. nothing happened so we walked back. the parents are getting ready to leave...we all go on the playground and play till about 8:15..and we all leave. tito boy was in front, tita odette was following him, and my mom was driving behind them..we had kevin with us too. so me, my mom and kevin talked..a LOT. about everything that happened and stuff. it was cool..good for me i guess. i kinda lost my temper but it was good to have them hear me out...i just let loose and said everything i was feeling. it was nice..umm..after, we went to my grandma's house. my stepmom, stepsister, stepbrother, grandma, dad, aunt, uncle, and cousin were there. so we ate..everyone knew miguel in the house..i was like..not now..my aunt and uncle were like, oh yeah, his dad..i am friends with him bla bla..where is his picture? oh yeah that's him! shit like that..i was like, uhhhhhh not in the mood. kevin and my cousin matt were "dualing" outside..so i put my brother to sleep and just talked to my family about everything that went down that day and how crappy i was feeling..and they said not to worry. whatevers. at 10:15, we left and took kevin home..then we went home. i got home, took a hot shower, and went online. talked to people..talked to kristen about everything! thanks girl for listening..talked to ale, chris, and steve. thanks guys for listening...i slept at 2:00...woke up at 11:00 and here i am...bored..sick..nothing to do. oh wells...that was my saturday..i mean, i had fun! no doubt. i mean, i got to see my buddies from saint brendan and all my other friends..but i was just bummed that it wasnt going as i expected and other stuff..but yeah. thanks kaycee for everything! i hope you had fun yesterday! and you shined like a star! yay! guess that is all...byeeeee!

if you wanna read about other people's fun stories of the party, go to their blogs/journals.

Posted by Camille on Sunday, August 11 at 1:04 PM | Permalink